[insanity-archive]

Hello you can call me Cynthia or Dollette !!!

What is this blog?:

This blog is dedicated to achieving and preserving posts made by deactivated accounts, posts that are part of tumblr history, and anything I may find important enough to archive

If you have rebloged a post and the op has deactivated or you think its important please let me know

Main blog: @winged-kittykat

[tumblr]

Reblogs in a chain now get their own notes

The reblog chain is one of the things that makes Tumblr unlike anywhere else. All the notes on reblogs are attributed to the original post, no matter which branch people actually liked or reblogged. We want to keep encouraging conversations, and give contributors the recognition they deserve. 

Soon, you'll be able to like, reblog, or reply to any part of a reblog chain, and that note will go to that reblog's author. Each reblog will have its own counts, instead of one aggregated number from every version of the post. And yes, you’ll be able to like multiple posts in one chain.

If a reblog doesn't add anything, the love flows up to the last person in the chain who did. Your post doesn't lose notes just because people spread it quietly.

Past notes will stay on the original post — we're only changing what happens from here on out. Retroactively re-attributing all of them would be... a lot.

This is just the beginning. More changes are coming as we keep building this out – stay tuned!

[memewhore]

[bananahomo]

I reblogged this last month, tagged it, and said “might as well see if it works.” I used this video as a reference to find all the forms that i needed (which is A LOT, especially if you’re a dependent) and sent them through the mail, not really allowing myself to hope.

dude.

$2,714 of medical debt from my top surgery - gone. im shaking this was such a weight on me for 2 years and it fucking worked. what the fuck.

[puppylovesystem]

re-reblogging and thinking about when i have another collection agency calling that i can just do this

[secondmoredangerouseyes]

Yo this is such good info to have

[sorceress-foxgirl-ariel]

Cheers Americans, have fun with this one

[alexiaroselikethewine]

Being recently disabled this is going to relieve a FUCK TON of weight holy SHIT

[memewhore]

[bananahomo]

I reblogged this last month, tagged it, and said “might as well see if it works.” I used this video as a reference to find all the forms that i needed (which is A LOT, especially if you’re a dependent) and sent them through the mail, not really allowing myself to hope.

dude.

$2,714 of medical debt from my top surgery - gone. im shaking this was such a weight on me for 2 years and it fucking worked. what the fuck.

[puppylovesystem]

re-reblogging and thinking about when i have another collection agency calling that i can just do this

[secondmoredangerouseyes]

Yo this is such good info to have

[sorceress-foxgirl-ariel]

Cheers Americans, have fun with this one

[alexiaroselikethewine]

Being recently disabled this is going to relieve a FUCK TON of weight holy SHIT

[thewitchoftheweed]

in honor of 4chan exploding, I want to remind you all that they used to do “raids” on Tumblr.

they tried to flood the popular tags with gore and porn. this was when Homestuck was at its peak, so they were a target too. (side note: tags barely functioned at all at this point so trying to make them useless was like throwing a molotov into an already burning building but try telling that to 4channers)

but the Homestuck fandom was ready and countered by flooding the tag with weirder, more explicit Homestuck porn and gore.

to the point that the trolls themselves got weirded out, fucked off, and never attempted a “raid” again.

everyone moved on but I stayed there because that is one of the funniest fucking things to happen on this website.

[vivi33787]

(THIS IS NOT FULLY FINISHED)

I don’t really know how to start this responsibility, I’m sorry if my grammar is bad or some things don’t make sense. I’m 11-16 so I’m sorry if this doesn’t seem well enough or not long enough.

Before reading this please just see this first so it all makes sense to you.

The topic/post I will be talking about.

I take all accountability for all of this. I've tried to make everything understandable. Everything needs a thorough explanation. First of all to make it clear. I don’t expect to be forgiven for anything of the sort. I will try my hardest to grow from this all, to be a better person. All of my actions were unacceptable and it was optional to do anything of the horrible things I’ve done.

I’m guilty for being a bad person and hurting people. No, “sorry” wont ever be enough for any of this but, I truly mean it. I've hurt people already. I've been a bad influence to many people.

I'll just list every claim they've made and explain and apologize for everything.

Using slurs:

I used the words, fag and whore. Looking back now that was so very rude to use those types of words. I hear a bunch of swear words at home and at school. I know what whore means at that time but i didn’t have a full idea about what "fag" meant. I searched it up and stopped using it because I felt so bad. I truly thought that meant something like "bitch". I never really had the need to use that word that much.

I thought maybe if I used that sort of "humor" would be okay, of course it wasn't.

Might sound like a lie to cover it up but seriously. I didn't do my research yet and I'm naïve for not doing so. Which is quite childish of me. I did not realize how disrespectful I sounded. I was trying to sound playful but my own kind of way was very wrong and disrespectful of me. Just because it seems okay to me doesn't make it any better, well it just makes it worse that I brushed it off.

I literally don't care about any headcanons though. That was not the reason of it. I just like thought swearing was going to be really cool or something.

Not a good reason, a shitty one at most. But it's the truth, yes I was mean because I thought it was "cool" which is quite disappointing and disgusting of me.

Telling somebody to kys is really nasty for a kind response. My current mental state was not in a right place at all. I do not know what I was ever thinking to react like that. I do understand why it's very wrong to ever think of even saying that in the first place.

Transphobia:

To jokingly misgender somebody is really triggering, discomforting and gross. I don't know why I would ever let myself get in the way of truly seeing how hurt they were.

This did take a huge mental effect on the people I did this too. Making them anxious from even looking at my blog.

I made a post about a screenshot of what they responded back with because I was angry and a bit confused. I thought nobody would really see it but my friends, stupid to think of again. I didn't understand why'd I got blocked but I do now.

Racism:

I have some hatred for myself and my family. It's not right for me to word it like that at all. A very nasty way for me to put it. I did not mean it for it to EVER imply or to come out like that. I think where I come my parents come from is actually really interesting doing research.

I don't look at anybody from Hong Kong with any sort of disgust,hatred, or any contempt all together. I'm truly and deeply sorry for it being offensive and disrespectful to anybody.

This came out really wrong and disgusting, of course im sorry for that too.

Venting:

My vents are just purely what I first think of which is inconsiderate to push aside emotions and not put TW''s or CW's and that's definitely my fault.

Yes, I can obviously trigger somebody or make them uncomfortable by not doing so. I will try and be more private about and my vent posts now, to not continue any of this.

Manipulation:

I never thought about my influence on everybody that would do as much damage as it did. To me I thought my following was small and that not many people looked at my blog.

I did lead SOME of the people that look at my blog (NO, not everybody and do not assume that.) i did put the blame on them which is wrong in every way since I’m the one that caused it all.

I hope that everybody Ive mistreated horribly can move on properly without any sort of trauma or future issues with me or anybody else.

Most IMPORTANTLY. I'm at fault for everything. Don't go attacking, criticizing, or disrespecting people that have interacted with me. I don't want anybody else to get hurt because it’s all what I'VE done and not anybody else should get the treatment I deserve. Stop going after people just because Ive had issues with them.

Sorry I will add more, and please tell me if there's errors or more you want me to add if it's confusing.

I will be answering everything once I log back on in the comments, but not straight up hatred and I need more criticism on how I wrote this out.

If you need to distant yourself or block me, please do it.

[exposingbcisaidso]

exposing @victoria33787

I want you to know that you need to take accountability for the things you have done. You have made others incredibly uncomfortable, concerned, and overall an unsafe environment for your mutuals, or lack thereof.

IMPORTANT TW: MENTIONS OF TRANSPHOBIA, RACISM, XENOPHOBIA, SH, SUICIDE, AND SLURS UNDER CUT

.

IMPORTANT NOTE: I DID NOT TAKE THESE SCREENSHOTS. THEY WERE GIVEN TO ME BY MULTIPLE PEOPLE.

1) calling people slurs.

you have repeatedly called people derogatory language, mainly the f-slur. here are screenshots showing proof.

why, you may be asking while referring to the first screenshot - “why on Earth did she call this person the f-slur?”

differing headcanons. that’s literally it. the person did not headcanon crunchy chip cookie as trans and was harassed for this. when the person calmly confronted them, they were met with a horrible crashout and subtle guilt tripping.

not to mention that the strawpage ask shown calling the user the f-slur was after she expressed that she wasn’t alright with it.

this scared the HELL out of me when I got these screenshots. not only is this completely unacceptable, but also, the person here did absolutely nothing wrong and was only asking for an apology.

they had to literally COAX an apology out of Victoria. that is not a proper apology.

2) being mildly xenophobic/racist.

the vent here is not bad in itself, but I want you to read the last line written

“I don’t want Hong Kong blood anyway”

tell me, what does this imply? are you looking at people who are from there with contempt?

that is a vile and offensive thing to say, and I am shocked no one has pointed it out. when I saw that post, I was disgusted. I tried to feel sympathy, but all I could see was her words. why did she frame it in such a way? it’s downright racism.

we also need an apology for this.

3) “kill yourself” comments.

the person here has complimented victoria on her smile. so naturally, you’d expect a kind ‘thank you’ in response, right?

wrong. the asker was greeted with nothing but hostility and a crude comment, telling them to off themselves. that is TERRIBLE. I do not need to elaborate further.

3) insensitivity.

in all of her vents, she has generally REFUSED to put a TW. while delving into topics like SH, sui ideation, and overall sensitive issues, I have always noticed that she usually never put a warning.

this is not just ‘insensitive’ as well, it’s DANGEROUS. these sort of posts without warnings can easily trigger someone.

here is also an experience explained by an anon that she had with Victoria.

the screenshots shown above show signs of manipulation, transphobia, and overall being a bad person.

APOLOGISE, VICTORIA. PROPERLY.

IF THERE IS ANYTHING ANYONE ELSE WOULD LIKE TO SHARE ABOUT YOUR EXPERIENCES WITH HER, FEEL FREE TO REBLOG OR COMMENT.

[thatpinkkwitch]

I just heard the phrase, “If you wouldn’t trust their advice, don’t trust their criticism” for the first time and I don’t think I’ve ever needed to hear anything more

[petitetimidgay-deactivated20240]

do you ever have a conversation and think “I am not heterosexual enough for this”

[cherryfleischer-deactivated2026]

pig doesn't understand how gardening works but understands that beautiful thoughts give birth to beautiful actions

[im-god-now-fight-me-deactivated]

things i always keep in my backpack: 

the bible (king james edition)

a copy of the U.S. consitution

a copy of my school’s current rulebook

i do this so that whenever someone at school tries to make a point and then defends it by saying ‘it’s in the constitution!’ or ‘it’s from the bible!’ or something else along those lines, i can pull out my own copy and say, ‘where exactly does it say that?’

also it’s just great to confuse people by pulling a fucking book of school rules out of nowhere in order to discuss what qualifies as a dresscode violation.

[im-god-now-fight-me-deactivated]

today during lunch a kid and i were debating the gender of god and he said “god’s a man in the bible” and i said “i’m pretty sure god is technically nonbinary or genderfluid, but let me check that” and i unzipped my backpack and the boy said “what’s she doing?” and my friend replied “she’s getting her bible” and i’m not sure how he felt when i set it down on the lunch table and flipped open to genesis but i definitely felt amazing.

[m3anint3ll3ctual]

op ur url says it all

[dogsandotherphilosophers]

btw if i haven't replied to your messages and you see me posting on here that's just cause i'm a bad person and a terrible friend. hope that clears things up.

[infectedbugz]

i'm going to die from the weight of my own thoughts actually

[cvtiiecvt]

Every vaguepost is about you if you're paranoid enough

[stimming-puppet]

(x) credit when using!!

[chronicillnesshumor-deactivated]

Source: iluvmyheatingpad on Insta

[2xghi0dgh65-deactivated20190207]

“why does that character have to be queer?”

why not?

“why does that character have to be trans?”

why not?

“why does that character have to be a poc?”

why not?

[2xghi0dgh65-deactivated20190207]

this post is making straight cis white ppl angry keep reblogging it

[ryttu3k]

Another good response along with “Why not?” - “As opposed to?”

Just watch them try not to say ‘normal’, JUST WATCH THEM.

[original-blog-deactivated]

Original poster deactivated 7’th of February 2019

[top-secret-replier]

hello, i am the top secret replier! well done for finding me - you may never see me again!

REBLOG OF SHAME since the replies are turned off D: