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things I will never get mad at you for:

- asking if I’m mad or upset with you - saying sorry a lot - asking me to do something a different way for your comfort - being uncomfortable with physical contact in any way - asking me to type in a different style or not use caps - needing to take a break from talking to me so that you can recharge - asking me not to interact with a person that has hurt you before

no matter the reason (mentall illness, trauma, etc.) and if anyone is mean to you for anything you can’t control, they aren’t worth it, trust me

during finals week

friend: hey

me: the most important united states supreme court case was marbury v. madison because it established judicial review

burgertv

wow the new jurassic world looks so good

timestables

jonasgoonface

night in the woods is a gooooood motherfuckin game. class struggle, good pals, cultshit, punkshit. oh man.

#!!!#nitw #m #fave

apeulo

if you are reading this, something good will happen to you very soon, don’t give up

trenchgun

john karkat is entering kindergarten this fall

officialpossumsprings

gregg stands on tables to feel tall

#met he fuck too #nitw

threehairs-deactivated20171006

the worst flood since 1998

#Wholesome #nitw #fave

desactivedart

garabatos !!

#pure #nitw #cc

thelegendofmrrager

me: ah, i’m glad i’m finally over that obsession i had awhile back

my brain: *kicks door down* buddy you’re not gonna believe this

cosmicblushes-moved-deactivated

bad times with adhd:

cant read

can read, but cant comprehend what ur reading

boredom more like Time To Suffer

rsd

u wanna watch a video thats any amount of time??? thats too long, even if the video is like 10 seconds

becoming too aware of how things feel or how u do certain things or just regular bodily functions like breathing or blinking

staying up until 4 AM or later for no reason aside from adhd said so

that sinking feeling when u realized uve spaced out for most of a conversation and u feel too bad abt doing it to ask the person to repeat what they said

overstimulation

meltdowns

when u have the motivation to get shit done, but executive dysfunction is like “lmfao nope”

trying to get certain stuff done and ur managing ok, but u still get distracted on occasion and u scold urself every time u do but u cant stop urself from doing it

the antsy anxiousness that comes with being confined to doing smth for too long

“i hope i remember this” u didnt remember it

outbursts which cause u to snap at ppl and then u feel bad but u couldnt help it

no volume control so ur constantly told to stop yelling but u cant make ur voice quieter

*someone explains instructions and its a rather simple thing* “ok got it” u dont got it

getting irrationally irritated over the smallest shit but u cant help it everything is just So Frustrating

“u know what i think im having a good day” and then mood swing that makes u either Super Sad or Super Mad for no reason

having what ur gonna say right in ur head but somehow u still space out in the middle of talking and forget what u wanted to say

forgetting why u were upset but still feeling upset

the sinking feeling of remembering why u were upset and now ur even more upset

when rsd is being extremely irrational and u know its bullshit but u dont have the energy to fight it so u just sit there in sadness

when rsd makes u self conscious abt stimming in public

having absolutely no time perception at all. what even is time ive never heard of that in my life

needing to get smth done and u manage to focus, but ur focusing on the wrong thing

overanalyzing past stuff thats happened and realizing other shit u couldve said that wouldve helped the situation and damn why didnt u think of that when u were in the situation

this is long i should stop now

carrionthrash-deactivated201904

honestly i’m firmly of the opinion people should be allowed to do whatever they want as long as they’re having harmless fun but then ppl on here start making president andrew jackson kin moodboards and i’m like.. u guys are really testing me on this one huh

queerlyexhausted

Something horrible is happening on youtube

I’m going to preface this post with a content warning. This post is about child abuse. The video I’m going to link includes actually video footage of child abuse. It is one of the most upsetting videos I have ever watched. My post includes in depth descriptions of child abuse.

This morning I watched a Youtube video discussing and highlighting what is happening on another Youtube channel. If you have the stomach for it, I’d suggest watching the video because Phillip DeFranco does a much better job of summarizing the situation than I can.

For those of you who can’t watch, I’ll give you a very brief rundown.

The Youtube channel DaddyOfFive is a combination family vlog and prank channel. In a recent video, the parents pull a prank where they pour invisible ink on one of the kid’s floors and then make him think that they believe he poured ink all over the floor. They scream and swear at this little boy, shouting things like “What the fuck did you do?” while the boy cries and cowers, looking genuinely terrified. Even the best child actors could not pull off looking as genuinely devastated as this child does.

As DeFranco highlights in his video, although all the children are pranked, it seems that this one child (Cody) takes the brunt of the cruelty. In many videos he is seen being hit, kicked, pushed, and pinned down by his older siblings. In one video his father pushes him face first into a book case. In one video Cody begs his family to stop, saying that he’s tired of this. In another video his parents scream at him and tell him he’s the only one in the family who can’t “take a joke”.

In response to some of the flak they have been getting, the parents uploaded a video about “Blocking All The Haters”. They goad the children into saying on camera that they aren’t being abused. Now keep in mind, the kids have been told that all the “Cool stuff” they have been getting is because of the Youtube channel. They know that if the pranks stop, the cool stuff goes away. Most of the children chime in that they are not being abused. Cody hardly says anything. The oldest boy says, “At least you aren’t beating us”.

What is happening to Cody is child abuse. It is emotional, psychological and physical abuse. It is torture. And the worst part of it all is that it is monetized. The parents are being paid by advertisers to abuse this child under the guise of “It’s just a prank, bro”.

So what can we do?

First of all, we can report the videos on DaddyOfFive’s channel for containing depictions of child abuse. If you decide to help by doing this, please be sure to flag the specific instances of abuse such as Cody being pushed or the parents screaming vulgarities at the children.

Second of all, we can let the companies advertising on this channel know that we won’t be buying anything from a company that sponsors videos of child abuse.

Finally, if anyone knows this family in person, they can make a report to CPS. Now the family is claiming that they’ve already been investigated and “cleared” by CPS, but that’s not how this works. Repeated reports mean repeated investigations. You do not give up and look the other way when a child is being abused just because CPS failed to act the first time. When my neighbors were abusing their children, I had to call CPS every week for over a month before something was done. Don’t give up.

paranoialoser

The biological mother, Rose, of Cody and Emma is trying to gain custody of her children. Here is a link to a gofundme to help in that cause (it also includes an interview with the biological mother) and a link to a petition as well.