Irons

Things that pique the interest of my 27/M self, astound and/or turn me on. Nsfw

[destroymylife]

[iron-star6]

I am the island, hear me

My shores are here for you to sleep

My trees are here to cover you

To protect you from rain and sleet

I can make all kinds of things

For you to take without the strings

I am the island hear me

[Chorus]

But there's a tremor in me

(It's just underneath)

(It's just underneath)

I feel a tremor in me

(I want a release)

(I want a release)

There is a tremor in me

(It's just underneath)

(It's just underneath)

I feel a tremor in me

(I want a release)

(I want a release)

[Verse]

A collection of creatures

Beautiful, monstrous features

All of them here in servitude

With gratitude, you can be sure

I have placed all of them here

For you to love, no need to fear

I am the island you need

[Chorus x2}

But there's a tremor in me

(It's just underneath)

(It's just underneath)

I feel a tremor in me

(I want a release)

(I want a release)

There is a tremor in me

(It's just underneath)

(It's just underneath)

I feel a tremor in me

(I want a release)

(I want a release)

https://open.spotify.com/track/0LJMthvrAyPnwSMmACTKBN?si=Jia6PEWtT7-Y8wnwQZjfVw

[godlyyandere]

I’m so sick of people pretending to be a mental health advocate until you see the “ugly symptoms”. Y’all want to normalise talking about mental health until depressed people talk about how they haven’t showered or brushed their teeth or cleaned their room in over a month. Y’all want to talk about bpd until our intrusive thoughts are mentioned because people with bpd can and do have toxic symptoms just like any other disorder. Y’all want to be there for anxious people until they have a panic attack over things you deem as simple such as ordering food on their own. Y’all support people with ptsd until they share an uncommon trigger and then they’re being overdramatic and dumb. You support schizophrenics until they’re having an episode and can’t tell what’s real or fake. You support mental illness until it comes to did, npd, aspd, bpd, hpd, etc. You advocate for mental health until it no longer is convenient for you. Fuck all of you who pretend to give a shit. Fuck all of you, even if you’re mentally ill yourself, who shame people for opening up and talking about the ugly symptoms of a disorder. Fuck all of you who make mentally ill people feel like they need to bottle up their thoughts and emotions because YOU don’t like it. For anyone struggling with ugly symptoms: it’s okay to talk about it. It’s okay to struggle. I’m here for you. I love you. You’ve made it through every day and you can still keep getting through this. Life is tough but so are you and even if you don’t feel strong, I’m here if you need some support because no one should be alone with their mental health.

[recaption]

[recaption]

[compulsive]

[kalories1-deactivated20140523]

[brooklyn-bridge]

that’s all I’ve ever wanted

[extramadness]

[lifeafterpsychiatry]

How do you feel with fears that someone you love is going to lose interest in you or secretly dislikes you even though they reassure you a lot that isn't true? Everyone says your gut is always right and my gut tells me one thing even though I'm always reassured it isn't true.

Your gut isn't necessarily right if your gut is biased due to mental illness, trauma or low self worth. In those cases it makes more sense to look at people's actual behavior towards you and trust that. So if this person acts like they care, odds are that they probably do.

[lost-24-7]

[angryfunblaze]

Everyone wants to be happy, but there are certain stubborn behaviors that we all have that can get in the way of our happiness.

[artintheages]

[ashypinky]

yes.

[into-the-weeds]

[Ring the bells that still can ring. Forget your perfect offering. There is a crack in everything. That’s how the light gets in.

–Leonard Cohen]

[treygotguap]

[tonysopranobignaturals-deactiva]

[tenttle]

[lucentkat]

[geminiagent]

[sappedsoliloquist]

you guys are missing the best fucking part

[world-heritage-posts]

world heritage post

[orquidia]

jupiter and saturn are gfs and today they finally are together

[heronb]

ok not to be adhd on main but if you even JOKINGLY make fun of me for my interests thats it. i wont ever be able to trust you again because im positive youre constantly judging me and making fun of me behind my back. thats just the way it is!!

[heronb]

to all the people vaguing people in the tags: get better friends

[heronb]

it ABSOLUTELY is, adhd and autistic experiences overlap so so much and i have both so this post is solidarity

[quinintheclouds]

If I may add, as an ADHD person if you insult (even jokingly) something I enjoy, I will no longer enjoy that thing as much. Every time I watch that show you called cringe I remember that you did that. You said the writing was unfunny, so now I don’t laugh at the jokes as much, even alone, and I feel like I shouldn’t enjoy it anymore if it’s bad. (And then I also believe you think I’m unfunny and my sense of humor is just bad) So I have to rationalize “Ok I know this part is awkward but I like it a little sometimes” in my head to justify my enjoyment, and that just makes the whole experience less fun. I’ll never express strong interest in something around you again. 

Sharing hyperfixations is a VULNERABLE act of trust, and if it goes badly, we just go right back to being ashamed of being happy.

[thatsmycigarbutyoucanborrowit-d]

WAIT SO THIS ISNT NORMAL??????????? I THOUGH EVERYONE HAD THAT.

[cry-like-a-ghost]