I often find with an Aries Sun and Scorpio moon… I often hide my darkness away. Not too many people understand the depth that my heart runs. The things I could do, see, or say that would mean nothing to me.
Oh how I could break someone down, without regret.
Oh how I could twist into my darkest, cruel version of myself and not give a single thought to it.
But I can’t. To destroy those who love us, who have built relationships with this..fake. A fake that has been this way for ever.
It’s not worth it. There is more to gain with close relationships. Advancement. Career progression. Control.
It is nice, though, to have an out. As someone married to a man who sees that darkness, allows it, and doesn’t shut it down. He allows me to slip my control of this fake identity. And he loves me all the same.



















