everything enthusiast

c | she/her 19 | with every caterpillar comes a butterfly

[insidetheoystershell]

8nov25. went to a mass today, first time i go to one in years. delt a bit akward but i want to keep going

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4nov25.

it happened. you left indifinitely. you erased me. you don't want to draw me again. you don't wish to see my picture. you left my heart once, bleeding. now you take a step back, looking at the canvas, erase it. you left. i hope that it's not for ever, that at least once again in your lifetime you look back and remember out love as something dear.

[thoughtkick]

“I think about you. But I don’t say it anymore.”

— Marguerite Duras, Hiroshima mon amour

[insidetheoystershell]

london in film <3

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— unknown (via letsbelonelytogetherr)

[insidetheoystershell]

portobello road market

[insidetheoystershell]

distance does make the heart grow fonder #girlblogging

[poetic-questions]

—Franz Kafka, "The Diaries" (from the travel diaries, 1912)

[originalromanticsir]

When you're committed, the weather doesn't matter. In travel - or love.

[insidetheoystershell]

best compact mirror i'll own

[insidetheoystershell]

suddenly thought about you cracking an inside joke to people and that made me sick, thinking about you having an intimate moment with someone who is not me

[lunamonchtuna]

— Rachel Mennies, from The Naomi Letters "April 18, 2017" (via lunamonchtuna)

[spicywatson]

feeling like this a lot these days

[promqueendyke]

mihaly zichy ‘romantic encounter’ + these violent delights, micah nemerever 

[insidetheoystershell]

16-08-2025

Today I went with my parents and some of my friends to the beach to have dinner. Serving our table was a very handsome, young, blond man with the most piercing blue eyes. This waiter, I don't know if he's from here, just another local. I hope he is so, so that every time I walk by the beach, alone or with friends, swimming or sun bathing or sitting in the heat, I see him and he stares back at me like he did today. I do not care if he was staring just because I was doing so to him first. I do not care is he was staring at me because he thought my frizzy hair looked ridiculous. Hell, I do not even care if he stared at me for no reason. All I care about is that he was staring at me, as I let myself bathe in those blue Mediterranean eyes and I savour every drop in them.

[insidetheoystershell]

this is one of those cases where i don't know if i want to be with him or be him

[insidetheoystershell]

there's always some tv shows you want to live in. as of rn i wanna live in a shack in alaska and be a doctor like joel fleischman does in northern exposure

[insidetheoystershell]

i see my future with them, we're growing old and it's alright