until the end .

[inmcrtalis]

immortalis (latin) - immortal, undying, eternal, infinite, inerasable, inerasible

Jay . 35 . audhd. enby . been on Tumblr since 2014 writing , but have rp'ed for 24 years . I only write with 18 and older , and live in EST . minors do not interact , you will be blocked . WHERE TO FIND ME: @inmcrtalis ( multimuse ) OLD BLOGS (a blast from the fuckin past): @salvation-ink ( Erik OG ) , huxxism/starconsumed ( Hux ) @rgcrs ( Steve ) , @poteryanoyarchived-blog / @poteryanoy ( Bucket ) , @vuueloarchive / @damrn ( Poe ) , @mvltisarchive / @mvltis

DISCORD: awholechaoticdumbass. ( yes , period included )

a compiled interest / plotting guide  is a must when it comes to plotting . it gives me insight as to what is wanted in threads , and helps start them ! no affiliations as of yet .

carrd //  memes // more memes permanent plotting call . every character has their own page situated on my blog , and some still need to be filled out . just click their name to be sent to it ! Canon - Poe Dameron , General Hux , Kylo Ren , Rey Nobody , Bucky Barnes , Steve Rogers , Loki , Eddie Brock , Erik Lehnsherr , Tony Stark , Carol Danvers, Jesse Cassidy OCs - Xavier & Liam MAIN FANDOMS: Marvel , Star Wars , Overwatch , with others sprinkled in

if you have any questions, please do not hesitate to ask me !

tl;dr rules - ➤ I am an adult , with a job , and with responsibilities . therefore , I am low activity and not likely to really respond on tumblr that often . however , you can find me on discord and I am likely to respond there ( it's a preference honestly ) . ➤ THIS BLOG WILL HAVE DARK AND MATURE THEMES . I like to write dark things , including toxic ships and darker AUs where things can be a little fucked up . if you don't like it , I can tag them if you really need me to . ➤ because people like to forget - ic =//= ooc . what my characters do or say does NOT mean that I support it . there is an absolute separation of fiction and real life . please do not muddle them together . ➤ do not follow me if you are under the age of eighteen . this is for my own comfort level . ➤ if I don't reply to a meme , don't take it personally . again , I am constantly busy and tend to hoard things in my askbox . sometimes muses don't click , sometimes I get nothing when I get memes in terms of inspiration . ➤ speaking of memes ... SPECIFY THE MUSE WHEN YOU SEND A MEME , please . ➤ rp is a hobby , not a commitment .

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     I HAVE LOVED THE  STARS TOO FONDLY                                   TO BE FEARFUL OF THE NIGHT.    

         —– independent , selective , mutuals only , multi-muse rp blog . ft. muses   from MARVEL , STAR WARS , and others , as well as a few OCs . trigger          heavy and contains darker themes , ages eighteen and older interactions          only .  // penned  and cherished by Jay

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@inmcrtalis || for Poe

"So who talks first...?"

[inmcrtalis]

" hey that's my line . "

[whispersoftheveil]

a  quiet  huff  of  amusement  escaped  him,  barely  audible  beneath  the  steady  hum  of  distant  systems.  his  own  breath  had  hitched  in  response  to  poe's  words.  poe  dameron  was,  without  question,  one  of  the  most  stubborn  men  din  had  ever  met.  under  different  circumstances,  it  probably  would've  driven  him  insane.  perhaps  it  still  did  from  time  to  time.  but  somewhere  between  rescue  missions,  arguments,  sleepless  nights  and  impossible  odds,  that  persistence  had  become  something  else.  something  din  found  himself  seeking  out  more  often  than  he  cared  to  admit.

his  hand  remained  against  poe's  jaw,  thumb  brushing  absently  over  roughened  stubble.  he  could  feel  the  pilot's  smile  even  without  seeing  it,  hear  it  lingering  in  the  warmth  of  his  voice.  the  darkness  concealed  a  great  many  things,  but  not  that. 

"i've  noticed."

the  dry  reply  carried  enough  amusement  to  soften  it,  though  it  faded  as  poe  continued.  din's  expression  grew  more  thoughtful,  the  words  settling  heavily  somewhere  beneath  his  ribs.  this  was  not  a  conversation  they  had  never  had  before.  not  directly.  never  quite  like  this.  there  had  always  been  an  understanding  between  them,  unspoken  but  present.  poe  knew  the  creed.  knew  what  it  demanded.  knew  that  din  had  no  intention  to  abandon  the  way  of  the  mand'alore. 

and  yet  he  stayed.

that  was  the  part  din  still  struggled  to  understand.

most  people  pushed.  they  questioned  things  they  didn't  agree  with.  they  searched  for  loopholes,  looked  for  weaknesses,  convinced  themselves  they  knew  better.  poe  could  have  done  all  of  that.  perhaps  he  even  had  the  right  to.  instead,  he  met  din  where  he  stood,  accepted  the  boundaries  placed  between  them  and  never  once  asked  him  to  choose.

for  a  long  moment,  din  simply  stood  there,  listening  to  the  sound  of  poe's  breathing  and  feeling  the  warmth  of  him  through  layers  of  armor  and  flight  suit.  somehow,  despite  everything,  it  had  become  one  of  the  few  places  where  he  felt  entirely  at  peace.

"i  know."

the  words  came  quietly,  stripped  of  their  usual  gruffness,  which  wasn't  only  because  the  helmet  remained  off  for  the  moment.  his  hand  shifted,  fingers  curling  slightly  against  the  back  of  poe's  neck.  “you've  never  asked  for  anything  i  couldn't  give.”  it  wasn't  quite  a  thank  you.  din  wasn't  always  good  at  those.  but  it  was  close.

pulling  the  helmet  off  completely  after  ensuring  the  room  was  indeed  pitch  black  still,  din  rested  his  forehead  briefly  against  poe's,  hidden  safely  within  the  darkness  that  had  become  their  refuge.  for  a  moment,  neither  the  resistance  nor  the  first  order  existed.  there  was  no  war,  no  impossible  future  hanging  over  them,  no  questions  about  what  came  next.  there  was  only  this.  it  wasn't  like  he  didn't  reciprocate  the  pilot's  sentiment.  clearly,  he  did  or  they  wouldn't  be  here,  but  there  was  a  line  din  simply  couldn't  cross.  he  may  be  the  last  of  his  people  -  or  maybe  not.  he  hadn't  actually  found  the  time  to  return  what  remained  of  his  home,  but  the  way  remained  the  same  path  he'd  walked  before. 

when  he  spoke  again,  his  voice  was  little  more  than  a  murmur  and  he  leaned  in  to  press  his  lips  against  the  pilot's  again  right  after,  fingers  tightening  against  his  jaw  and  his  helmet  alike.

"that's  one  of  the  reasons  i'm  still  here."

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if he's honest with himself , Poe hadn't expected this to ever get this far . it had just ... happened . somehow , some way , he had wiggled his way under that proverbial armor and had lodged himself somewhere , but Din had done the same to him . it was Din's calm demeanor , the way he could remain alert under pressure and composed , without falling apart . somehow , the Mandalorian had wiggled past Poe's walls . it didn't help that Poe flirted so much , but honestly , he had never expected it to work .

the soft chuckle leaves him in a puff of breath . " hard not to notice , huh ? " Poe made it his life's work to be a pain in the ass to everyone , and to be as stubbornly persistent as possible most of the time . it was just who he was , though if someone was clear about not wanting something , he still had the respect to back off . Din had humored him far too many times , and the pilot had gotten so comfortable with him . sure , they hadn't done anything but this but this was a thrill . this was ... incredible .

even with the silence between them in the moment , he didn't feel awkward , or worried . he could tell Din was thinking about something , and maybe it was the fact they were opening up like this . even in the dark , he feels vulnerable . feels the heat in his chest turn slightly icy , the anxiety curling into his lungs like a tangible thing . but he doesn't let that out . no , he knows better . Din is honest , straightforward .

Poe hadn't meant to get emotionally open , yet here they were.

when Din speaks , it's quieter , but feels all the more solid . something tangible in the air , and Poe closes his eyes despite the pitch black . even when he feels the fingers curl against his neck and his breath jolts just slightly from the intimacy of the moment . it's almost like he's scared to talk .

funny , because Poe never shuts up .

the spell breaks after a moment , and he releases his breath the next second , lips curling as he smiles softly . " I know your creed and oath ... I never want to make you choose anything . " he doesn't have to explain , but it's painfully obvious how Poe doesn't want to mess this up .

in the silence that falls between them , Poe can hear - and feel - the movement from the Mandalorian . it takes a second to realize what's happening , and he can't help the soft gasp as he feels a forehead against his own . warmth blooms over him , and he's thankful for the dark . Poe Dameron doesn't blush . this is more than he ever would have asked for , and there's a settling of gratitude all through his body . honestly , if he was a more emotional man , he might've spilled a small tear out of happiness .

the kiss takes his thoughts and throws them out the window for a moment , and Poe lets himself fall into it . instead of armor , his hands wander up to gently find the back of Din's hair , the short strands soft against his fingers , calloused from working on his ship and his droid alike . gently , they wind through that hair , not able to get a true grip , but able to gently drag against Din's scalp .

this is the most emotional they've gotten , and his heart feels like it's about to beat its' way out of his ribcage from how hard it hammers .

it feels like ages until the kiss breaks , and Poe breathes out a soft hum past his lips . " ... do you think you'll ever leave ? not -- not permanently but . I know you have a lot of questions about the galaxy now . " would Din go find his people ? they're a ghost story now , but maybe they did still exist . Poe had never found out . but there's a subtle lingering anxiety the other man would some day go chase those ghosts , and he had every right to .

[inmcrtalis]

okay , I posted some memes and saved a bunch more for later ( and queue'd some up ) so now I can dig into my drafts

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send a ‘✖‘ along with why you’re hesitant to roleplay/talk to me.

either on anon or not. 

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nsfw starters; fifty reasons to have sex

send a number for a drabble/starter. they are sorted into categories ;

 CATEGORY ONE; general

‘i can’t sleep’ sex

‘make up’ sex

‘break up’ sex

‘revenge’ sex

‘rebound’ sex

‘i’m bored’ sex

‘curiosity’ sex

‘first time’ sex

‘homecoming/prom night’ sex

‘hotel room’ sex

‘distraction’ sex

‘the condoms are about to expire’ sex

‘anniversary’ sex

‘snuck out of the house to hook-up’ sex

‘post-argument’ sex

‘we’re drunk and horny’ sex

‘comfort’ sex

‘walked in on while naked’ sex

‘to change the subject’ sex

CATEGORY TWO; risky/kinky/strangers

‘i need a place to crash’ sex

‘your friend just told you about a new position’ sex

‘the elevator broke down’ sex

‘end of the world/the world is in chaos’ sex

‘i can’t believe we survived’ sex

‘i caught you masturbating’ sex

‘you caught me masturbating’ sex

‘crotchless underwear is a thing’ sex

‘i’m/your pregnant and horny’ sex

‘we’re in a public place and i just spent the last half hour making you ridiculously aroused’ sex

‘you’re my teacher and i finally seduced you’ sex

‘i’m your teacher and i can’t believe your my student’ sex

‘best friend’s younger sibling who suddenly got hot’ sex

‘i saw a cool scene in a porno and i want to reenact it’ sex

CATEGORY THREE; cheating/assumed cheating

‘everyone thinks we’re banging, so we might as well just do it’ sex

‘we’ve been friends-with-benefits for a long time, and now that one of us is in a relationship, are we going to stop?’ sex

‘randomly hooked up one night and the next monday you walk into my work and i discover that my favourite colleague is actually your husband/wife’ sex

‘one or both of us is in a relationship, but we can’t help it’ sex

‘we’ve both been cheated on by our respective partners, so fuck it’ sex

CATEGORY FOUR; established relationships

‘we just got engaged’ sex

‘i thought you were dead, but you’re not and i can’t believe it’ sex

‘we were childhood sweethearts, and we haven’t seen each other in years’ sex

‘i need to lose my virginity and you’re the only person i want to lose it to’ sex

‘you just walked into my office for a job as my secretary/assistant and we haven’t seen each other in years, but sexual tension is a thing’ sex

‘our families hate each other for (insert reason here) but that doesn’t matter to us’ sex

‘we’re in a dysfunctional, toxic relationship but i still love you more than anything in this world’ sex

CATEGORY FIVE; lgbti+

‘my girlfriend left me with blue balls, and you’re her brother and i’m pretty sure i’m not gay but lets go for it’ sex

‘we pretended to be lesbian lovers to get a creepy guy to stop hitting on us, so we kissed to complete the charade and we both kind of liked it, so…?’ sex

‘you’re my room mate and you’re really hot, but we’re both guys/girls and this is new to me’ sex

‘i’m gay and you’re curious and you asked me to show you what it’s like’ sex

‘you’re gay and i’m curious and i asked you to show me what it’s like’ sex

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♔ : Everyone’s world is black and white until you meet your soulmate, who brings color with them ♕: The first words your soulmate will say to you are tattoo’d on your body ♖: Soulmates can feel each other’s emotions ♗: Everyone has a timer on their wrist that counts down to the moment of meeting your soulmate  ♘: Soulmates have matching birthmarks ♙: Everyone has their soulmates names tattoo’d on their wrist ♚: Soulmates have birthmarks that signify where their soulmate will first touch them ♛: Reincarnated Soulmates who remember their past lives the first time they touch

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[inmcrtalis]

I am awake and around !! I can finally start catching up on things , good lord . it doesn't help that I literally sneezed and threw my back out but sfjslkfj I am here !!!

[inmcrtalis]

I feel like hell today with my spine but my late shift is tomorrow so I SHOULD be on

also fun fact this used to be my Erik and looking at this blog aged me another 10 years 😩

Badly describe my muse in my inbox.

[inmcrtalis]

I have been dead to the world holy shit . sorry guys , I literally got so wrapped up in stuff and just fell off the face of the planet . my final is coming up for this term ( yay 5 week cram courses ) so I've been working on it and just hnnngh . I will be back on , I promise !!!

Anonymously tell my muse what the fuck is wrong with them.