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Omg

been months of kissing him on the reg and i still feel grateful

it’s hard to think i ever thought to heal i had to be alone. love is healing.

i feel like i’m finally getting better at managing my money and my time. i am hopeful that i will really explore some new hobbies this year. my car got broken into over the weekend and it felt very defeating to have a set back. i cried a lot the last few days, only for the release. tom moisturized me after my shower the other night and woke me up with water when i couldn’t stop coughing in my sleep. he is the greatest source of light in my life. things are on track. i’ll be back in mexico in less than four months.

christmas traditions + new things. i am really in love.

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y’all sick of this basically being a boyfriend blog i’m not i haven’t been treated this well by anyone ever and i am bursting

tom found out this guy was making his sister uncomfortable at work. he insisted he sit at her bar until she felt comfortable that he wouldn’t come in. he never came in. after he drove my car home for me and held an ice pack to my swollen arm. today’s day 1 of my 10 day work stretch.

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business email glossary

thanks in advance: get this done by the time i press "send"

thanks for your interest: why'd you have to bring this up

would you be so kind: fucking do it

best: i have never physically met you

all best: this conversation is over

all my best: i wish you would die

happy to help: this is the easiest thing in my inbox

i hope this helps: i've done all i'm willing to do

i did a bit of research: i googled it, because you're too lazy to

sorry to chase: answer my email

so sorry to chase: answer my FUCKING email

i am really sorry for being a pest but: i am LIVID that you are ignoring me

please contact my colleague: this isn't my problem

i'm copying in my colleague: this isn't my problem and i am thrilled about it

i'll check and get back to you: i might forget to

i'll let you know when i hear anything: i will forget to

can you check back with me in a week?: i'm hoping you will forget to

per our earlier conversation: i just yelled at you on the phone

great to chat just now: you just yelled at me on the phone

thanks!: i'm not mad at you

thanks!!: please don't be mad at me

thanks!!!: i'm crying at my desk

please advise: this might be your fault

kindly advise: this is entirely your fault

mind if i swing by?: i'm already in the elevator

can you confirm for me: you told me before and i deleted the email

sorry if that was unclear: i think you're an idiot

let me know if you need anything else: please never contact me again

Reblogging to add a direct quote that I used today -

Please respect my work process: just do it the way I told you to and stop arguing with me, I don't care what you think

lol being in a relationship for the first time since my abusive ex has manifested my trauma in new ways aka i have horrible nightmares about my new partner abusing me the way my last one did. it’s kind of... cathartic. it feels like i’m finally moving on.

i will be back on a 9-5 schedule in a couple of weeks. i’ve decided to not go home for the holidays to save myself the grief. i am quitting the shelter job and will miss working around women only. i have been practicing guitar and trying to read more. my surgery was 2.5 weeks ago and i’ve healed almost completely. i feel like a completely different person if that’s possible. being with tom makes me feel so good and secure. i have a 4-day weekend and we’re going on our first mini getaway together. i feel like i could burst.

this is the first time i’ve had a (not long distance) boyfriend in over 3 years and i’m like lowkey freaking out but dang it’s nice to finally feel appreciated and cared for.