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I’m taking a bit of a break.

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#❀┊OUT OF SAKE ( ooc. )#❀┊ACT THE FIRST ( self promo. )

Fear Me

I am the destruction of innocence I am the violence embedded in flesh I am the pain in the bones of the mortal shell the dark heart of the earth

I am Hell

#❀┊ACT THE SECOND ( promo. )#❀┊KAGEOKURI ( queue. )

DARK RP STARTERS

"You'll be fine."

"I'm afraid it's very fatal."

"These test results...don't make any sense."

"How far can your arm go before it breaks?"

"I'll carve your eyes out with a spoon."

"What does (s)he have that I don't?"

"Why did he choose her instead of me?"

"...Why?"

"Make as many stab wounds as you want."

"I am destined as your tool."

"The girl must die."

"The boy must die."

"I want to taste your blood on my lips."

"Where do we go from here?"

"These voices...cease to let me be."

"I...can't stop crying."

"Use me as you will."

"None of it matters now."

"Shadows follow my every step."

"You've gone...completely mad."

"I'm barking mad."

"Winter is coming."

"I could kill you right now."

"You...You're dead!"

"May the lord have mercy on your soul."

"The mental ward let me out early this year."

"Oh how i miss the voices."

"Everyone is equal when they're dead."

"Cancel Christmas."

"Bring me more war."

"I love war."

"I piss on your traditions."

"I hate your heart."

"I hate your soul."

"I promise, you won't feel a thing."

"Bring her to me."

"Bring him to me."

"A few holes in the head give the madness more space."

"I hate everything about you."

"I will abandon you."

"What is that girl up to?"

"I am stretched on your grave."

"Kill me now.."

"If I fall from the grace of God where no murdered ghost can haunt me.."

"You are one in from the plank, don't make me push you."

"I don't care."

"Leave me behind."

"Everything you've told me was a lie!"

"Everything I've told you was a lie!"

"How could you ever think to leave them behind?"

"Someone should nail your feet to the floor."

"My last breath will be your curse."

"He will KILL you."

"She will KILL you."

"I did nothing."

"It was an accident!"

"You've killed your own brother!"

"I want nothing to do with him!"

"How can I possibly trust you?"

"Pathetic."

#❀┊UNFILED PAPERWORK ( memes. )

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{ 闇 } — Was that a moan escaping rose lips as he brushd his own over her neck? Her hands immediately clenched into his clothes. He already started playing. What a traitor — without warning her ahead of time. But she couldn’t keep from arching into his grip and pressing herself tighter on to him. Oh how she longed for him. But she could play it cool for a while longer. Things didn’t have to be rushed. Who knows who might win this little game after all.

„ I am sure. Very sure. ”

She tickled her fingernail along his neck towards his chin; slightly lifting it up to their lips were leveled. The smile on her face grew. That spark in her eyes was hard to hide. It always inflamed anew whenever he was near her. Being one with him wasn’t always easy. In fact it was torture. For the amount of love she wanted to give to him, could never be given. She had to resist so often.

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He immediately knew that he had the upper hand, despite how much she wanted to deny that fact. He might not win the war, but he had won the battle by using the element of surprise. He knew this when her fingers had so intensely curled into the fabric of his clothing, yearning for it to no longer conceal the hidden gems of his body. He knew this because that was exactly how he’d felt about her. They always knew what the other was thinking and it made it hard to bluff, but somehow Shunsui didn’t think that would matter tonight.

When she gave the go ahead, he continued to kiss her neck for a few moments until her ever-demanding fingertip urged him to adjust the placement of his head. More and more his head was lifted until he was staring eye-to-eye with his lover. Things were quiet for the longest time, awkwardly so, until he leaned in and pressed his lips against her own. The gesture was brief, but perfect in its fleeting moments. And then, he leaned in and continued to kiss her as he had started mere moments earlier.

There was no need for wards, no need for recognition, no need for anything of the sort. They both knew the other cared and that was what mattered.

#❀┊ICHIBANTAI ( verse. )#kagecni

destructioniisms

It brought about some kind of small satisfaction at seeing Shunsui frown at something so minuscule, and for a moment Pantera had thought that perhaps she had UPSET him – a PLEASANT thought indeed. But of course, he just had to ruin THAT for her as well.

Irritation toward the man would dissipate as he spoke up, surprising her once again by EASILY admitting to missing her. Admitting it aloud would never even cross her mind, but it was flattering in it’s own way to know that he’d missed her after their time apart.

Flattering yes, but EMBARRASSING at the same time. And if there was one thing that Pantera wasn’t great at DEALING with – it was embarrassment.

“And YOU have a strange way of showing that you missed ME.” She’d say with a scowl on her face. “I’d at least expect an APOLOGY from you for being gone for so long.”

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“Is that so?” He inquired, singular left brow lifting at her question. This game of language the two had bouncing back and forth was beginning to become tiresome to Shunsui. He enjoyed games, but when he was constantly made to be the bad guy it almost hurt him to think about. With a slight sigh, he extended the saucer toward her and placed it on the table. Without hesitation, he downed his own almost instantly. “You know, hiding your feelings isn’t healthy.”

Shunsui was certain she felt for him. He didn’t know why she was so... hell bent and determined to deny it, but she must’ve had a reason. Knowing her upbringing as a creation of an arrancar’s had to have something to do with it. He didn’t know why else she would be so cold; so callous, especially when all he tried to do was care about her.

Nonetheless, he would drop the conversation completely. He filled his saucer again and then glanced toward her before speaking once more. “What kind of mischief have you gotten into since I was away?”

#❀┊ICHIBANTAI ( verse. )#destructioniisms

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THIS IS STRANGE. the Lion of the 11th hasn’t stepped foot outside of her division in earnest, in truth, for centuries – to stand anywhere else made her an odd one out, as she so very was, standing in the courtyard of the 8th. willowy, tattooed, t a l l thing that she was – xaoli was the honest antithesis to the young women passing her by ( slender, petite, pretty – she was nothing like them in any way besides beauty ). you can SMELL on her skin where she’s from – can smell years of blood & bruises on her skin, and although her arm no longer holds the lieutenant badge of the 11th, she still doesn’t quite know how to stand anywhere else.

and so she simply stands. right where she is, tall, golden thing watching as the captain approaches her. she knows who he is ( she knows every captain by name ) but she had never, until now, been a very SOCIAL creature, and so many don’t know her. her spine straightens just a tad, eyeing him respectfully before bowing her head in response.

“ The pleasure is mine, Captain Kyoraku. My name is Xaoli Zhu. ” her voice has a g r a v e l tone laced through her words even after a few years of healing ( her neck still aches… ) – golden eyes flicker open as she straightens, hands in the folds of her hakama as she gives him the smallest smile. she doesn’t mean to look so JARRINGLY out of place – she really just has … no idea what to do with herself. forgive her.

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She definitely was a strange-looking one to be placed in the eighth division, but Shunsui was never much on judging someone based on their appearance. Instead, he tended to flock toward those who looked intriguing which is exactly how he would describe Xaoli. She was beautiful, that much was for certain and Shunsui always loved having beautiful women to gawk at. He had a feeling she would fit in just perfectly there but the one thing he was cautious of was whether or not the tendencies of the eleventh division would dissipate or if she would always be looking for a fight.

He took a few steps toward her, arms snaking their way out of his shihakusho’s sleeves before he adjusted the sakkat that sat so firmly atop his head. Knowing how it can be to be new to a division, Shunsui trusted that she would be shy or potentially awkward, but he would do everything in his power to flesh her out of that shell eventually. In any case, his warming smile slowly fleshed across his face and he extended a hand to take hold of her’s as any gentleman would. Mere moments later, he had lifted the arm and pressed his lips into the skin of her palm; unbecoming of a captain, but Shunsui was no ordinary captain.

“That’s a beautiful name, Xaoli-chan -- Almost as beautiful as you are.”

Never one to waste time, Shunsui had already began flirting with her as he had done with so many other women in his division before. He only hoped he didn’t get a face full of fist as he often did with his own lieutenant. It was strange, but he always had a thing for those who didn’t like to show their true feelings and instead inflicted pain on those he cared about. Maybe, just maybe, Xaoli would be different, but he had a feeling that she wasn’t...

#❀┊HACHIBANTAI ( verse. )#xaoli

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{ 闇 } — Feeling his touch was always a rare thing and she sighed internally that it only just happened whenever she found a way to cockily reply to him, tease him or even insult him. She had long forgotten how to word things lovelier because whenever she used to it was that exact man who rejected her feelings. Making him feel hated made him open up to her a little more every now and then. In case of emergency he knew he could awlays rely on her. She would never let him down. She would fight for and with him. Till the very end. That was her duty. She only existed with him. But she couldn’t without him.

Her arms that were tightly cross and pressed to her bosom relaxed as his arm embraced her. She tried not to let him feel she gave in immediately. She was vulnerable and so easily pleased if it was just his touch, his closeness, his scent and his voice close to her ear. She didn’t want more. But sometimes though she did and it was those days when she wouldn’t react to his calls and just spend time in her world, shielded from everything else. As his voice brushed her ears she closed her eyes. An eyebrow still twitched. A man’s pride? What had his pride to do with both of them? Wasn’t it rather his heart that ached? Ohana turnd her head. Eyes searching his. Long lashes moving with the wind and rosé lips parting slightly.

“ Stop whining old man! It is unbearable! ”

Voice softer than usual. She lost herself in his eyes and it was hard to keep composure up when it had been so long since she last saw his eyes that closely. What beautiful grey hues. And even though he lost an eye, Ohana was able to see both. She saw everything. At first she started of as a full entity of his own mind before developing her own. Only existing through the man’s existence was what kept them together. Thinking, feeling and loving had long stopped being an entity. Ohana felt for herself, loved for herself. She was just not a spirit any longer. She was an own individuum. A self-thinking person. Cursed are the laws that disallow spirits and souls to love each other.

Pain started to develop inside of her and though she wished to continue drowning in this man’s eyes, she turned her head away. Not saying a word, her eyes lowered in sadness as she unfolded her arms to put her hand on his knee. “ It is getting late, you foolish man! ”

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Shunsui knew he needed to change the ay that he treated Ohana. He knew that only opening up to her when she used some kind of inflammatory language wasn’t the right thing to do, but it was all he’d ever done. He was never one for just opening up to people because he had always cared more about other people being happy than himself. He could always fake happiness and no one other than Ohana would be the wiser. That was how he had always done things and he didn’t know anything else. In reality, the relationship between Shunsui and his sword spirit was much more difficult than many of the others. She was ever-evolving, ever-changing and she had become something more than just a fragment of Shunsui’s own being. Much like she couldn’t do anything without him, he couldn’t do anything without her.

His dull grey eye basked in her appearance especially as she lamented and gave into the embrace. His arm supported her weight in such a fashion to actually hoist her off of the ground and into his lap so that he could hold her. Soon enough, his head found itself buried in her neck as if they were some grotesque, two-headed being. Much like things of that nature, the only desire was to fit in, to become part of the pack, but it was always difficult. Shunsui’s life as a noble hadn’t made things any easier, but the one person who had always been there for him was still there even now. His lovely Ohana was still by his side, even after a thousand years. As far as he was concerned, she was his pride and his heart did ache because of his pride.

“I’m sorry, Ohana... I tend to always get like this around you.”

His voice was equally soft, and held an air of love about it as he spoke. Without saying another word, he leaned down and pressed his lips into the exposed skin of her neck. His hands settled and held onto her waist because he never wanted to let her go. He only wanted to hold her for the rest of time and though he knew that was impossible, he would do it for as long as she would let him. His lips continued to press into her skin, time and time again while he waited for her to speak up and say something or scold him. After a few moments, he pulled back and only the feeling of his facial scruff could be felt. All was still and silent. It was almost ... tranquil, for once.

#❀┊ICHIBANTAI ( verse. )#kagecni

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#❀┊NEVER DOUBT I LOVE ( aesthetic. )

Queued some things for tomorrow.

Gonna add some more to it later, but for now I’m going to watch Raw, make some icons, and spend time on my other account. If you’d like it, let me know.

After Raw, I’m spending time with my RL friends so don’t expect much tonight.

I love you all. ♥

#❀┊OUT OF SAKE ( ooc. )

[ irconi ] Slow dancing was a real treat for Rangiku, especially when it was done with Shunsui. The heat of his body against her as he held her close as they swayed around the room had her smiling, her cheek pressed against his chest. Humming a quiet melody, the woman allowed herself to bask in this precious moment. "....I love dancing with you, it's oddly soothing."

It had been such a long time since Shunsui actually took the time to dance with a significant other. It was almost as if he were a boy going to his first dance again, but something about being in Rangiku’s presence was enough to quell all of those nervous feelings and for that he was thankful. As the music began to play, his arms curled around her and he led as if he had led the dance a hundred thousand times before.

“You’re such a good partner, maybe we should do this more often.”

#sorry it took so long!!!#click the link btw #rmatsx #❀┊FILED PAPERWORK ( answered. )

shows up with a keg he brought back from the human world.

“You certainly know how to get my attention, Kenpachi-san.”

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"What on earth are you doing? Don't step on the flowers--watch where you're going!"

“Oh my, I didn’t see those there...”

Shunsui wasn’t the type of person to take notice of everything going on around him. He’d been lost in thought and just so happened to walk over into Iruka’s prized flower bed. He quickly stepped off of them and lifted a hand to scratch at the back of his head nervously.

“Tell you what... Let me treat you to a drink to make up for it. I feel absolutely awful about this.”

#irukas #❀┊FILED PAPERWORK ( answered. )