peri_the_platypus

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[ipledgeminiaturetacosforall]

i hate this house so bad

[loveridden1999]

[angelbloggerqueen]

[strawbewiebaby]

[wiltking]

so you're telling me the fifa world cup is all men? its all men's teams? and so is the superbowl? and all the sports teams that states are known for and make copious amounts of merch for are also men's teams? and only 5 women have ever entered formula one since its inception in 1950 and only two of them were able to compete? and this is normal? its acceptable?

[pinkcottonberry]

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[catiscoolasfrick]

[riacain]

[swagliciousunicornn]

[ipledgeminiaturetacosforall]

unfortunately i keep having days where im so exhausted and i finally fall into a deep enough sleep to dream and right as i get to cuss out my bil i wake up, pls universe let me cuss him out in my dream so i dont cuss him out irl, every day is becoming a struggle, i can only hold my tongue for so long.

i’ve literally dreamt like maybe five times in the past several months and it’s pissing me tf off cause i took pride in the fact i had vivid dreams and remembered all the details and this fucking house is so fucked up i can’t even sleep here, yes my sleep schedule is bad but even when it was good i’d be woken up to screaming children or toys clanging or someone cooking or whatever the fuck. it pisses me tf off that he thinks he has the right to complain about this fucking house, YOU chose it, YOU got first dibs on fucking everything, and you don’t even do a single fucking thing. asking your child to do things for you cause you’re a lazy fat ass who thinks you’re entitled to everyone dropping to their knees fucking get a grip and understand you’re not hot shit and you don’t have any fucking bearing on my life. i’ve lost any and all respect i’ve ever had for him, he helps people for the benefit of making him look good, he speaks horribly TO his wife and about his wife, he fucking calls his wife’s abusive dad just to chat when neither of HIS FUCKING DAUGHTERS EVEN CALL HIM LIKE WTF, he puts himself and then his wife and then his three kids, he works constantly and comes home too tired to be a dad and so they only have the weekends and they go and just blow money they don’t have so his kids will grow up with the false perception i did too, i fear for their kids, i fucking fear for their lives, for the rest of their lives, they’re not socialized, they’re not given proper structure, there’s no discipline and their parents just don’t give a shit so they don’t, and that pisses me tf off, you’re grown ass fucking man fucking act like it, he didn’t even piss me off frl today it’s just every single fucking day before today for the past several months, and i’m fucking sick.

the second we move out of here and he tries to say literally any shit what so ever i’m putting him in his fucking place i am not the one, i was raised by a narcissistic man who thinks he’s an alpha who thinks he’s intimidating, who peaked in highschool, and who is so fucking incompetent the children in my family have laughed at him for years for the stupid shit he says, i am not the fucking one.

thank you for coming to my ted talk i hope this all blows over one day and that i don’t reread this in a year and get even more angry.

karma is a bitch 😇

[ipledgeminiaturetacosforall]

will you still love me when i hit my breaking point and become a raging bitch

[ipledgeminiaturetacosforall]

everything is so unfair, i’ve been so incredibly productive today and no one’s told me good job or nothin, why even be productive 😒

[ipledgeminiaturetacosforall]

every single day i get sad and instead of processing it or talking to someone like a normal person i sob and post on tumblr and then scroll and then be reminded of why im sad and then scroll a different app and be reminded why im sad and then scroll a different app and get reminded of why im sad until i forget and go back to tumblr and be reminded again

[ipledgeminiaturetacosforall]

i think what pisses me off the most about being an aunt is WATCHING your family set your nephews up for failure, knowing they should be doing better by them and they know that and yet they don’t do anything, yelling at your kids only goes so far, the fact YOU don’t care makes your kids not care. i’m getting so sick and fucking tired of having to parent kids that i didn’t have, that don’t respect me or anyone else, that don’t listen, and that couldn’t care less if they get in trouble because there’s no fucking consequences. i feel so fucking horrible just having to sit aside and watch the fact there’s no behavioral growth. you’re supposed to set your kids up for success, you’re supposed to do every single thing you can so that your kids have the best possible life you can give them. it’s really that fucking simple. don’t have fucking kids if you can’t be a fucking parent. like god fucking damn. every single day i figure something new out that i would never ever do to my kids, i will never raise my kids how i was raised and that’s the bottom line.

she talked shit to me a few months ago about how i turned out and blah blah blah okay so do fucking better for your kids cause you’re raising your kids the exact same fucking way as us and if you hate how i turned out so much then make sure your kids never turn out like me. like fuck.

[ipledgeminiaturetacosforall]

i’m so fucking tired, i hate father’s day oh my actual fucking god

[mjshortformcjesus]

holy shit have you evver tried this new substance called album in order

[ipledgeminiaturetacosforall]

father’s day is usually my least favorite holiday, i hate having to be around my family being happy with their dads, i hate having to see how amazing of fathers everyone else gets, or to see my family become parents and be fathers of their own or husbands who are fathers that mine never was. and yet that didn’t even cross my mind once today while spending hours with my family, i think that’s progress, maybe i’m healing, but this alone is proof that it does get better and easier.

happy father’s day to all the daddies out there (an automated text i received from paul mccartney this morning)