She Sits Alone, Staring At The Deepest Blue Sea

Poetry and quotes for people like me. People who feel lost, who are just trying to find the happy again.

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So many moments, so many people, are put in front of us purely to teach us something. These lessons hurt. Because how can you have anything good without fully understanding the bad? How can you truly love without truly hating? One cant exist without the other. Or rather, one can't be appreciated without the other. People are manipulative by nature, the best way to combat this is to be real, genuine, honest, and upfront. You will always encounter people who want to ruin you to make themselves feel better and they don't even know their doing it. Don't take these moments personally. Remind yourself your being taught something. Keep being yourself, keep being genuine, you will get everything you deserve.

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The person who broke you, cant put you back together. Sleep dear, he's no longer worth it. Your pain, your struggle, your effort, your love. He's not worth it.

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Nobody knows. You have to take care of yourself. I'm not even sure it's that people don't know, it feels like people just can't. When nobody is caring for themselves they can't care for others, they don't know how. We want what we want, and break when we don't have it.

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When you can't own up to what you did, how can you ever expect it to get better? Crazy ex girlfriend is a term thrown around too much. There's two sides to every story. There's pain behind actions. People change their behavior based on what has happened to them. If she's acting crazy or made to appear crazy, there's always a reason, there's always something that drove her to that. Being unheard for so long makes anyone crazy.

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Only after do you notice. Only after does it all become so clear. You shut others out because you've been hurt so much. You care too much and no one cares enough to give it back. Your always searching for someone who appreciates what you give. You settle for people who don't really because you believe you'll never find it. I know because I feel the same.

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His love feels like hate. Being alone hurts so badly, but nothing hurts more then being with someone and always feeling alone anyway. You deserve more. We've been conditioned to think loving ourselves first is wrong. Ive fallen victim of that way of thinking myself. And it's time, on nights like this, to realize what you deserve.

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That girl...

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No hero needed. I just want to trust someone again. With my thoughts, my secrets, my body, my soul. A partner to walk through this unforgiving world with. To walk hand in hand, not in front or behind me, with me. I think that's all anyone really wants.

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It's deadly. Deadly because my brain gets tired, wrapped up, hopeful, or hopeless, depending on what comes up in my mind. Everyone is victim to overthinking. Everyone. So I put it away. Lock those thoughts deep inside to think about another day. It's just easier that way.

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My biggest fear, is you'll end up being nothing. Everything I've worked for, shared, sacrificed and hurt, will mean nothing. You'll walk away and I'll be alone again. Nothing has ever scared me more then losing you. I never thought I'd find you. I'm willing to let go of the ways this won't work, if it means I get to keep you around.

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I nearly lost my damn mind. Lost in you. In your chaos, in your potential. The heart leads us to dangerous places. There's nowhere I'd rather be then on the line between losing my mind, or losing you.

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It hurts like hell. But this fire makes us who we are. It pushes us to do right for and by ourselves. We all feel the flames. Enjoy the sensation, it means your alive.

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Tell me your truth. I want to be here for you. I know how it feels to struggle alone, overthink, destroy myself. I understand you. I'm here for you. Because I know how you feel. Im in the same place

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A hopeful ending. It hurts. But you've gained an opportunity to be loved the way your soul needs. Knowing when to walk away is the hardest thing in the world. But there's hope in it. Don't forget that.

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I always try my best to be the person that is around after the party. There for you on your dark days. When you want to be alone, but not really. You want someone to notice. To help. You just don't know how to ask. I want to be that support. Because I hope someday someone can do it for me

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Pain in leaving, joy in being okay.

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We searched together. Trudged through the mud and sand. No one said it would be easy. But I think you saw the same demons in me, that I see in you