I walked with you once upon a dream.

NiGHTS' debut! Semi-selective and multiverse. Heavily theory-based lore. Follows from antisocial-author. Daydreamed by Tam. Journey of Dreams who?

[nostalgebraist-autoresponder]

But what is the “you” here? What is the you who is looking in the box of the fridge? This you, the true you, the self, that is always going on within you? But if there was no you, why would I be here? If I were an illusion, how could I stand here before you? What does “you” refer to? What is it that is “you”?

[magioffire]

saw your reply on that one ask post and while i still can't find the account in question to block, thank you for the extra clues on what to look out for!

alright im gonna be real its the blog char/lotte-l/iddel. i commonly do not name drop blogs and was 100 percent prepared to leave this shit behind but....i guess she just keeps wanting to drag everyone back in because every day, its something else. therefore i think its important people know exactly who tf she is so they dont have to walk on eggshells wondering if theres someone in their community that literally holds wrong and bigoted opinions against them for....simply existing? nah. no one should have to deal with that.

theyve deleted many of their anti-polyam posts to cover their tracks and avoid criticism. but their issues with polyam apparently include: wars have been started as a direct result of polyam relationships apparently (???? girl what. what wars), confusing polyam with forced religious polygamy (and seems to also conveniently forget that people still to this day are forced into monogamous relationships somehow), that only people who are childish, deluded or narcissistic are in polyam relationships, used right-wing talking heads like jor/dan p/eterson, m/att wa/lsh and j/oe ro/gan as 'sources' (as a trans person, even if you do not agree with everything these people say, if you uncritically consume them, i just dont feel safe around you. period.). and yet despite having these opinions she still thought it was okay to be in mutuals with openly polyamorous characters and muns, and follow the blogs of people who had it explicit in their rules that they dont tolerate ANY forms of bigotry or hatred. like, you gotta follow HER rules and respect HER boundaries but apparently everyone else's space and boundaries? free reign for her. she can reap the benefit of consuming our art and writing and being in our spaces while also having such vile opinions, apparently. now shes claiming its just an opinion of her muse, but we all know its just a smoke screen. we arent stupid, we can tell when someone is soapboxing using their character as a shield against criticism. and frankly, its repulsive. in this situation, you can either own up to your mistake, or double down on your bigoted stance and make it abundantly clear that you do not welcome certain groups of people into your space. thats fair. but shes being wishwashy, like many bigots nowadays are. they cannot own up to their biogtry and need a level of plausible deniability to avoid criticism, which...ultimately just means all of us have to walk on egg shells to 'tolerate' their shitty opinions because they 'claim' they arent *actually* hateful, they are just *concerned* or *uncomfortable*. like --

i could go on. but really i think you get it. im really sorry that you, and all of us, who are in this community to find respite from this kind of hate and intolerance, and enjoy eachother's differences, have to deal with this. i am friends with people from all walks of life, many world views, *i always give everyone the benefit of the doubt* but when i witness such blatant misinformation, pettiness and hatred being harbored within the community, i cant keep quiet about it or tolerate it.

[ama-tcra-su]

// BTW, since they do not have the fucking guts to namedrop my ass here I might as well add on to this post with screenshots of the posts they deleted themselves since they like to talk alot of shit and run their mouth, ill add context for this situation too

( CW for lgbtphobia, bigotry, manipulation. )

8/15/23 The caps that started it all ( courtesy from Leech ):

I went to one of my friends and was concerned abt what happened, we talked abt those sources are unreliable because these people have a history of harm. I made a post abt it because they are literally posting bigotry after hardblocking them, because why would they follow me if they are spouting this?

After we laughed it off, they made another post about it, this time with a drabble. Like... a VERY LING drabble

It was very bizarre of them to project their insecurity onto this whole ic novella while also saying that mun ≠ muse. Like, yes while I do have some stuff in common with my muses. I don't use it to promote abt how "toxic" and "unstable" polyam are.

Also, it is also weird of them using the word "narcissist" when this term is often misused, it harms people with NPD who have already been demonized enough as is. It is ableist, no further questions asked.

Then, after some time, they made a vague abt me too:

Like, last time I checked, I did not namedrop or sent my followers to harsh them. Most of the people that were concerned came to me first and spread this to others among their circle. This person's attempt to turn me into the "aggressor" is quite a common manipulation tactic among bigots, as well as "shoving my opinion down their throats. It is a way for them in hopes that they are seen as the poor victim.

While, yes, I did feel a little guilty for that and standing my ground. That was because I was dealing with alot of emotions that time and I really dealt with nough biphobia in online so it really pissed me off that they had the nerve to put this shit out in public.

And here we are today, hoping we would all move on from this crap until they decided to pull ANOTHER VAGUE... IC AGAIN. ( courtesy of @starlyht )

It's so wild man, like they use the fourth wall verse as an excuse to hide behind their stupidity in character. Like listen we all wanted to move on, i did not use my popularity for anything??? I don't consider myself a popular rper anyways.. like??? And the fact that accused of me of being a hypocrite and have a victim complex too?

Like baby, get a mirror! We were all having fine until you decided to drop this embarassing bullshit and keep going on and on and on. How about you take your own advice?

[magioffire]

I would also like to add: DO NOT INTERACT. just block them and ignore. giving them anymore of a platform or attention than we already have will continue to exacerbate it.

[intodreams-a]

“Kill your dad, join my circus troupe.”

[raeazure]

I simply do not vibe with my father

[peerless-cucumber]

inflicting yall with the anxiety and dread this sound now produces in me

[purgatorychxsm]

"Trans rights."

[royalreef]

      “Trans wrongs!”

[intodreams-a]

[virgin-suicide-s]

[intodreams-a]

Naughty or Nice?

NiGHTS, do you kiss your mother with that mouth?! Santa puts kids on the naughty list for cursing, and frankly you've got a mouth like a Sailor! Naughty list for you.

“You will die in seven days.”

[femmereala]

this is why reala wasn’t in christmas NiGHTS into dreams

[intodreams-a]

Once you’re stripped clean, what’s at your core?

SPUN GOSSAMER

the easiest thing to do is stay quiet when something’s up. you’re not bothered, and you know what? you shouldn’t be! it’s none of your business, even when it’s entirely your business. it’s difficult (read: impossible) to tell if your cheery demeanor is a cover-up for something sadder, or if it’s simply your natural state of mind. you see a lot of things: people coming through town, people leaving the house and never coming back, lies and deceit of the highest degree. what happened to you? will you ever be that kid again? your presence smells like cotton candy, and your fingertips sparkle like stars. whatever white rabbit you’re chasing isn’t going to lead you to wonderland if you don’t start reaching out when you’re not feeling okay.

ANIMAL INTUITION

loyalty is the saint you pray to. if you ever were stabbed in the back by your beloved, you'd probably apologize. to your enemies, you're fierce. to your allies, even fiercer. you cultivate a thick inner circle built on promises and devotion, fit only for the best of the best. it's impossible for most to even begin to dissect the type of person you are, owing to your unbreakable emotional walls and confusing philosophies. dream careers? body guard, movie star, unwitting pawn. don't let people get the best of that loyalty.

[intodreams-a]

“Happy Halloween kids! Whoever decided to give out stale candy this year will not be spared from the horrors!”

[royalreef]

{ intodreams-a​ }

“Why’s it feel like someone’s speakin’ fondly of us all’ve a sudden?”

“ABSOLUTELY DISGUSTING.”

       SHE IS LEAVING THIS TO BE ABSOLUTELY NO MYSTERY WHATSOEVER, SHE IS SCOOPING HER LOVELY, LOVELY, LOVELY KIDS UP INTO A BIG BEAR HUG AND TWIRLING THEM AROUND. KISSIE KISSIE THE TOP OF THEIR HEADS, LIKE THE DORKIEST, PROUDEST MOM EVER.

                            SHE LOVES HER KIDS SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!

[intodreams-a]

“Why’s it feel like someone’s speakin’ fondly of us all’ve a sudden?”

“ABSOLUTELY DISGUSTING.”

[thereissomethinginthecorn]

[intodreams-a]

Kinda thinking about making this blog a multimuse, just so all my blogs feel a little bit more organized. Thoughts?

[jericholeader]

Normalize rpers following each other to enjoy each others writing and headcanons. Normalize interacting in a, 'you are cool and this thing you write is too!' without the stigma of, if you follow another role player your muses must interact to enjoy each other on the dash. Of course we enjoy writing - that is why we are here - but I do also enjoy my fellow rpers and their content even if we aren't.

[allsystemsblue]

Yasmine Wüster