Musings of a drifting heart

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Cheers to amazing talent, friendship and the phenomenon that is Harry Potter! Thank you Devarani for the awesome gift! I love it to pieces!! 😍 #potterheadforlife #miniature #boxset #books #friends #talent #birthday #gift Music: original soundtrack from Harry Potter And The Prisoner Of Azkaban (at Srishti School of Art Design and Technology)

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My tiny ray of sunshine on a cloudy day.. Now all I see is rain and grey #joey #love #imissyou

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The Sorting Hat.. #hplettering #sortinghat #gryffindor #red #ravenclaw #black #white #potterhead #queenrowling #love

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The Sorting Hat series.. Part 3 #hplettering #sortinghat #black #white #potterhead #queenrowling #love

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The Sorting Hat series.. Part 1 #hplettering #sortinghat #gryffindor #red #potterhead #queenrowling #love

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Saw this on the Internet and I had to write it down #funny #quotes #calligraphy

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Last one, I promise.. #mebeforeyou #calligraphy #bumblebeetights #whiteink @mrsamclaflin @jojomoyesofficial

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Joey ❤️ #joey #pugportrait #pugsofinstagram #watercolour

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Sepia toned lovin.. Joey is the answer #joey #pugsofinstagram #nofilter #sunlight

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Happy International Women's Day! #calligraphy #flowers #pink #internationalwomensday

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Of light and dark.. Yin and yang.. #blackandwhite #calligraphy #papercut #nofilter

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Patience.. When I have none. 😁 #calligraphy #washitape #mornings

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#calligraphy #nofilter #quotestoliveby

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In honour of Ed Sheeran.. Why? Because it was his birthday this week and also because he won a Grammy! And he deserved it too! #edsheeran #lyrics #calligraphy #sheerios #timeturner

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Getting my geek on! #sherlocked #benedictcumberbatch

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And the world goes blind.. Every minute of every day.. As we slowly forget the principles of nonviolence and truth taught by him. Forgetting the most important reason for our freedom which we so blatantly abuse. As the anger sets in, I try with all my heart to not let it consume me. To rise above hate and see the truth, see reason, not red. #growuppeople #wakeup

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Storm

It pains me to say this but this is the next and quite possibly the last chapter of the story that I shared in the previous post..

He came yesterday, just like I’d imagined he would. He told us he’s getting married next month, just like I’d never in my wildest dreams thought he would. This is what I get for day dreaming I guess. A whole lot of heartbreak. My friends wonder why this is affecting me so much.. some even say I’m seeing much more than there is here. Was. But they didn’t meet him. They didn’t look into his eyes as they gazed into mine, seeking assurance, approval, something. I can’t describe it. I just know that when he was looking at me, for those few seconds I was the most important person in the room. Even yesterday, while he was telling us about the wedding plans and other things, he’d look at me after every joke, ever comment, as if asking ‘that was funny, right? that was good, yeah?’ and that is the look that broke my heart. And when I congratulated him as he was about to leave, I think he noticed something because he froze and just stared at me a second longer than was right. And then he was gone and now I’m a mess, hoping, wishing, praying that by some stroke of magic he realises what he’s doing is unnecessary and wrong. This is not how its supposed to be. Does it make me a horrible person to wish that his reality turn out differently from what he’s walking towards? To wish that he realise how much better it could be for him? I wish that this doesn’t happen and soon he realises that he is destined for better in love as he is in life.