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Life has been better since I've been medicated. I'm getting discharged tomorrow and I have met some interesting and good people. Even made some friends. I've been happier despite the occasional annoyances with normal things in daily life. Therapy has gone better each time and I'm getting the help I needed for so long.

#mental health

booksquoteslife

#trauma #triggers #pain

My medication have been a different experience but a good one. What has not been a good experience is learning what has been going on at home since I've been committed.

Apparently, my best friend's husband has fallen back on some old habits. He's been grumpy and mean lately, making my best friend feel insecure. He ignores everyone. And he's telling stories that sound fake again. A lot of this stopped four or five months ago when I first moved in.

It makes me angry because I know he's pulling a lot of this lately because I'm not home to deal with it. He doesn't pull it with me and that makes everyone feel like he doesn't respect my best friend and it angers me he does this.

#life #relationships #friendships #anger

primulaceas

Warsan Shire, “Conversations About Home” from Teaching My Mother How To Give Birth

#dissociation #trauma

amortizing

“Don’t allow your wounds to turn you into a person you are not.”

—

hirxeth

Gone Girl (2014) dir. David Fincher

#gone girl

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Favorite Marvel scenes: (6/?)

“You’re right. I’m only human.” Captain Marvel (2019)

#captain marvel #marvel

I tried to give back my best friend's husband's hoodie back to him when they came to visit yesterday and he looked at me and said "I will get that hoodie back from you eventually but I want you to keep it because it seems to keep you calm and I know how much you like wearing it."

Their visit made my day. And that comment made me feel better.

#happiness