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Awakened Ark: Kamui Form

[wintersongstress]

[integrous-restoration]

Character Survey

[Alright. Let’s see what this is about. Maybe something can actually happen here for once.]

▌WHAT IS YOUR REAL NAME?  

[Phoenix Avendale.]

▌WHAT IS YOUR /REAL/ NAME?

[Fuck off. I ain’t some secretive bastard, no reason to be.]

▌DO YOU KNOW WHY YOU WERE CALLED THAT?

[Literally because my parents thought it sounded unique without being stupid. If there’s more to it, I’m not aware of it.]

▌ARE YOU SINGLE OR TAKEN?

[I don’t really know at this point. I was at one point? But I’ve yet to see heads or tail of them in... I dunno how long at this point.]

▌HAVE ANY ABILITIES OR POWERS?

[Yup, though I can’t say I know much about ‘em. I ain’t a magic man, but apparently I can just increase the amount of force I exert.]

▌WHAT’S YOUR EYE COLOUR?

[Royal blue. And yea, it was like that before I became, y’know, what I am now.]

▌HOW ABOUT YOUR HAIR COLOUR?

[Blue. Like literally all of me. But before things went to shit, it was dirty blonde.]

▌HAVE YOU ANY FAMILY MEMBERS?

[At one point, yeah. Then things went to shit, and now I’m kinda stuck down here. Though that said, @slicinghood​ is about the closest thing to family I’ve got now.]

▌OH? WHAT ABOUT PETS?

[Nope. Much as I wanted a cat back on the surface, my family never got one. And I can’t exactly dedicate myself to taking care of a pet now. ...especially considering that I have no idea what’s even considered a pet down here.]

▌THAT’S COOL, I GUESS. NOW TELL ME ABOUT SOMETHING YOU DON’T LIKE.

[Well. Let’s cut out the easy answer of dishonesty and dishonorable actions and persons.] [I’d say something I dislike, is community swimming pools. Have you seen what people do in those, and let people do in those? I don’t mind private ones, I just hate going to the public ones where literally anyone can go if they’ve got a few spare bucks.]

▌DO YOU HAVE ANY HOBBIES/ACTIVITIES YOU LIKE TO DO?

[Someday I’ll be able to stargaze again. That was always fun to do on clear nights. Also enjoy video games, mostly puzzle or exploration and adventure games. Doesn’t have to be a specific style, if I like the story and game mechanics then I’ll play it.]

▌EVER HURT ANYONE BEFORE?

[Physically? At this point I feel like that doesn’t need to be answered. But yeah, I have. Emotionally or mentally? I’m not too sure, but I can’t say with confidence that I haven’t. I honestly can’t think of any specific examples.]

▌EVER KILLED ANYONE BEFORE?

[Hate to say I have. Though by this point I’m questioning the legitimacy of it all considering it was during the absolute fuckfest that was the time I got pulled into a void and timeline-hopped to stop a genocidal maniac.] [Not something I want to do again anytime soon.]

▌WHAT KIND OF ANIMAL ARE YOU?

[I’m. a spirit. Not even an animal.]

▌NAME SOME OF YOUR WORST HABITS.

[...I really don’t want to answer this one. But I won’t leave the question answered.] [One habit I have that’s, obviously shitty, is the absolute emotionless shit I tend to pull when around others. I’m not unaware of it by any means, but pretty much it’s hard for me to, and for others to get me to, react to something meaningfully, even if I think I’m doing so meaningfully.]

▌DO YOU LOOK UP TO ANYONE AT ALL?

[Unless someone’s taller than me, no.]

▌GAY, STRAIGHT, OR BISEXUAL?

[Bi. Everyone’s hot, alright?]

▌DO YOU GO TO SCHOOL?

[I did prior to shit happening. Studied astronomy, minored in chemistry. Was about three years in before I fell down here, and obviously enough I haven’t been able to continue those studies since.]

▌DO YOU EVER WANT TO MARRY AND HAVE KIDS ONE DAY?

[Look I just want to figure out how I can just live peacefully without worrying about whether or not the one person I consider family is still alive.]

▌WHAT ARE YOU MOST AFRAID OF?

[Everyone I still care about disappearing or dying. I honestly don’t know what I’d do if that happened.]

▌WHAT DO YOU USUALLY WEAR?

[Unbuttoned outer shirt, t-shirt beneath, some shorts or pants depending on the day, and sandals. I look like a fashion disaster but hey, it’s comfortable.]

▌DO YOU LOVE SOMEONE?

[In the sense of romance? I dunno. Familial, friends? I feel like that’s obvious enough at this point.]

▌WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WET YOURSELF?

[Aaand there’s the fetish question.]

▌WHAT CLASS ARE YOU?

[RPG class or socio-economic? The former, probably tank or something. The latter, I have no fucking idea. This place’s economy is fucked.]

▌HOW MANY FRIENDS DO YOU HAVE?

[Can’t really say I know an exact number. I know I have ‘em, just can’t say a number.]

▌WHAT ARE YOUR THOUGHTS ON PIE?

[Put some ice cream on a fresh-baked one and you’ve got yourself a burnt and frozen tongue at the same time.]

▌FAVOURITE DRINK?

[I usually just drink some water. But I guess I prefer iced tea? I’m not a huge fan of caffeinated drinks.] 

▌WHAT’S YOUR FAVOURITE PLACE?

[The couch at home. The home I’ve claimed for myself down here, that is. It’s comfortable as hell, and I don’t know how many times I’ve fallen asleep on it with a fire dying out in the fireplace.]

▌ARE YOU INTO SOMEONE~?

[Are you able to come up with original questions.]

▌WOULD YOU RATHER SWIM IN THE LAKE OR IN THE OCEAN?

[Ocean. Fuck lakes. It’s better to fish in lakes.]

▌WHAT’S YOUR TYPE?

[I don’t really know, honestly. Saying I have any kind of idea regarding dating, romance, that shit, is like saying Asgore has any ability to actually lead this kingdom.]

▌CAMPING OR INDOORS?

[Indoors. I hate being out in the sun, love hearing the rain hit against the walls of a home, and love just being in a blanket if it’s snowing. Which it usually is doing the last of those pretty much every day.] [I sleep a lot, if it isn’t obvious enough.]

Tagged by: @determinedbuns

Tagging: i dunno. feel free to take it if ya want, i’m kinda just too tired to tag anyone.

[integrous-restoration]

((yo I exist))

[the-write-ideas]

Send me a △ and ask a really invasive question aimed at my character

They’ll have to:

Rate on a scale of 1-10 how much they don’t want to answer that question.

Answer that question.

[memories]

I’ve been silent for too long and can no longer bear to keep this inside: @determinedbuns is a good person and deserves many good things.

[yeah-yeah-beebiss-1]

reminder for all my followers that this blog will not contain screamers, misinfo, or other mean-spirited jokes on april fool’s day, because the fact that yall willingly subject yourselves to my content is a cruel joke in itself

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Does your character remember names or faces easier?

oof (#14 for reference)

[Faces. Sticks in my memory easier than a name, ‘specially if it’s some really common name like John.]

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Insert original joke here

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45: What does your character believe will happen to them after they die (again, permanently)? Does this belief scare them?

oof

[I. Honestly don’t know. All I can assume is that, given that what I am is made by my soul, that means whatever kills me has to “kill” my soul. Which means... I’d prolly completely disappear. No afterlife, no nothin’. Only reason I’d “exist” is through the memories of people who know me.]

[I dunno if it scares me or not honestly. Complete obliteration sounds terrifying initially, but honestly... I wouldn’t really mind just not having any chance of coming back.]

[Maybe I could actually rest for once.]

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Character Development Questions: Hard Mode

Does your character have siblings or family members in their age group? Which one are they closest with?

What is/was your character’s relationship with their mother like?

What is/was your character’s relationship with their father like?

Has your character ever witnessed something that fundamentally changed them? If so, does anyone else know?

On an average day, what can be found in your character’s pockets?

Does your character have recurring themes in their dreams?

Does your character have recurring themes in their nightmares?

Has your character ever fired a gun? If so, what was their first target?

Is your character’s current socioeconomic status different than it was when they were growing up?

Does your character feel more comfortable with more clothing, or with less clothing?

In what situation was your character the most afraid they’ve ever been?

In what situation was your character the most calm they’ve ever been?

Is your character bothered by the sight of blood? If so, in what way?

Does your character remember names or faces easier?

Is your character preoccupied with money or material possession? Why or why not?

Which does your character idealize most: happiness or success?

What was your character’s favorite toy as a child?

Is your character more likely to admire wisdom, or ambition in others?

What is your character’s biggest relationship flaw? Has this flaw destroyed relationships for them before?

In what ways does your character compare themselves to others? Do they do this for the sake of self-validation, or self-criticism?

If something tragic or negative happens to your character, do they believe they may have caused or deserved it, or are they quick to blame others?

What does your character like in other people?

What does your character dislike in other people?

How quick is your character to trust someone else?

How quick is your character to suspect someone else? Does this change if they are close with that person?

How does your character behave around children?

How does your character normally deal with confrontation?

How quick or slow is your character to resort to physical violence in a confrontation?

What did your character dream of being or doing as a child? Did that dream come true?

What does your character find repulsive or disgusting?

Describe a scenario in which your character feels most comfortable.

Describe a scenario in which your character feels most uncomfortable.

In the face of criticism, is your character defensive, self-deprecating, or willing to improve?

Is your character more likely to keep trying a solution/method that didn’t work the first time, or immediately move on to a different solution/method?

How does your character behave around people they like?

How does your character behave around people they dislike?

Is your character more concerned with defending their honor, or protecting their status?

Is your character more likely to remove a problem/threat, or remove themselves from a problem/threat?

Has your character ever been bitten by an animal? How were they affected (or unaffected)?

How does your character treat people in service jobs?

Does your character feel that they deserve to have what they want, whether it be material or abstract, or do they feel they must earn it first?

Has your character ever had a parental figure who was not related to them?

Has your character ever had a dependent figure who was not related to them?

How easy or difficult is it for your character to say “I love you?” Can they say it without meaning it?

What does your character believe will happen to them after they die? Does this belief scare them?

[pale-asks]

say whatever you want about me on anon, i have to post it without any comment

[integrous-restoration]

Ariel from @ask-thegoatsis

wow that was fast

Not My Type | Alright | Cute | Adorable | Pretty | Gorgeous | LORD MERCY

[I’m just gonna say, any Asriel regardless of how they look is a bit of touchy subject for me. It’s the literal prince, or princess I guess here, of the Underground. Somehow alive. Not to mention the grand majority of the ones I’m aware of are underage.]

[She’s cute, and would prolly look really damn pretty in a flower crown. That’s all I’m saying on this.]

@ask-thegoatsis

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Ruri from @flames-of-furry

wow that was fast

Not My Type | Alright | Cute | Adorable | Pretty | Gorgeous | LORD MERCY

[She’s not bad! Not a huge fan of the hairstyle, but that’s just in general for anyone. Otherwise, she looks great and rocks the outfit well.]

*...see what I mean?

@flames-of-furry

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Rin from @rin-tsukiyori She's a nice vampire.

wow that was fast

Not My Type | Alright | Cute | Adorable | Pretty | Gorgeous | LORD MERCY

[Nice doesn’t equate to “my type” though. Can’t say I don’t find simple fashion designs like that cute though.]

*He’s just not a huge fan of vampires. No real issue with them, but there’s a reason a certain doll teases Phoenix about being a fucking furry and not a fang-lover.

@rin-tsukiyori

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((whoever sent that one ask in w/nansi

i appreciate you))

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Nansi from @nansi-stories

wow that was fast

Not My Type | Alright | Cute | Adorable | Pretty | Gorgeous | LORD MERCY

[Spiders aren’t exactly enticing to me. But ignoring that, she’s cute. Not really much else I can say on her, since there’s nothing outstanding about her appearance.]

[Not that that’s a bad thing, just sayin’.]

@nansi-stories