thesoulscientist

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And update on where I am

The face says it all

and the appointment says why

Cheers to another year of self exploration, growth, and roller coasting the whole way 🖤

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in celebration of the new moon, I practiced letting go. something I struggle with but have been feeling pulled to do heavily lately. These are all my journals over the past 4 years, holding my feelings and place of safety and where I slowly learned and befriended myself. I’m a dark place in my life I found peace and light here. I’ve now reached a new place in my journey, requiring more space for more love and growth and I thought it best fit to burn them all. Symbolizing death and rebirth. I allowed my past self to be heard and honored her as I placed them in the fire. I used to think I needed them as proof of this part of me, but what I learned and needed from this chapter is really inside me. And has made me who I am today. It’s not just in the paper. It’s in my heart now.

So here’s to making room for more love, depth, space and openness. I am ready to refill the holes baggage that wasn’t mine to carry had made. I am ready to refill them, by choice.

I am ready for this new chapter . Arms wide open. Heart open. Smiling

💗

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Fallin for you , always 🍃 🍁 🌿🍂

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added my first ever caught wedding bouquet to our shelf of plants gifted from wy 🤍

A perfect fit

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9.21.21 Tuesday 6:42 AM

9.24.21 Thursday 6:43 AM

moon movement

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The cats get cards

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cat kids

joy

full

heavy love

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46 Deliciously Spooky days 'til Halloween

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our summer has come to a halt fast

another forced slow down

I feel some slight grief for some of the things to be missed .. soccer games, ease of leaving the house and both of us, possibly vacation, NYC trip this weekend, even just the night. I don’t necessarily feel right leaving. mama bear wants to stay here the whole way.

life will be very slow and intentional for the next few weeks. that’s ok.

so as our summer will come to a halt, we will move our little Milo man through surgery and lean into grace, slowness, stillness, peace and gratitude. this seems hard, triggering the what if’s and feeling restricted and FOMO. But I look forward to the challenge and what I can learn through this. we got you , Milo. 💗

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life be hard life be weird life be crazy life be changing sometimes

but it’s still the little things 💛

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Still journeyin’

focusing on moving my heart, not my feet

slowly and still moving towards “me”

seeking the truth so far shoved down and buried in my depths

but we lighten

a slow process

but still moving

We learn and take a step forward maybe two back

but then we

Blend

that’s what the journey is all about

Goodnight.

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Fuck the gram

Fuck today’s society

I think it’s time I broke the IG rules again

And started posting what I went when I want

Unfiltered

Raw

Real

I like my online life matching my real life

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a turned corner

the year of 26

we order vanilla, not chocolate, with rainbow sprinkles

change~

bittersweet.

beholding both beautiful endings and beautiful beginnings

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Coffee dunkers babe and the boat

*first morning spent relaxing on the boat*

feeling at peace and in a vast amount of stillness

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Ending July with our first sunset cruise

Home version of vacation sunsets over the ocean

Anywhere with you is just fine for me

💙

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Solo bike ride

12 mile, Friday after work, joy ride

Only took me three years to hit this beauteous trail less than 5 minutes from my apartment

Swipe for my Robert Downey Junior impression

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7pm, Wednesday, July 29

Garage Sweats