InkingTrees

Hello, I'm the original Inkingtrees.tumblr.com blog continued here now after a quite a few years of being AWOL. I still have more feels to share, so let them resume here. Please do not remove the source of my writing. ♡

[inkingtrees2]

Things in life change. People come and people go. And sometimes a person will come into your life and make things a bit complicated. As feelings take hold and thoughts of this person captivate my mind, it makes things interesting, to say the least. When feelings are so instilled into one person. You would think nothing could change that. But I knew I was going to hurt the moment I saw those blue eyes and that smile directed at me. I knew it would mean trouble. I can't let my thoughts run away with me though. Because I am grounded into dirt as brown as the eyes of the one that put me here. But he isn't the one I'll fall asleep thinking about.

// looking back (49/111)

[inkingtrees2]

I just got out of the shower, and I had a thought. Three years ago, I began the long journey down a steep and narrow path of a self harm addiction. And these days, I don't really always realize it, but whenever we are together and I don't have any clothing on to hide behind, you probably notice the scars on me. And that may hurt you. It makes me sad because they will never go away. You will never see what I looked like before I went to war with myself. I will never look perfect for you. I'm really sorry; for the scars of the past, and for the scars to come.

// looking back (48/111)