Hi! Do you havr a prompt list? I wouuuld love to read something with Got7's Yugyeom but I don't have and idea of what to ask ummm
Hey Anonny, I have just created a prompt list. You can find it in my masterlist. :D

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Hi! Do you havr a prompt list? I wouuuld love to read something with Got7's Yugyeom but I don't have and idea of what to ask ummm
Hey Anonny, I have just created a prompt list. You can find it in my masterlist. :D
✱Masterlist✱ Requests are open!
Prompt list
❤︎ : Fluff
☆ : Smut
✖︎: Angst
▼: Horror(-ish)
✿: social media!au
✍ : Ongoing
✓ : Finished
BTS
Reactions
Seeing them cry ✖︎❤︎
What kissing them would be like ❤︎☆
How you’d first meet them and how they would ask you out ❤︎☆✖︎
Series
Taehyung
Don’t let me go ✓ [1✖︎] [2❤︎]
Namjoon
Books and snowflakes ❤︎ [Coming soon]
Bts OT7
Butterfly ✍ [Coming Soon] ❤︎✖︎☆.
One-shots
OT7
Truth or dare [Coming Soon] ✖︎▼
Namjoon
Minjoon smut ☆
I don’t want to ✖︎
⇢ You and Namjoon had been together for almost a year and a half, but the last couple of months you had been constantly fighting. You knew that this couldn’t go on like this, but you didn’t want to let go of the sweet boy that you had come to care for so much.
Jimin
Minjoon smut ☆
NCT
Reactions
None yet
Series
Ten
Let go ✓ [1✖︎] [2✖︎]
Oneshots
Taeyong
Bodyguard ☆
I’ve missed you ✖︎❤︎
TaeTen poly!au ❤︎ F.T. Ten
Taeil
Happy birthday! ❤︎
Johnny
CEO Johnny ☆
Ten
TaeTen Poly!au ❤︎ F.T. Taeyong
Lucas
From best friends to lovers ☆
EXO
One-shots
Chanyeol
Leaving hearts shattered ✖︎
Monsta X
Series
OT7
Kitty cat ✖︎❤︎☆✍ [Part 1] - [Part 2] - [Part 3] - [Part 4] - [Part 5] - [Part 6]
One-shots
Shownu
Intensify ✖︎☆
Got7
None yet
Prompt List
Rules: Choose one or more prompt(s) and tell me which member(s) and what genre and I will write a drabble for you :D. I don’t really write like dirty smut, so if you want something smutty, keep in mind that it won’t be very dirty or detailed. I write for BTS, GOT7, Monsta X and NCT.
1. “Do you want me to leave?”
2. “You can’t keep doing this.”
3. “Were you ever going to tell me?”
4. “I could kiss you right now!”
5. “I shouldn’t be in love with you.”
6. “I’m not going to apologize for this.”
7. “It’s Ok to cry…”
8. “I can’t do anything right.”
9. “Why are you lying to me?”
10. “I don’t like you right now.”
11. “Can we stay like this forever?”
12. “I think I am in love with you.”
13. “Is that a date?”
14. “Give me attention.”
15. “The kids, they ambushed me.”
16. Against the wall kiss.
17. Jealous kiss.
18. Sitting in their lap kiss.
19. “Close the door.”
20. “Get up!”
21. “I… I need to sit down.”
22. ‘You’re such a nerd.”
23. “Stay down!”
24. “You’re bleeding.”
25. “Just hold me.”
26. “I’m scared.”
27. “You drank too much.”
28. “Are you drunk?”
29. “You never listen!”
30. “What are you doing?”
31. “Don’t look at me.”
32. “Take it off, slowly.”
33. “Are you wearing my shirt?”
34. Your house has caught fire.
35. You have lost your wallet.
36. You don’t want to meet the other members.
37. You are scared to meet their family.
38. You have disappointed them.
39. They have cheated on you.
40. You are in a car crash.
41. You are going into labor.
42. You find out he is a supernatural being (tell me what being).
I don’t want to ~ Kim Namjoon
Pairing: Kim Namjoon X Reader
Genre: Angst
Warnings: mental illness, fighting, breaking up
Words: 1,099
You and Namjoon had been together for almost a year and a half, but the last couple of months you had been constantly fighting. You knew that this couldn’t go on like this, but you didn’t want to let go of the sweet boy that you had come to care for so much.
(A/N: I think that Namjoon would be a much better boyfriend that would be understanding enough, but bare with me).
‘Come on Y/N, it wasn’t that bad, don’t go all grumpy on me now,’ Namjoon said, fingers still lingering on your sides after he had given you a tickle attack. ‘I know it wasn’t that bad, Namjoon, but can’t you see that I am just tired and I just want you to simply hold me in stead of annoying me all the time?’ Namjoon his face became clouded and you knew that what would follow now was an argument, one that didn’t really have a good cause, but one that arose out of irritations and misunderstandings. Turning your body away from his, sighing, you got up and walked to the other side of the room.
Events had been going on like this for a while now, a couple of months. You were tired and when he came to see you, he would annoy you to gain attention from you, whereas you just wanted to watch a movie quietly and relax a bit. You had moved to the other side of the country half a year ago to go and study Chinese there and at first Namjoon had wanted to come with you, but you had told him that this was your journey and that you had to do it alone. You wanted to experience this for yourself and of course there were times that you wished that he was by your side, it was a good thing for you to do and experience things and grow because of it.
But you hadn’t always been a strong young woman and a while after you moved, you couldn’t really find your purpose there and you started to spiral downwards, not finding friends that you liked and becoming insecure and unsure of your choices. And how many times you tried to explain this to Namjoon, it seemed like he just couldn’t understand what you were going through. You started developing a depression and social anxiety and you started to search for help, beginning a trajectory at a mental health hospital, but things didn’t really start to get better, and right before you were going to start you therapy sessions, the Corona lockdown started. You moved back home to the north of your country, also to where Namjoon lived. And that is when things between the two of you started going really bad.
Every day that the two of you were together, there would be misunderstandings and you would fight. Namjoon was easily irritated if you told him off. Your sex life wasn’t existing anymore, because you just couldn’t find it in yourself anymore to feel the want to have sex and this was something that really frustrated Namjoon. And at one point the two of you just broke. You weren’t together when the big fight started, he was at his and you were at your parents place and it exploded while the two of you were video calling. Namjoon kept on calling you names that weren’t suitable for a girlfriend, and you couldn’t help but frown and the moment you wanted to tell him off, he hung up on you because of your irritated expression. After that you tried calling him a couple of times, but he didn’t answer and told you that he didn’t feel like talking anymore and that he wanted to be left alone, but you being you couldn’t leave it like this.
In the end he told you that he felt more like just a friend to you sometimes and he was wondering if the two of you were working as a couple, becaus he didn’t feel like it, and that he felt that you were anoyed too easily and the things he was strugling with just kept coming. You tried, you tried so hard to come up with solutions and try to solve the problems, but you were tired, so, so tired of everything. You felt emotionally completely drained and after thinking about the incidents and talking about it with your parents and best friend, you came to the realisation that the two of you just didn’t love each other enough anymore.
It was a very difficult realisation to you. You had never been in a relationship this long and the thought of losing Namjoon, who had become so important to you, was almost unbearable. But you had to figure it out, for your own and Namjoon’s sake.
Three days after your initial fight and countless of conversations about it with your parents and Namjoon, you came to the conclusion that it would be better to break up with him. He didn’t have the same aspirations and dreams as you and the two of you just didn’t feel compatible. But breaking up with someone that was so important to you was easier said than done. Just the thought of it broke your heart and the following days you were a complete mess and a emotional wreck, but you gathered the courage to break up with him after a while. You knew that the two of you couldn’t stay friends, you wanted to, but he didn’t, so you gathered all of his stuff and put it in a bag and that day, you broke up with him....
He cried, and you cried. And you told him that you were sorry and that you wished him all the best. And he tried ot convince you to stay with him, saying that the two of you could work things out, but you knew that even though you could work things out, your feelings were not the same. After that he left, taking his belongings with him.
You felt terrible about it for about two weeks, crying, not being able to sleep nor eat, looking like a zombie.
But after a while, you started to feel better, because deep inside you knew it was for the best. You were able to delete the pictures you had taken with him and you felt like it was time to live for yourself now, make your own choices and do things just the way you wanted to. Time was come to start to love yourself before loving someone else.
Did you regret ever starting something with Namjoon? No.
Did you want things to go differently? Yes.
Did you think that you did the right thing? Yes.
Because sometimes people are meant to come into your life to teach you something and then leave after a while. Maybe our brain makes us fall in love with the wrong person, to teach us how to love, just in case the right person walks into your life.
Monsta X OT7 ~ Kitty Cat {5}
Pairing: Hybrid!reader X OT7
Genre: FLuFF, angst, tiny bit of smutt
Warnings: none to note.
Words: 1,4 K
Special update for @alexiajohanson
[Part 4] - [Part 6]
It had been a couple of days since the accident and everything had gone pretty smoothly. Wonho had tried and made effort to become closer to you and it hadn’t been that hard for him, but Jooheon appeared to have a harder time with trying to get to know you. Partly eaten alive by guilt, partly still weary of your sudden presence in their family, but most of all scared. Scared to be rejected.
Wonho appeared to love it when you cuddled up to his side while he was watching tv or playing video games. At first you had been a bit hesitant when he pulled your head towards his broad shoulder to lay on it, but after he had made multiple efforts to gain your trust and forgiveness, you didn’t mind being close with him anymore. He had cooked for you a couple of times, even though the first time he burned the food and Kihyun had to step in and make sure he didn’t burn the kitchen down. At first Kihyun wanted to ban Wonho out of the kitchen, but after asking him a lot of times, he agreed on helping Wonho make you a meal. You liked the effort he was putting into fixing your relationship, but you couldn’t help but wonder if it was going to stay like this or if he would turn his back on you again.
Jooheon was very hesitant. He couldn’t get over himself for hurting you and you let him have all the time of the world for forgiving himself first. He hadn’t spoken to you since the attempt of apologizing that night and you were kind of frightened that he would be like he was before and give you the cold shoulder once again. You sometimes couldn't sleep wondering why he didn’t accept you and what you should do to get him to accept you.
On one particular night when your nightmares were pretty bad and you didn’t want to wake Changkyun again, you got out of bed and waddled towards the living room, wrapped inside your blankets. When you arrived in the living room, you didn’t expect there to be another person awake at this late hour, but there was someone sitting on the couch, staring straight ahead. There was a slight shudder in their figure, like they were crying. When you approached them, it became clear to you that it was Jooheon. You didn’t want to disturb him and turned around when his voice reached your ears.
‘Y/N?’
You looked back at him and saw that his figure was now turned to you instead of turned away from you. His eyes were red and puffy and his lips were red from crying.
‘Hey Jooheon...’
You slowly made your way over to him and sat down on the other side of the couch.
‘Why are you up at this hour?’ you asked him, wrapping your blanket tighter around you.
‘I don’t know... I can’t sleep and my head just won't quiet down.’
‘Do you want to talk about it?’
Even though you didn’t expect him to want to talk to you about it, you still offered out of kindness.
‘Do you hate me, Y/N?’
‘No! Of course not. Why would you even think that?’
You were shocked to say the least. You didn’t think you had ever done something to him that would make him think that you hated him.
‘I haven’t been kind to you even once and still you don’t hate me?’ his voice was very cracky and thick from crying and you found the urge to touch him, to comfort him.
You slowly crawled over the couch towards him, lifting your hand towards his face, slowly to wait for his reaction. As your hand touched his cheek, he closed his eyes. You softly cradled his soft face.
‘I could never hate you Jooheon. You are one of the seven persons that provided me a home and I can only be thankfull towards you.’
‘I’m scared that you don’t like me once you get to know me... That you’ll like Changkyun and Hyungwon better than me.’
At his words you swallowed hard. You indeed liked Changkyun and Hyungwon better than Jooheon at this point, because you didn’t know him at all and only knew him to be cold and rude towards you.
‘Why don’t you let me decide that for myself instead of filling that in already for me?’ you said in a soft voice, taking his face in-between both of your hands, making him look at you.
‘Right now, I indeed do like them better than you,’ sadness and rejection washed over his face, ‘But, I don’t know you like I know them. I haven’t spend the same amount of time with you. If you would give me a chance to get to know you, you’ll see what happens.’
‘Okay...’
‘Good.’
You smiled softly at him, wrapping the blanket around him as well and cuddling his head in the crook of your neck. Wrapping your tail around his waist.
A soft feeling overcame Jooheon, he had not expected you to give him such a chance so soon, but he was glad and relieved that you did. His hand softly started to stroke the end of your tail, making shivers run over your spine.
Your cheeks blushed crimson red. Your ears and tail were very sensitive to the touch and it embarrassingly turned you on when they were stroked.
‘Joo- ahem- Jooheon, could you stop that?’ you asked with a wobbly voice, tail shaking and form tense.
Not knowing what effect it had on you, he looked at you questioningly. His close proximity didn’t help one bit and you couldn't help but lick and bite your dry lips as you looked at his full, soft looking ones.
When Jooheon looked at you, there was a hint of innocence on his face. But it changed as soon as he started to stroke your tail again, more firm this time.
‘Joo...’ your voice was caught in your throat.
You quickly stood up and took a bit of distance from him. This was moving way too quick and when you said you would give him a chance, you as well needed to adjust to him.
‘I think it’s time for me to go to bed.’
‘I’m sorr-’
‘Stop apologizing Jooheon, but please give me a bit time as well.’
Jooheon nodded and gave you your blanket and you quickly made your way back to your bed.
That nights events didn’t help you to sleep at all and when the clock struck five, you still found yourself awake.
So did Jooheon. He had never advanced a girl that fast, but the way your body reacted to his touch spurred him on. Tiredly he rubbed his eyes and turned for the -nth time, making himself comfortable on his back. Softly he started counting and after a while he finally fell asleep.
The following morning you awoke to the smell of bacon and toast. Sleepily you rubbed your eyes, throwing the thick blanket off of yourself. You put your hair up in a bun and made your way to the kitchen, eyes half closed and cheeks a rosy pink.
Without being fully alert you bumped into a solid chest, but instead of quickly stepping away you wrapped your arms around the warm body, snuggling against it and you started to purr softly.
‘Well, good morning to you too Kitten,’ the low, raspy morning voice of Shownu filled your ears and a content smile spread over your face as he started to run his hands through your hair and softly over your ears.
With a bit of a sour face Jooheon looked at the way you interacted with Shownu. He wished he was in his place right now, having you around him so comfortably. Quickly he shook the thoughts and feeling, he needed to put effort in your relationship and in time the two of you should be close as well.
Shownu lifted your body off of the ground effortlessly and put you in a chair at the table. When the warm source disappeared, you mewled dissatisfied. But before you could throw more of a tantrum, the smell of the bacon got really strong, signaling you that someone had placed a plate of food in front of you.
You opened your eyes now fully, greeted with a plate full of food and the faces of Shownu, Jooheon and Minhyuk.
‘Good morning!’ The cheery voice of Minhyuk filled your ears, making you smile softly.
‘Good morning.’
‘Jooheon and I made you some breakfast, enjoy!’
After taking a deep sniff of all the delicious foods in front of you, you dug in.
‘Woah, this is really delicious! I didn’t know you could cook,’ your voice was laced with surprise and a small smile formed on Jooheon’s face. He liked it to surprise you.
‘Here try some of the porridge I made,’ Jooheon got up from his chair and walked to the pot sitting on the kitchen counter. He filled a bowl with the porridge and put it in front of you.
You already felt pretty stuffed, but the way Jooheon's face lit up with expectation, you couldn't not eat it.
After you finished the bowl with porridge you felt like they could roll you out of your chair, back into your bed.
‘I am so full...’ you mumbled and smiled satisfied.
‘We’re glad you liked it, Y/N!’ Minhyuk said and started to clean the table.
‘No, Minhyuk, let me clean the table and do the dishes. You and Jooheon cooked.’
Minhyuk looked at you for a second before giving you a toothy smile and retreating to the living room.
‘Thank you!’
Intensify ~ Monsta X Shownu
Pairing: Female reader X Shownu
Genre: Angst, Smut(ish)
Warnings: None to note
Words: 1.6K
[Masterlist]
A/N: This one-shot is based on a request from an anonymous reader. I haven't been active lately because I haven’t been feeling all too well, but I will try and write more content for all my loyal readers :D. I Don’t really feel like writing smut right now so ya’ll can use your own imagination.
You and your partner Sohn Hyun-woo had been tracking a serial killer that was currently active in Seoul for the past two months, without much success, but now you had gotten a tip about his whereabouts. The both of you were not planning on sitting around and you decided not to waste any time and pay the serial killer a visit. While in the car towards the location,you and him talked over the plan once more.
Hiii if its okay please can i have a smut with monsta x hyunwoo and female reader where you're both detective partners and you both go after a perp that nearly kills you but its all good after but hyunwoo is intense and serious cos hed never been so scared and never realised just how much you mean to him so it leada to angsty smut?? 😁
I have been away for a bit, but I will go ahead and start writing again! I really like this idea, I will start right away :D
Goo Hara died. She was raped by her ex boyfriend. She was a victim of revenge porn. She was blamed and bullied although she was a victim. She tried to kill herself before, but she was saved. Bullying kept going. Nobody helped her. Her best friend Sulli, who was also bullied by the media, killed herself this october. And now Hara is gone. She died.
Even if you don't know anything about her, just know this. The media, the entertainment industry and the society killed another woman.
She was 28.
Can you do a poly BamBam and Mark imagine where they defend their S/O when family/friends and saying that because y/n is dating two guys they can’t be bisexual? I hate when people are like ‘oh so you’re straight now’ and would love to see them backing me up 😆 fluffy please!
Hey Anon, of course I can -and will- do that for you, but I’m on a 3 week vacay right now so imma start writing on it as soon as I get back! ❤️❤️
What is your Wattpad Account???
It’s Carly-writer :-D
☆ poly relationship with Yoongi and Namjoon ☆
masterlist texts
Reading amazing fanfiction, then forgetting to bookmark it
enter this into the Google search
site:<url of site where you read the fic> <a line you remember from the fic or character names plus a unique detail>
for example:
site:http://archiveofourown.org/ Todd Margo pedicure
Google will search only AO3 and tell you which pages contain the words Todd Margo and pedicure.
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Masterlist of Good stuff
Hiya,
I decided to make a master list out of all the post I reblogged of other writers that I think are amazing.
I wil tagg them for credits and make sure to give them loads of love and support!
If any of the authors are not OK with this, let me know and I’ll immediately delete it :)
BTS
- Hybrid house, by @hollyhomburg
⇢This is a really good Hybrid!OT7 fanfic. I really loved reading this one, if you like Hybrid!OT7 this is a MUST read!!
- Spots, by @daydream-hobii
⇢This is a Hybrid!Jungkook fan fiction. It has multiple parts, 3 to be exact and it is a really soft fanfic. I personally really like it when authors portray Jungkook as something else than a bunny.
- Step up, or step out, by @hollyhomburg
⇢ If you like sensitive posts of daddy!au’s this is a sweet post just for you. It is a Min Yoongi fanfic and it certainly is very sweet to read.
- Permanent, by @thewaysugagrowls
⇢ This is the first part of a Tattooartist!Yoongi story. I really love the way this amazing author writes and gives you the real vibes of what is happening.
- Dance to this, by @hollyhomburg
⇢ W o W. I don’t have the right words to give credit to this fanfic, But it is SO gooD!! Hybrid!au. Just give it a go!
- Nice guys break hearts, by @kpopbopz
⇢ This is gold. People, we love Min Yoongi and he is such a dork in this story. He isn’t the only one mentioned in this fic. The others are mentioned too and it is such a complete story!
- Head over heels to hell, by @jimlingss
⇢Some people are destined to never have a soulmate. You are one of the few. Instead, you have something much different - a parasite set out to destroy and ruin your life no matter where you run to. JungHoseok fanfic.
- College texts with best friend Jungkook, by @softlyjiminie
⇢ If you are down and you need a laugh, read this. It is really funny and well, relatable.
- Oh, little red, by @jincherie
⇢ Oh damn, hold your ovaries people. This really hits you right in the core. *drools* What can we ask for else than a YoonMin fic where they are two handsome wolves?
- Roses ‘n thorns, by @daydream-hobii
⇢ 🥰 I don’t have anything to say about this one, except that you really need to read this!
- @texting-bangtanbts
⇢ This author is just so good that I want her complete master list in here, but I figured that it would be easier to just give ya’ll a link to her profile. Give some love, read some fanfics. AmaZIng
- Sweeter than sweet, by @gimmesumsuga
⇢ Well.L.. This writer is one of a kind. If you really like your fantasy fic’s, read this! I love YoonMin and well they’re kind of the main characters and even better is that they are Vampires. Not the twilight kind, but way better! Even though the others are very involved in this story as wel, and when I say veRy, I do mean it! This is one of my all time favorites, go give it a try. I couldn’t copy the links to her story, but just click on her profile and then master list and you’ll find what you’re looking for!
✱Masterlist✱ Requests are open!
❤︎ : Fluff
☆ : Smutt
✖︎: Angst
▼: Horror(-ish)
✿: social media!au
✍ : Ongoing
✓ : Finished
BTS
Reactions
Seeing them cry ✖︎❤︎
What kissing them would be like ❤︎☆
How you’d first meet them and how they would ask you out ❤︎☆✖︎
Series
Taehyung
Don’t let me go ✓ [1✖︎] [2❤︎]
Namjoon
Books and snowflakes ❤︎ [Coming soon]
Bts OT7
Butterfly ✍ [Coming Soon] ❤︎✖︎☆.
One shots
OT7
Truth or dare [Coming Soon] ✖︎▼
Namjoon
Minjoon smut ☆
Jimin
Minjoon smut ☆
NCT
Reactions
None yet
Series
Ten
Let go ✓ [1✖︎] [2✖︎]
Oneshots
Taeyong
Bodyguard ☆
I’ve missed you ✖︎❤︎
TaeTen poly!au ❤︎ F.T. Ten
Taeil
Happy birthday! ❤︎
Johnny
CEO Johnny ☆
Ten
TaeTen Poly!au ❤︎ F.T. Taeyong
Lucas
From best friends to lovers ☆
EXO
One shots
Chanyeol
Leaving hearts shattered ✖︎
Monsta X
Series
OT7
Kitty cat ✖︎❤︎☆✍ [Part 1] - [Part 2] - [Part 3]
Got7
None yet
Dear Tumblr users,
Please make a habit of reblogging things again!! I see so many content creators struggling to get noticed because their stuff only gets likes
Support your favorite artist, writer, gif maker, etc by sharing their work!! Maybe add a comment in the tags for extra good measure~
Monsta X OT7 ~ Kitty Cat {4}
Pairing: Hybrid!reader X OT7
Genre: Fluff, angst
Warnings: mention of violence and abuse.
Words:1,9K
[Masterlist]
[Part 3] - [Part 5]
It had been a couple of weeks since you were first welcomed into the place you were currently calling your home. Most of the men had warmed up to you completely and you were more than enjoying the warmth and comfort they offered you, but it was sometimes very hard for you since two out of the seven didn’t like you at all. You had asked Changkyun multiple times why they didn’t like you, but even he didn’t know the answer to that question.
‘Normally those two are the nicest once you get to know them and they get to know you. I don’t know or understand why they dislike you.’ He told you and you were at loss. You didn’t know how to make them like you and you only seemed to make it worse in the first three weeks, so after that you gave up and kept your distance.
After you got out of the shower, towel wrapped around your head and one around your torso, you walked into Changkyun and your shared room only to find Jooheon rummaging through Changkyun his drawer. A squeak left your mouth and you quickly turned back towards the bathroom, stubbing your toe against the door frame as you went. A loud curse and hiss left your mouth and you almost dropped your towel.
‘Hey! What’s with the loud...’ Jooheon’s voice faded out as he spotted your frame. Or let’s say your pretty bare back. You clutched the towel tight in your fists, frozen in your spot.
‘You should get dressed before you come out of the bathroom,’ the cold voice of Jooheon echoed through the room and it left you with an even colder feeling.
As he left the room he slammed the door to a close, making your sensitive ears hurt. You let out a breath you didn’t know you were holding in, letting your shoulders relax for a bit more and quickly putting on some undergarments and sweat pants, pulling one of Changkyun’s sweaters over your head. You quickly sniffed the sweater and to your approval, it was one that he had worn, smelling like him, making you feel comfortable.
As you made your way towards the kitchen, you were careful not to bump into Jooheon again, the two of you had made enough contact for the entire week. You put some water in the water cooker and picked your favorite tea. You loved tea in the evening. You grabbed a mug out of the cabinet, not paying attention to which one, and you put your hot tea in it. When you turned around, you were met with the chest of someone, making you spill the hot tea all over your hands. A loud sound was heard as the mug fell on the floor, spilling it’s contents all over you and the person in front of you, mug breaking in pieces.
A soft whining sound left your mouth at the stinging burn marks on your hands and feet.
‘Can you not watch out what you’re doing?!’ the voice of the person in front of you was harsh, loud and the one you were the most afraid of hearing right now.
You slowly lifted your eyes, only to be met with the blazing eyes of Wonho.
‘I am so sorry!’ You grabbed a towel from the kitchen counter and dropped on your knees, not minding the broken pieces of clay cutting your skin. You started to dry his slippers, sweat pants and the floor, scraping the pieces of mug on a pile.
You were so scared. You had broken his favorite mug, while trying to hide it you picked the pile up and tried to throw it in the thrash bin as quick as possible. But to no avail. Wonho had spotted the brown and pink colored mug and an angry feeling came over him.
Normally he wasn’t one to get angry, but you sparked something in him.
He roughly grabbed your upper arm, making you turn to face him, eyes cast down. He saw you swallow thickly, and a soft voice in the back of his head told him that he shouldn’t take it too far. But before he could think rationally, his free hand came down on your cheek with a loud echo.
‘Hyung!’
A shocked Jooheon stood in the doorway of the kitchen, looking at how your ears came paralel with your head and your tail tucked in between your legs. Your eyes screwed shut, all colour drained out of your face except for a bright hand print on your left cheek.
With a shock it dawned on him what he’d done. He quickly let go of your arm, taking a few steps back, the broken pieces of clay cracking under his slippers. The vein in his forehead ticked and his jaw was set. Angry with himself for losing his temper.
The ruckus the two had made, didn’t only gain the attention of Jooheon, but Changkyun and Shownu had also heard it and came to see what was going on. The moment Changkyun saw your shaking form, he rushed to your aid, only scaring you further.
Soft cries came out of your mouth, muffled by your hand that was pressed against your lips so you wouldn’t upset anyone any further.
As you saw Changkyun rush towards you, it set off a chain reaction in your head. RUN. The one thing you had always done when you were scared or in trouble. You pushed Jooheon out of the doorway and sped out of the apartment. Leaving the warmth of the house behind, trading it for the cold winter air.
‘What have you done?’ Jooheon asked Wonho the moment you fled.
‘I... I hurt her...’
‘Are you stupid? We need to find her now! And you, clean up this bloody mess.’ Shownu said. His voice stern and strained.
Only then Wonho noticed the red footprints left on the kitchen floor, a trail leading towards the front door.
He ran a frustrated hand through his hair. Regretting what he’d done immediately. Beating himself up while cleaning the mess.
The cold ground sadly did noting to ease the pain in your feet, if it did something, it was worsen the pain. You wrapped Changkyun’s sweater closer around you, trying to shield away from the freezing cold. Why had it to happen in the freezing winter, why couldn’t it be spring or summer? Your hand was pressed against your aching cheek. The only upside about your cheek right now was that it was the only part on your body that was still warm.
What have I done to make them despise me so much?
Break his favorite mug?!
Yes, but he didn’t like me before that...
Your inner voices were in a turmoil. Telling you to go back and tell them that you were very sorry. Yelling at you to never go back and make a life or your own...
After a while your feet hurt so much, that you sat down in a playhouse on the playground, using the small and thin walls as a protection against the sneering wind.
‘I don’t know where she can be... It’s freezing out,’ Hyungwon said, biting his lip, driving through the city together with Jooheon. The latter was shaking his head, thinking about how he should have been nicer to Y/N. ‘This is just as much my fault as it is Wonho’s. Me and him weren’t really nice to her, while we promised her a good home...’
‘Yes, you should have tried to act at least civil to her. I could never understand why you were like that towards her, but that doesn’t mater right now. When we find her you and Wonho have plenty of time to make up with her. That is if she is willing to stay with us...’
‘I will try really hard, Hyung.’
At the same time, Changkyun and Shownu ran through the abandoned alleys and streets, looking for a sign of you.
‘Y/N!’
‘Is there a particular place that she could’ve gone? One that she likes?’ Shownu asked Changkyun.
‘I don’t know...
Wait, maybe there is!’ Changkyun said, hope lacing his voice.
There was a playground in the park that you and him visited often. You liked it a lot since it reminded you of your childhood.
Increasing speed, Changkyun led the way to the playground. As the two men arrived there, no one was there.
‘I was so sure... I really don’t know. She must be so cold...’
Shownu wrapped his winter jacked closer around himself, shielding away from the cold northern winter winds.
Just as he was about to turn around, a black figure caught Shownu’s attention.
‘Y/N! I found her!’
He rushed towards the playhouse, seeing your frame lie on the cold floor, passed out. He didn’t waste a minute and picked you up quickly, opening his jacket and wrapping you in it, providing you body heat and the warmt of the jacket.
Your eyes and nose were red and puffy from crying and the place where Wonho had slapped you had an ugly red swollen mark on it. A sad feeling overcame Shownu as he rushed towards Changkyun. The two of them sped home, Changkyun calling the others.
Once home, they cleaned your wounds and after wrapped you up in blankets, together with Shownu. The latter to provide you comfort for when you woke and more heat to warm up your shivering body.
After an hour or so, you woke up, eye lashes sticking together from the dried tears.
‘S... Shownu?’ Your voice creaked from crying and your dry and sore throat.
‘Hey kitten. Stay still. You are fine,’ his voice was calming and he rubbed circles on your back. Your face was pressed against his neck and you were seated in his lap sideways. Your body felt really warm, but not too hot and you were feeling so comfortable and cozy, you wish the time could freeze right now.
After a while of feeling like you were living in a cozy cloud, Jooheon and Wonho came into the living room, making you struggle against Shownu’s hold and the dozen of blankets wrapped around the two of you. A feeling of fear struck through you and you started to whimper.
Seeing what he had caused, a feeling of guilt and pain came over Wonho. He had never really trusted your story about being abused in your last home, but seeing the aftermath of this small thing he couldn’t not believe you. Slowly he got on his knees in front of you, bowing in the most formal way to say sorry.
‘I am so sorry Y/N. I promise that it wil never happen again and that I will treat you like the others from now on...’
At Wonho’s gesture, you stiffened. Never had someone apologized to you in this way and you were at loss as to what you had to do. It would be easy to say you’d forgive him right now, but you weren’t sure that you could. So instead of saying something, you stayed silent, staring at the broad back of the kneeling man.
‘I am sorry too,’ Jooheon said in a soft voice, bowing a bit forward.
‘I want to go to bed...’ You said, ignoring the two men, not knowing what to say or do.
‘Ok kitten. Let’s get you to bed,’ Shownu said and unwrapped you.