Days clean: 0

possible trigger warning! nothing is mine unless stated otherwise.

[intriguing-catastrophe]

“Again, I hope I’m the only one. Again, it wasn’t true”

— myself (via yuukioo)

[intriguing-catastrophe]

And here i am almost ten years later still feeling the same..

[midnightsadboy]

it hurts because i am trying my hardest but i am still not good enough for anyone or anything

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[unfiltered-s]

I know we won't be together.

Just because you didn't choose me, i won't stop loving you :)

[lunamonchtuna]

cruel how loving someone rewires you permanently.

[lunamonchtuna]

— Ivan Yan (source)

[piecesofapuzzle]

i care i always care that's my problem.

[whendidmythoughtsgocrazy]

I wanna cry till I‘m empty of you.

k.b. // dirty blond - empty of you

[whendidmythoughtsgocrazy]

And if I'm meant to be alone, please take away my desire to be loved.

k.b. // unknown

[strangeexx]

[intriguing-catastrophe]

🥺

[midnightsadboy]

you're scared of losing people but who's scared of losing you?

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[lamepoetrybylame]

I dream about you

More than I'd like to

In my dream, both honesty & truth work so well with you

I think about you

More than I'd like to

In my thoughts, your best friends are understanding & love

I write texts to you & then delete them

One time, the text was like four pages

I know you won't understand me,

I desire for you to understand & learn

I wish the tone of truth could be softer than bitter but truly — truth is a deep cut

I think about you

I dream about you

Hear me with love

Submit to love, respect the man

The way I adorn with love, & care, with life words can not even begin to describe —love comparable to none, something new, something we've never seen ourselves

I dream of you

— lame

[mournfulroses]

Chu Shu-Chen, from a poem titled "Spring Joy," featured in Women Poets of China: an Anthology

[yikilmisduvarlar]

[stonerparty]

[longhairvixen]

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[dailyhalseys]

I'm searching for something that I can't reach

[emberuzumaki]

I’m so tired of holding myself together when all I really want is to fall apart