Behind Her Smile

i want to live and not just survive.

[insidenaeexo]

i love love all over again

[lamusebrune]

Body wants sex.. Heart wants love.. Soul NEEDS peace .

[poetsbloom]

"Quarantine really is the worst time to be hit with all the pain you've pushed away from feeling."

- drowning in it

[doyouseethesky]

come back in like, 1 or 2 hours.

[spilledinkandtears]

“I cry for the future we lost But I’ll forever be grateful for the past and memories we have and share. I mourn for what could have been. But I’ll smile for what was. To have been embraced the way I was, held, loved and sheltered… I’ll forever treasure every single moment. We might never see each other ever again but your face, smile, laugh, scent and warmth will forever be an imprint left on my heart.”

— To Love is to be happy and free.(Via @spilledinkandtears)

[insidenaeexo]

i miss him so much

i miss him all the time

he such a fucking idiot

he fucked us up

& made me take the blame for it all

[insidenaeexo]

prettyboy

i need you to tell me you don’t care

i need you to tell me to leave you alone

i need you to make me move on

[insidenaeexo]

now i just get frustrated.

frustrated bc i miss you. & bc i loved what we had but ...

we fucked it up.

[aidashakur]

I owe it to myself to be consistent.

I owe it to myself to be disciplined.

I owe it to myself to stay focused.

[insidenaeexo]

you are still here. you’re not. but you are.

in my head. in my heart. when i’m awake. when i’m asleep.

you are still here.

[insidenaeexo]

you think you’re better

but you’re not.

you think you’re past it

but you’re not.

you think it’s over

but it’s not.

[intoxicatingpoetry]

Had I been enough,

You would’ve stayed.

Had you been enough,

I wouldn’t have let you go.

-z.e.s.

[insidenaeexo]

it’s like when the sky goes dark

so do i 🌌

[nikitaagupta]

“There are days when I look at you and I don’t see the boy I fell in love with. The boy who used to put in effort just to see me smile, the boy whose day wasn’t complete until he heard about mine, the boy who used to hold my hand because he knew i was scared of the dark, the boy who would write letters to me unexpectedly. I don’t see the boy I fell in love with, just another boy who tells me he loves me.”

— //nikitagupta

[nikitaagupta]

“How come I need you more than you need me. How come I have been checking my phone every two minutes and you haven’t even been online in the past two hours. How come I want you to call me and tell me you’re sorry but you don’t even feel remorse. How come every time I try to move on, I see something that makes me cry. How come I am hurting and you’re completely fine. How come I fell in love with you and you didn’t fall in love with me.”

— HOW COME?!?!

[insidenaeexo]

tears fall down my face as i type “yeah, i’m fine”

when will i stop lying to myself & everyone else?

[insidenaeexo]

prettyboy

he is sexy & cute in everything he does