as you can tell i’ve been really spotty lately, and a lot of it has had to do with entirely personal things. i did a lot of soul searching and self discovery these past few months, and i’ve reconsidered a lot about myself.
first of all, i came out ( part two ), and have discovered a sexuality that feels more fitting. pansexual. i’m still a big gay meme, ten thousand percent of the time, but this just makes more sense as to who i am. i like people. they’re great.
and, through that realization, i’ve been having a lot more of a private and social life. and i’m honestly really enjoying myself. i’m working a lot, yes, but when i’m not at work, i’m usually with friends. new friends that actually want to spend time with me and treat me well, as opposed to the friends i’ve often talked about on this blog. ( and this, of course, pertains to real life situations, as my internet friends are still close to my heart and still in immediate contact with me pretty much always bc i’m The Worst. )
writing, in general, has taken a bit of a back seat to all of this madness. and i do miss it, but i don’t have the strong pull towards it like i used to. i don’t feel the sense of urgency and anxiety when i’m not online, which is a good thing, but also a sad thing in a way. because i don’t want to leave this community and this place and this blog behind.
so i’m not going to. my activity will still be infrequent, and as of right now, jess will be put on a HIATUS. however, this isn’t permanent, and this isn’t goodbye.
anyone who wants to contact me can do so through skype, or – if i feel comfortable enough – text message. i’ve got a lot of close friends on various forms of social media already, but keeping in touch with as many of you as i can is something i’m 100% willing and eager to do.
thank you for bearing with me, everyone. it means a lot to me. ♥
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