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Hey! I’m so glad to hear that you’re doing so good and at such a wonderful place!! I’m glad to see the votes mattered, I’m definitely cheering you on from afar. I’m doing great and overall very appreciative of the things in my life right now. You’re more than welcome to ad me on FB or whatever, I do appreciate the check in though!

Thank you! I wouldn't be surprised if one day we could be. It's been awesome that we were able to talk about it like adults and be very real about it all. Wishing you the best! Till next time.

Absolutely. Thank you too, it was definitely some closure that I didn't really realize I needed until I had it. I'm so glad to hear you're doing good. You deserve that.

And yeah, I think its always going to hurt a little. Plenty of what ifs and wonderings. Definitely moments where I miss things. But it did all happen for a reason. At one point, we were exactly what we needed. But being apart was also what we ended up needing. I wouldn't be who I am without you and all of the good and hard lessons that came with that. I'll always appreciate that for sure.

Thank you

Thank you for the apologies. Thank you for seeing what happened. I think a part of me may have needed to hear/see/read/whatever that.

I firmly believe that everything in life is a lesson or a blessing. We were both for each other. Thank you for the blessings, the wonderful memories and times together. They were beyond spectacular. You were my first love, you will always always have a piece of me. And I want it that way. Because our time together did matter. So much. And thank you for the lessons. I needed to learn when to say enough is enough. I really needed to learn to put myself first and take care of myself. I needed to learn to take chances. I needed to learn to grow and take charge of the growth that I wanted. I needed to learn to see my worth.

Everything happens for a reason. The time we spent together was full of reasons. The same goes for the time since. I don't know if you'd even recognize me. That scared little girl keeps growing more and more into the strong woman she always dreamt of being. I'll forever be a work in progress but I'm proud of myself.

I hope you're finding that too. Because you deserve it. I know that there is an amazing man that can change the world within you. I hope you're finding and feeding him. I hope you're unbecoming all the things that weren't really you. You deserve all the best things so go out and get them.

I won't listen to HIM or Dear Bobbie. Some memories will forever hit me like a truck. I miss plenty of things and plenty of times. But that is what happens when you give a piece of yourself to someone. And I wouldn't change a damn thing. You were a huge part of my life that is set in stone. I love the memories we had and know they happened for a reason. I also know to keep looking and moving forward. I hope you can recognize our history on a similar way that is healthy. I hope you see anything bittersweet as a chance to grow and learn. I hope for nothing but the best for you.

I'm sorry. So beyond sorry for hurting you and causing you pain. It's never ever what I wanted. But you need to do your best to find happiness again. That's all I want. Be happy, without me. Stop torturing yourself and let go. Holding on is only causing you more pain and making it harder for you. I think it may help to remove each other from social media. I told you I wouldn't, so that's up to you. But I feel like that's only making everything harder. Trust that I will be okay and focus on you.

You're right. Deleted

You sure? I never want you to be uncomfortable my love

I could have sworn it was like middle of the day. But I really am sorry. Like I said, I don't care if you want me to delete him. I didn't accept him to talk to him really it was more like yeah sure see that I'm doing awesome

It wasn't the middle of the night at all, pretty sure it was while I was on break at work or something. And he requested me so I accepted it since he'd sent me that apology a while back. I'm sorry love. If it bothers you ill delete him

I'm doing pretty good. For the most part, it is. I'm trying to communicate better, so please don't take any of this as me trying to be mean. I know you've been stressed lately, but you have been pretty negative the past few days and seem to be having a lot of kind of aggressive little outbursts and such. Let me know if there's anything I can do you help you deal with things better.

What the fuck do we do now?

Exactly. Shit happened and we got more independent and starting taking care of ourselves. Along the way I think we stopped taking care of our relationship and stopped growing together. I think we've spent a lot of time being okay simply because of habits and history.

When was the last time I actually made you genuinely happy?

I keep wearing matchy sexy underwear because I'm attempting to be sexy for you. >.

Are we doing okay?

You are the sweetest thing ever <3 i absolutely cannot wait to get back to your arms. It sucks so much being away from you but when were together again itll be fucking beautiful

I love you so much. Anytime yoy even touch me my wgoke body is ready to melt. Its like all the nerves rush to be whereever you are and fuck the rest. Nothing changes any day or mood for me like laying with my head on your chest listening to your heart beat change and you speak about different things. As long as i have a bed that i share with you, things will be okay. I wonder every single day how i got so so lucky. I cant do amything without you popping into my mind. The whole time i was talking with my relatives that i havent seen in years i was just picturing you with me and thinking about what you might say if you were there. Youre my everything, and that will not ever change baby.

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