Zoë

Just a girl who loves to write poetry about broken things and life.

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you have my chest screaming when i hear your name. god, why can’t you realize that i’m a fool in love?

-z.e.s.

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Maybe you should keep better secrets. Keep those lips shut and eyes closed. You know that they both tell a story.

- z.e.s.

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I want to spend rainy days with you where the sun doesn't make those brown eyes shine.

I want to spend sunny days with you where there's nothing but your laughter and mine combined into a beautiful melody.

I want to spend rainy nights with you where the sound of rain falling mixes with our steady breaths as we fall asleep.

I want to spend clear nights with you where we can see the many stars above us and dream with everything we can.

I want to spend cloudy nights with you where we fall asleep in different places but we are still entangled in each other's dreams.

- wants but not needs - z.e.s.

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Perhaps I will stop writing my thoughts in poetry and instead just let them tear me apart.

- 4:31 A.M. - z.e.s.

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my heart is singing your name. it’s such an unfamiliar sound in my once silent chest.

- 2:21 A.M. - z.e.s.

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I write these words to destroy your memory.

- 9:05 p.m. - z.e.s.

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whisper all your sins and i'll scream at you mine.

tell me your pretty lies and i'll sing to you mine.

confess your darkest secrets and i'll hide mine.

reveal all your thoughts and i'll bury mine.

profess your love and i will renounce mine.

baby, show me your hatred and i will rain mine upon you.

-z.e.s.

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It would be such a cruel thing to deny love yet it is also such a disastrous thing to accept it.

-z.e.s.

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Leaves weren’t the only things falling the autumn we first met.

Winter passed us by as we kept each other warm in the early mornings.

Spring was when the problems began to bloom.

Summer brought me heartache as you constantly said hello and goodbye.

- how i see the seasons - z.e.s.

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It was only with you that I believed forever was real and the present was frozen.

-z.e.s.

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you expect your name to be found at the tip of my pen but my hand will never find your name again.

-z.e.s.

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You told me that I'll find the person of my dreams one day or maybe they'll find me.

But darling, you are my dreams, torturing me one night and loving me the next.

-unfortunately, i already found you - z.e.s.

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they told me “pick your poison.”

unfortunately, you weren’t on the menu.

-z.e.s.

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I wish I could rewrite our story to end with us dying as star crossed lovers but the stars no longer shine.

-z.e.s.

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I just want to cut my chest open and rip out my own heart as everyone has already taken a blade and stolen everything else.

-z.e.s.

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Where do you get your inspiration to write ? I want to know. You’re words are so raw and so intelligently mashed together. I am honestly blown away by your choice of words. I can feel the emotions bleeding through my veins as i read line for line, word for word.

Well, I take things from stuff that has happened. On here, I mainly write about a really messy breakup I had last year. Honestly, I am so glad that I can touch someone like that with my poetry. Thank you so much for the support, it means the world to me.

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Had I been enough,

You would’ve stayed.

Had you been enough,

I wouldn’t have let you go.

-z.e.s.