A Whore With Social Anxiety

[inklover95]

Where's the plug?

[inklover95]

Haven't been in here in ages. Who's in the 559 area?

[purplebuddhaproject]

[inklover95]

I wish feelings didn't really exist. Especially regret towards bettering one's self.

[oxy-so-done]

I relapsed.

The pills haven’t kicked in yet. Im regretting taking them now but I know once I feel it I won’t regret it anymore.

Why can’t I be free from this

[lcynwanqbyjgnqkx]

I miss the days when you could see a girl with a septum piercing and immediately knew she was into heavy music. These days, you never know if she listens to Infant Annihilator and Code Orange or Drake and Pitbull

:(

[just-shower-thoughts]

It would be really funny if farts were contagious like yawns.

[ithelpstodream]

[inklover95]

JESUS WAS THE FIRST RECORDED INCIDENT OF SUICIDE BY COP

[liveasheroes]

(insp.)

[sextra-sextra-read-all-about-it]

robotussin is red and you’re feeling blue “no, I’m not sick” but is that the truth? “use as directed” no, that will not do all the bottles are empty and now, so are you

[inklover95]

I do way better on my own anyways. I don't mind being ignored anymore

[depressedgirl83]

That side of depression

Why do people never talk about the part of depression when you just don’t want anything anymore? Everybody talks about when it hurts like hell, when you cry, when you cut, when you take drugs, when you break down. But no one ever talks about when you just lay down in your room, with a hole inside of you that you don’t know how to fill, and you don’t want to do anything even the things you usually like. So you just spend your day kinda waiting for it to end. And it’s horrible because you feel empty and guilty for that at the same time. 

[creativeronica]

There needs to be more awareness of this kind of depressed state. It’s often the kind that is mistaken for laziness. I call it “A” depression, and I know it personally. The symptoms are apathy and anhedonia: Apathy (lack of interest, enthusiasm, or concern and anhedonia ( the inability to experience pleasure from activities usually found enjoyable).

[inhale-exhale-y-deactivated2017]

This is the most common form of depression I face. It’s very frustrating because it doesn’t appear as intense to outsiders (as let’s say a crying screaming fit) but internally this is my most dangerous kind of depression. That emotionless empty feeling eventually transforms into self harm thoughts pretty quickly for me. I wish I was better able to communicate while I’m in that state of mind.

[weed-breath]

This this this. All of this forever.

[kiefeon]

This is what I deal with daily. I spend more time laying on my bed doing absolutely nothing, than doing anything I normally love to do.

[psil0cybindreams-deactivated201]

HOLY FUCK. SIGNAL BOOST MUCH!!

[inklover95]

Seriously. It’s the pits.

[dinuguan]

what the fuck

[gotitforcheap-deactivated201611]

ah yes, child actor frankie muniz, known by all for his strength and muscular build 

[dongboss]

frankie muniz drank a gallon of milk outside a walmart and beat the shit out of me and keyed my car

[inklover95]

needs a brazzers tag somewhere

[inklover95]

The Sun is coming up and I'm no where near ready to sleep. Fuck all this nonsense

[inklover95]

You've changed since you've been with that girl. Drugs are going to ruin your life.

Honestly, "drugs" as you call them have their uses. Some to stop you from hurting, some to get you moving, some to get a different perspective with things. And please come off anon because I would really like to know who you are. I appreciate that you care and all, I just think that everything has its use

[inklover95]

Creating maps n shit on halo while zooted on triple c 's. It's a fun night