nightmares return.

❝Trust me, I've experienced hell. Got that shit right in my head.❞ OC, affiliated with Isola Radiale HYPERGIANT Rank Housed in HOUSE 112

[insaenia]

“... was supposed to spend time with my wife today... made plans and all that...  Now I’m stuck here and she doesn’t know where to find me. Great.”

[insaenia]

“God my head hurts... How long was I out for?”

[the-write-ideas]

Ask my character "How do you feel about ______?" Can be an idea, person(s), place, or thing, and they'll have to answer honestly.

Ⓦ

[insaenia]

I’m sorry for not really working on my replies and starters today. I’m still trying to wind down from flying tomorrow morning and I’m already getting tired to boot. And I need to go to bed soon to get up for the flight anyway. All in all, today isn’t a great day to be active at all, so I just decided to meme around a bit. Once I’m settled over there in Ireland however, I hope to become active ASAP again though!

[insaenia]

“I STILL HAVEN’T FOUND A JOB, FUCK.”

[insaenia]

✨ boop

✨ Playfully shove my muse’s shoulder

“Heh.”He staggers back slightly, partially being dramatic, partially underestimating her strength by a lot. If nothing else, this serves to make him reconsider just how human this girl really was. Something to investigate at a later time, perhaps. For now, he had a certain someone to punt back as well. He stands up straight again, rolling his shoulder before flashing her a grin.“Is that how you wanna play it?”And then he retaliates - by boxing her square on the shoulder instead of a shove. No one said he had to play fair!

[rpmemesyo]

Send 🎤 to catch my muse singing while they think nobody's around!

[insaenia]

Local Idiot mistakes College Dropout Cat for young child in need of a juicebox, more at 11.

[plotbunnie]

Nonverbal RP Starters

[fibermade-blog1]

plotbunnie‌:

I’m finding it difficult to find memes for nonverbal characters ( be they mute, or just not fond of talking ) so I thought I’d make a few!

Neutral

☝️ Tap my muse on the shoulder

👉 Point to something for my muse to see

🤙 Bump into my muse

😊 Sit down next to my muse

🤨 Sit down across from my muse

📓 Push/Slide [an object] across a table to my muse

✍️ Pass my muse a note

🙄 Roll their eyes at my muse

🚪 Tap on a table/door/wall/chair to get my muse’s attention without speaking

Aggressive

🐺 Growl at my muse

😬 Snarl/show teeth at my muse

😠 Death Glare at my muse

🙌 Push/Shove my muse

👊 Punch my muse

👖 Kick my muse in the shin

👠 Stomp on my muse’s foot

😵 Knee my muse in the gut

💀 Knee my muse in the groin

🔪 Point a weapon at my muse

🖕 Flip my muse the bird/a similar gesture

👔 Roughly pull my muse down by the collar

💢 Bang on a door/wall/table to get my muse’s attention- angrily

Angst

👩‍⚕️ Put pressure on my muse’s wound

🌡 Push my muse down to give them medical attention

🥣 Bring my muse soup/medicine when they are sick

🤢 Hold my muse’s hair back/Rub my muse’s back while they are sick/throwing up

👐 Hold my muse when they are badly wounded/dying

👁 Wake my muse up during a nightmare

🐱 Hold my muse after a nightmare

😭 Hold my muse when they are crying

😢Touch my muse’s shoulder while they are crying in secret

💧 Wipe away my muse’s tears

💥 Try to calm my muse during an overwhelming emotional moment

⛈ Find my muse after some kind of trauma

Soft

👕 Tug on my muse’s sleeve/shirt/skirt

🐈 Lean against my muse’s side

🤝 Hold my muse’s hand

🤗 Pull my muse into a hug

🐕 Rest their head on my muse’s shoulder/knee

🐶 Nuzzle my muse with their nose [specify a location]

✋ Touch the back of my muse’s hand

🤝 Reach for my muse’s hand to hold it

👗 Fix/Straighten my muse’s clothes

😴 Stand by the bed to see if my muse will let you under the covers with them

🛌 Crawl under the covers with my muse

🥪 Set a plate/tray/bowl of food down for my muse

😚 Kiss my muse on the cheek

Playful

🌸 Put a flower in my muse’s hair

✨ Playfully shove my muse’s shoulder

💃 Pull my muse onto a dance floor/up to dance

🤞 Come up beside them and tap the shoulder opposite where they’re standing

😈 Jump out of the shadows to scare/startle my muse

😛 Stick their tongue out at my muse

😱 Make a silly face at my muse

🤭 Tickle my muse

👃 Poke my muse’s nose

💪 Pick my muse up

Sensual/Sexual

💘 Pull my muse in for a rough kiss

💕 Pull my muse in for a tender kiss

💞 Pull my muse in for a messy/desperate kiss

💖 Lean in to give my muse a sweet/chaste kiss

❤️ Lean in to give my muse a tender kiss

🔥 Pull my muse down by the collar/by their clothes - in a sexy way

😉 Pull my muse in by the hips

😲 Smack my muse’s butt

💋 Kiss my muse’s neck

👌 Push my muse down and give them a massage

👙 Pull [an article of clothing] off my muse

👀 Push my muse down on the bed

👄 Pull my muse onto the bed

[insaenia]

What shape does your pain take?

Ghosts.

Your pain takes the shape of ghosts, haunting you, always there. No one would believe you if you told them, or understand even if they did. You don't know how to make them go away, or what they want. They just follow you, casting shadows over all you do, being your fears and the embodiment of all you've lost or are afraid of losing. They can't touch you though... Can they?

[insaenia]

⏳

“Here’s the thing about pacts with demons.”

“It’s always a two-way exchange. Both sides get something, like a business deal. That’s simply how these things are done, unless you break the other’s mind and enslave it - which I wouldn’t recommend, while we’re at it. ”The man stays silent for a moment, staring ahead as if lost in a memory - but eventually regains focus with eyes blinking, adjusting to the light again.

“Where was... O-oh yeah. So.”, he stammers, pinching the bridge of his nose with a groan. “When I became one with this thing inside of me... I never learned the terms of our deal. Call it cheap, but I don’t have any memories of it. But what I gained was...”Another pause. The mercenary glances down at his right arm, before slowly undoing the straps keeping the gauntlet in place and slides the whole thing off.The skin underneath is twisted and cratered; it looks more like it was badly sculpted from granite than made of flesh and bone. The whole thing ends in five jagged ends that barely resemble fingers, forming a claw that produce the sound of nails on chalkboard as they brush against each other.“A lot. Not all of it good, but that doesn’t have any impact on the way the deal is handled. The thing is... I didn’t lose much in return. I was fine, for the most part. But a week after I awoke, news started trickling in from home. Strange occurrences, people disappearing or ending up dead.”

He wipes at his mouth with the hand that remains human, flicks something onto the ground without commenting on it. All the while, he’s staring off into the distance again. This time, he doesn’t remain silent.“I could have investigated. Found out what was happening... I didn’t. I had more important things to deal with.”

“At some point, the news stopped coming. Same with people hailing from that region. I never went back there... and at this point, I don’t think there is anything to return to. It’s all gone.”

[rp-meme-glaceon]

For every “⏳” I receive, my muse will openly talk about a bit of their backstory.

[insaenia]

BY GOD I CAN FINALLY LOG IN-

Sorry for my absence, everyone! Things got kinda hectic over at my end today and yesterday, which is why I haven’t done anything at all until now. Why? Well, because, you see - I fly to Ireland tomorrow morning. So the last two days were spent with me prepping my apartment and my luggage for departure. Technically I’m still not done, but by gawd I need a break and I wanted to at least post this to let everyone know what’s going on.

Chances are I’ll still be able to keep writing once I’m over on the island (I fly there to work for two months), so I don’t really consider a hiatus necessary, but please take his as a heads-up that I might take longer than usual due to work or generally just... socializing while I’m in a different country.

[coluberfoxii]

insaenia‌:

“…They’re signaling that now?”

The man thinks for a moment, scratching at a particularly itchy spot of his beard, eyes cast to the ground.

“They didn’t use to do that in the first city. Why now?”

“first city?” snake tilts his head just slightly, looking at the other. playing ignorant- as if he didn’t know what it was all about.

“maybe they’re being practical- no better way than signify that people are coming- and that whatever they did to us, they have the power to do so again. right?”

[insaenia]

"Show of power, hm? Nothing grandiose, just enough to let us know they pull the strings. It's their world after all."

He sighs, staring into the blackness up above for a moment, brows furrowed in thought and anger, before looking at the other again, tension only slightly gone from his features.

"There was a different city before this one. Similar idea. Similar people. Was stuck there for a long time... And I recognize some faces from that time. Only question is if it's run by the same people."

[coluberfoxii]

insaenia‌:

“Arrived here like… Four days ago. This is normal, I guess?”

“happens every week. freakish when you first see it and realize it means we’re getting an influx of citizens that have been pried away from their home without previous notice”

“but yeah. normal”

[insaenia]

"...They're signaling that now?"

The man thinks for a moment, scratching at a particularly itchy spot of his beard, eyes cast to the ground.

"They didn't use to do that in the first city. Why now?"

[insaenia]

“… Why the fuck is the Sun suddenly gone.”

[coluberfoxii]

“you’re new around here, aren’t you?”

[insaenia]

"Arrived here like... Four days ago. This is normal, I guess?"

[insaenia]

"... Why the fuck is the Sun suddenly gone."