scarecrow arkham knight ask blog + random scarecrow posting. except that things have changed.
tags: "interview with a technospectre" for asks, "day to day with a technospectre" for other post-scarecrow posting.
i'll keep it simple: no discourse, no bigotry, no sexual content (jokes only. op is sex repulsed). answers will be based off of headcanons and some intentional twists of canon.
this blog is set between Asylum and Knight, with a scarecrow that has somewhat recently managed to get stable enough that he can do most normal things, scheme, and answer questions. and is on a different path.
lore so far below cut
- clarifying point: "regular voice" "creepy scarecrow voice" 《 cyber-reality jon 》 (<- tagged as 'cyber-jon'
- he has a youtube account. the banner image of the blog is directed at his followers.
- he does not like being poked. and he really doesnt like being flirted with.
- he's from another world.
- he had previously done therapy aside from his teaching.
- he has vasovagal syncope apparently exacerbated by the attack.
- the asks/answers happen through a multiversally accessible magic Zoom™️ chat.
- he's bunked with @interview-with-two-faces
- he recently terrified, mutilated, and slaughtered the Joker.
- and has now rebranded as the technospectre
- new look here
- pets: gold eyed, mute crow named Raz. blue eyed crow with PICA named Sig. Deaths Head Hawk Moth named Cheepy. a number of wandering stray cats.
went to the doc & he said to the best he can tell, i'm physically alright, but i'm "disassociating pretty badly" and "nothing about my childhood was normal" so, basically, it's all psychological.
also apparently i don't show up on CT scanners
[@interview-with-a-technospectre ]
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honestly I don't know what I expected other than that
"yeah i guess so. cant really undo a fucked up childhood, but i was a psychiatrist at some point. i can definitely incorporate the improvement work into my self help stuff."
"you can do a lot by yourself. it's just a lot faster an easier and a lot less risky with professional guidance. somebody who can employ the tricks that take a practiced helping hand, can be there in the fallout of rough recalls, etc... its not recommended to go without pro help but it is possible.
"you pushed me to get checked out when my mind was fighting against something i wasn't allowed to see, and now i have a solid idea of where i'm headed with my healing. the least i can do is hear you out on where your mind is."
".. you spoke of your motives for trying to kill me as, preventing me from leaving you without warning. i think the people who have already died would be proud of you, for giving people another chance to stay.
doing your best and having it not prevent things is... well, at least if you keep trying, you have a chance to succeed."
"that's what a lot of smokers seem to say.. & it's what i get from fear toxin injections, at least after the part where it absolutely does NOT soothe my nerves"
".. yknow, i.. i think i might be an adrenaline junkie. cause its not the crash that brings relief. it's more like i'm relieved as soon as i get terrified."
"if what the doc said is any indication, it's probably a reaction to 'the sheer amount of horror that i had to stay comfortable through', as he put it."
"i cant force you to help yourself-- if for no other reason than because psychology historically just does not work under duress-- but... keep it in mind, alright? while you do that research to bend other peoples' wills?"
went to the doc & he said to the best he can tell, i'm physically alright, but i'm "disassociating pretty badly" and "nothing about my childhood was normal" so, basically, it's all psychological.
also apparently i don't show up on CT scanners
[@interview-with-a-technospectre ]
...
honestly I don't know what I expected other than that
"yeah i guess so. cant really undo a fucked up childhood, but i was a psychiatrist at some point. i can definitely incorporate the improvement work into my self help stuff."
"you can do a lot by yourself. it's just a lot faster an easier and a lot less risky with professional guidance. somebody who can employ the tricks that take a practiced helping hand, can be there in the fallout of rough recalls, etc... its not recommended to go without pro help but it is possible.
"you pushed me to get checked out when my mind was fighting against something i wasn't allowed to see, and now i have a solid idea of where i'm headed with my healing. the least i can do is hear you out on where your mind is."
".. you spoke of your motives for trying to kill me as, preventing me from leaving you without warning. i think the people who have already died would be proud of you, for giving people another chance to stay.
doing your best and having it not prevent things is... well, at least if you keep trying, you have a chance to succeed."
"that's what a lot of smokers seem to say.. & it's what i get from fear toxin injections, at least after the part where it absolutely does NOT soothe my nerves"
".. yknow, i.. i think i might be an adrenaline junkie. cause its not the crash that brings relief. it's more like i'm relieved as soon as i get terrified."
"if what the doc said is any indication, it's probably a reaction to 'the sheer amount of horror that i had to stay comfortable through', as he put it."
"i cant force you to help yourself-- if for no other reason than because psychology historically just does not work under duress-- but... keep it in mind, alright? while you do that research to bend other peoples' wills?"
went to the doc & he said to the best he can tell, i'm physically alright, but i'm "disassociating pretty badly" and "nothing about my childhood was normal" so, basically, it's all psychological.
also apparently i don't show up on CT scanners
[@interview-with-a-technospectre ]
...
honestly I don't know what I expected other than that
"yeah i guess so. cant really undo a fucked up childhood, but i was a psychiatrist at some point. i can definitely incorporate the improvement work into my self help stuff."
"you can do a lot by yourself. it's just a lot faster an easier and a lot less risky with professional guidance. somebody who can employ the tricks that take a practiced helping hand, can be there in the fallout of rough recalls, etc... its not recommended to go without pro help but it is possible.
"you pushed me to get checked out when my mind was fighting against something i wasn't allowed to see, and now i have a solid idea of where i'm headed with my healing. the least i can do is hear you out on where your mind is."
".. you spoke of your motives for trying to kill me as, preventing me from leaving you without warning. i think the people who have already died would be proud of you, for giving people another chance to stay.
doing your best and having it not prevent things is... well, at least if you keep trying, you have a chance to succeed."
"that's what a lot of smokers seem to say.. & it's what i get from fear toxin injections, at least after the part where it absolutely does NOT soothe my nerves"
".. yknow, i.. i think i might be an adrenaline junkie. cause its not the crash that brings relief. it's more like i'm relieved as soon as i get terrified."
"if what the doc said is any indication, it's probably a reaction to 'the sheer amount of horror that i had to stay comfortable through', as he put it."
"i cant force you to help yourself-- if for no other reason than because psychology historically just does not work under duress-- but... keep it in mind, alright? while you do that research to bend other peoples' wills?"
went to the doc & he said to the best he can tell, i'm physically alright, but i'm "disassociating pretty badly" and "nothing about my childhood was normal" so, basically, it's all psychological.
also apparently i don't show up on CT scanners
[@interview-with-a-technospectre ]
...
honestly I don't know what I expected other than that
"yeah i guess so. cant really undo a fucked up childhood, but i was a psychiatrist at some point. i can definitely incorporate the improvement work into my self help stuff."
"you can do a lot by yourself. it's just a lot faster an easier and a lot less risky with professional guidance. somebody who can employ the tricks that take a practiced helping hand, can be there in the fallout of rough recalls, etc... its not recommended to go without pro help but it is possible.
"you pushed me to get checked out when my mind was fighting against something i wasn't allowed to see, and now i have a solid idea of where i'm headed with my healing. the least i can do is hear you out on where your mind is."
".. you spoke of your motives for trying to kill me as, preventing me from leaving you without warning. i think the people who have already died would be proud of you, for giving people another chance to stay.
doing your best and having it not prevent things is... well, at least if you keep trying, you have a chance to succeed."
"that's what a lot of smokers seem to say.. & it's what i get from fear toxin injections, at least after the part where it absolutely does NOT soothe my nerves"
".. yknow, i.. i think i might be an adrenaline junkie. cause its not the crash that brings relief. it's more like i'm relieved as soon as i get terrified."
"if what the doc said is any indication, it's probably a reaction to 'the sheer amount of horror that i had to stay comfortable through', as he put it."
"i cant force you to help yourself-- if for no other reason than because psychology historically just does not work under duress-- but... keep it in mind, alright? while you do that research to bend other peoples' wills?"
went to the doc & he said to the best he can tell, i'm physically alright, but i'm "disassociating pretty badly" and "nothing about my childhood was normal" so, basically, it's all psychological.
also apparently i don't show up on CT scanners
[@interview-with-a-technospectre ]
...
honestly I don't know what I expected other than that
"yeah i guess so. cant really undo a fucked up childhood, but i was a psychiatrist at some point. i can definitely incorporate the improvement work into my self help stuff."
"you can do a lot by yourself. it's just a lot faster an easier and a lot less risky with professional guidance. somebody who can employ the tricks that take a practiced helping hand, can be there in the fallout of rough recalls, etc... its not recommended to go without pro help but it is possible.
"you pushed me to get checked out when my mind was fighting against something i wasn't allowed to see, and now i have a solid idea of where i'm headed with my healing. the least i can do is hear you out on where your mind is."
".. you spoke of your motives for trying to kill me as, preventing me from leaving you without warning. i think the people who have already died would be proud of you, for giving people another chance to stay.
doing your best and having it not prevent things is... well, at least if you keep trying, you have a chance to succeed."
"that's what a lot of smokers seem to say.. & it's what i get from fear toxin injections, at least after the part where it absolutely does NOT soothe my nerves"
".. yknow, i.. i think i might be an adrenaline junkie. cause its not the crash that brings relief. it's more like i'm relieved as soon as i get terrified."
"if what the doc said is any indication, it's probably a reaction to 'the sheer amount of horror that i had to stay comfortable through', as he put it."
went to the doc & he said to the best he can tell, i'm physically alright, but i'm "disassociating pretty badly" and "nothing about my childhood was normal" so, basically, it's all psychological.
also apparently i don't show up on CT scanners
[@interview-with-a-technospectre ]
...
honestly I don't know what I expected other than that
"yeah i guess so. cant really undo a fucked up childhood, but i was a psychiatrist at some point. i can definitely incorporate the improvement work into my self help stuff."
"you can do a lot by yourself. it's just a lot faster an easier and a lot less risky with professional guidance. somebody who can employ the tricks that take a practiced helping hand, can be there in the fallout of rough recalls, etc... its not recommended to go without pro help but it is possible.
"you pushed me to get checked out when my mind was fighting against something i wasn't allowed to see, and now i have a solid idea of where i'm headed with my healing. the least i can do is hear you out on where your mind is."
".. you spoke of your motives for trying to kill me as, preventing me from leaving you without warning. i think the people who have already died would be proud of you, for giving people another chance to stay.
doing your best and having it not prevent things is... well, at least if you keep trying, you have a chance to succeed."
"that's what a lot of smokers seem to say.. & it's what i get from fear toxin injections, at least after the part where it absolutely does NOT soothe my nerves"
".. yknow, i.. i think i might be an adrenaline junkie. cause its not the crash that brings relief. it's more like i'm relieved as soon as i get terrified."
"if what the doc said is any indication, it's probably a reaction to 'the sheer amount of horror that i had to stay comfortable through', as he put it."
went to the doc & he said to the best he can tell, i'm physically alright, but i'm "disassociating pretty badly" and "nothing about my childhood was normal" so, basically, it's all psychological.
also apparently i don't show up on CT scanners
[@interview-with-a-technospectre ]
...
honestly I don't know what I expected other than that
"yeah i guess so. cant really undo a fucked up childhood, but i was a psychiatrist at some point. i can definitely incorporate the improvement work into my self help stuff."
"you can do a lot by yourself. it's just a lot faster an easier and a lot less risky with professional guidance. somebody who can employ the tricks that take a practiced helping hand, can be there in the fallout of rough recalls, etc... its not recommended to go without pro help but it is possible.
"you pushed me to get checked out when my mind was fighting against something i wasn't allowed to see, and now i have a solid idea of where i'm headed with my healing. the least i can do is hear you out on where your mind is."
".. you spoke of your motives for trying to kill me as, preventing me from leaving you without warning. i think the people who have already died would be proud of you, for giving people another chance to stay.
doing your best and having it not prevent things is... well, at least if you keep trying, you have a chance to succeed."
"that's what a lot of smokers seem to say.. & it's what i get from fear toxin injections, at least after the part where it absolutely does NOT soothe my nerves"
".. yknow, i.. i think i might be an adrenaline junkie. cause its not the crash that brings relief. it's more like i'm relieved as soon as i get terrified."
"if what the doc said is any indication, it's probably a reaction to 'the sheer amount of horror that i had to stay comfortable through', as he put it."
went to the doc & he said to the best he can tell, i'm physically alright, but i'm "disassociating pretty badly" and "nothing about my childhood was normal" so, basically, it's all psychological.
also apparently i don't show up on CT scanners
[@interview-with-a-technospectre ]
...
honestly I don't know what I expected other than that
"yeah i guess so. cant really undo a fucked up childhood, but i was a psychiatrist at some point. i can definitely incorporate the improvement work into my self help stuff."
"you can do a lot by yourself. it's just a lot faster an easier and a lot less risky with professional guidance. somebody who can employ the tricks that take a practiced helping hand, can be there in the fallout of rough recalls, etc... its not recommended to go without pro help but it is possible.
"you pushed me to get checked out when my mind was fighting against something i wasn't allowed to see, and now i have a solid idea of where i'm headed with my healing. the least i can do is hear you out on where your mind is."
".. you spoke of your motives for trying to kill me as, preventing me from leaving you without warning. i think the people who have already died would be proud of you, for giving people another chance to stay.
doing your best and having it not prevent things is... well, at least if you keep trying, you have a chance to succeed."
"that's what a lot of smokers seem to say.. & it's what i get from fear toxin injections, at least after the part where it absolutely does NOT soothe my nerves"
".. yknow, i.. i think i might be an adrenaline junkie. cause its not the crash that brings relief. it's more like i'm relieved as soon as i get terrified."
went to the doc & he said to the best he can tell, i'm physically alright, but i'm "disassociating pretty badly" and "nothing about my childhood was normal" so, basically, it's all psychological.
also apparently i don't show up on CT scanners
[@interview-with-a-technospectre ]
...
honestly I don't know what I expected other than that
"yeah i guess so. cant really undo a fucked up childhood, but i was a psychiatrist at some point. i can definitely incorporate the improvement work into my self help stuff."
"you can do a lot by yourself. it's just a lot faster an easier and a lot less risky with professional guidance. somebody who can employ the tricks that take a practiced helping hand, can be there in the fallout of rough recalls, etc... its not recommended to go without pro help but it is possible.
"you pushed me to get checked out when my mind was fighting against something i wasn't allowed to see, and now i have a solid idea of where i'm headed with my healing. the least i can do is hear you out on where your mind is."
".. you spoke of your motives for trying to kill me as, preventing me from leaving you without warning. i think the people who have already died would be proud of you, for giving people another chance to stay.
doing your best and having it not prevent things is... well, at least if you keep trying, you have a chance to succeed."
"that's what a lot of smokers seem to say.. & it's what i get from fear toxin injections, at least after the part where it absolutely does NOT soothe my nerves"
went to the doc & he said to the best he can tell, i'm physically alright, but i'm "disassociating pretty badly" and "nothing about my childhood was normal" so, basically, it's all psychological.
also apparently i don't show up on CT scanners
[@interview-with-a-technospectre ]
...
honestly I don't know what I expected other than that
"yeah i guess so. cant really undo a fucked up childhood, but i was a psychiatrist at some point. i can definitely incorporate the improvement work into my self help stuff."
"you can do a lot by yourself. it's just a lot faster an easier and a lot less risky with professional guidance. somebody who can employ the tricks that take a practiced helping hand, can be there in the fallout of rough recalls, etc... its not recommended to go without pro help but it is possible.
"you pushed me to get checked out when my mind was fighting against something i wasn't allowed to see, and now i have a solid idea of where i'm headed with my healing. the least i can do is hear you out on where your mind is."
".. you spoke of your motives for trying to kill me as, preventing me from leaving you without warning. i think the people who have already died would be proud of you, for giving people another chance to stay.
doing your best and having it not prevent things is... well, at least if you keep trying, you have a chance to succeed."
"that's what a lot of smokers seem to say.. & it's what i get from fear toxin injections, at least after the part where it absolutely does NOT soothe my nerves"
went to the doc & he said to the best he can tell, i'm physically alright, but i'm "disassociating pretty badly" and "nothing about my childhood was normal" so, basically, it's all psychological.
also apparently i don't show up on CT scanners
[@interview-with-a-technospectre ]
...
honestly I don't know what I expected other than that
"yeah i guess so. cant really undo a fucked up childhood, but i was a psychiatrist at some point. i can definitely incorporate the improvement work into my self help stuff."
"you can do a lot by yourself. it's just a lot faster an easier and a lot less risky with professional guidance. somebody who can employ the tricks that take a practiced helping hand, can be there in the fallout of rough recalls, etc... its not recommended to go without pro help but it is possible.
"you pushed me to get checked out when my mind was fighting against something i wasn't allowed to see, and now i have a solid idea of where i'm headed with my healing. the least i can do is hear you out on where your mind is."
".. you spoke of your motives for trying to kill me as, preventing me from leaving you without warning. i think the people who have already died would be proud of you, for giving people another chance to stay.
doing your best and having it not prevent things is... well, at least if you keep trying, you have a chance to succeed."
"that's what a lot of smokers seem to say.. & it's what i get from fear toxin injections, at least after the part where it absolutely does NOT soothe my nerves"
went to the doc & he said to the best he can tell, i'm physically alright, but i'm "disassociating pretty badly" and "nothing about my childhood was normal" so, basically, it's all psychological.
also apparently i don't show up on CT scanners
[@interview-with-a-technospectre ]
...
honestly I don't know what I expected other than that
"yeah i guess so. cant really undo a fucked up childhood, but i was a psychiatrist at some point. i can definitely incorporate the improvement work into my self help stuff."
"you can do a lot by yourself. it's just a lot faster an easier and a lot less risky with professional guidance. somebody who can employ the tricks that take a practiced helping hand, can be there in the fallout of rough recalls, etc... its not recommended to go without pro help but it is possible.
"you pushed me to get checked out when my mind was fighting against something i wasn't allowed to see, and now i have a solid idea of where i'm headed with my healing. the least i can do is hear you out on where your mind is."
".. you spoke of your motives for trying to kill me as, preventing me from leaving you without warning. i think the people who have already died would be proud of you, for giving people another chance to stay.
doing your best and having it not prevent things is... well, at least if you keep trying, you have a chance to succeed."
went to the doc & he said to the best he can tell, i'm physically alright, but i'm "disassociating pretty badly" and "nothing about my childhood was normal" so, basically, it's all psychological.
also apparently i don't show up on CT scanners
[@interview-with-a-technospectre ]
...
honestly I don't know what I expected other than that
"yeah i guess so. cant really undo a fucked up childhood, but i was a psychiatrist at some point. i can definitely incorporate the improvement work into my self help stuff."
"you can do a lot by yourself. it's just a lot faster an easier and a lot less risky with professional guidance. somebody who can employ the tricks that take a practiced helping hand, can be there in the fallout of rough recalls, etc... its not recommended to go without pro help but it is possible.
"you pushed me to get checked out when my mind was fighting against something i wasn't allowed to see, and now i have a solid idea of where i'm headed with my healing. the least i can do is hear you out on where your mind is."
".. you spoke of your motives for trying to kill me as, preventing me from leaving you without warning. i think the people who have already died would be proud of you, for giving people another chance to stay.
doing your best and having it not prevent things is... well, at least if you keep trying, you have a chance to succeed."
went to the doc & he said to the best he can tell, i'm physically alright, but i'm "disassociating pretty badly" and "nothing about my childhood was normal" so, basically, it's all psychological.
also apparently i don't show up on CT scanners
[@interview-with-a-technospectre ]
...
honestly I don't know what I expected other than that
"yeah i guess so. cant really undo a fucked up childhood, but i was a psychiatrist at some point. i can definitely incorporate the improvement work into my self help stuff."
"you can do a lot by yourself. it's just a lot faster an easier and a lot less risky with professional guidance. somebody who can employ the tricks that take a practiced helping hand, can be there in the fallout of rough recalls, etc... its not recommended to go without pro help but it is possible.
"you pushed me to get checked out when my mind was fighting against something i wasn't allowed to see, and now i have a solid idea of where i'm headed with my healing. the least i can do is hear you out on where your mind is."
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