Abject Solitude
Between crippling social anxiety, non-existent self-esteem, and wide-reaching misanthropy, I don't know if the day will ever come when I actively seek-out a significant other... Like unless my dream partner falls out of the sky and sweeps me off of my feet, I don’t know that I’ll ever be in a place where I feel comfortable seeking someone out. It doesn’t help that society has completely warped our sense of love vs. lust, what love even is, and what a meaningful, lasting relationship even looks like anymore. I get that part of my issues stem from my own preconceived notions and judgements on society, but they exist regardless, and yeah I’ll try to change myself over-time but... reality just hurts some times...











