ferrum

indpendent private su gem oc by drayce

[lenoreacedia]

[phantomemes]

sentences from the youtube series  ,  buzzfeed unsolved .  primarily taken from season 5′s supernatural investigations .

“ it doesn’t matter because you’re dead ”

“ it’s not impressive  ,  no one’s impressed ”

“ the spot of your death is now a lovely gift shop ”

“ as god as my witness  ,  he snapped him in half ”

“ i seriously want you to throw something right at my face ”

“ you can live in the cave ”

“ i’m a big fan of your name ”

“ the fact that you steal  ,  that’s really funny to me ”

“ that’s the greatest thing to steal  :  a man’s joy ”

“ because i’m a masochist ”

“ i’m going to regret this ”

“ i’ve lost the ability to feel ”

“ they’re gonna fucking murder you ”

“ the way you shushed me was quite rude ”

“ cowards  ,  all of you ”

“ i’m strange and off putting ”

“ i should not feel confident in the face of any man ”

“ here you are  ,  smiling in the face of the devil ”

“ i hate bats ”

“ bats sometimes carry rabies and that’s a thing i’m afraid of ”

“ not today devil birds  ,  not today ”

“ i think i’m blacking out right now ”

“ i don’t think i’m going to remember this moment ”

“ i think i’m gonna cry ”

“ i keep forgetting there’s ghosts in here ”

“ if you know me and my debilitating fear of bears  ,  this is my worst nightmare ”

“ i’m standing on an altar alone ”

“ maybe you’ll wake up in the middle of the night and eat your cat ”

“ i’m so glad that’s over let’s go eat taco bell ”

“ were you making horse noises ? ”

“ in case any of you needed a reminder this place is a twisting nightmare ”

“ there’s a good chance i’m gonna fart in here ”

“ well this is horrifying ”

“ let’s do each other a favor and not show ourselves to each other ”

“ if you could do me a big solid and not do anything that would be sublime ”

“ this is just as horrifying as i thought it would be ”

“ you talk to hide from the silence ”

“ do i look like the kind of man who could give advice ? ”

“ several bad choices have lead me to this moment ”

“ let’s play look at the ceiling tiles !  1 , 2 , 3 , 4 … ”

“ i just wanna know if you think they have belly buttons ”

“ i did meet some of the most insufferable people but they also met me ”

“ if it sounds like a duck and walks like a duck ”

[ironbore]

@hiskniight said “   growing   up   means   adapting  .   ”

“Growing up?”  He thinks someone mentioned that before.  Either Steven or the human who complained about his short hair.  It’s a human thing.  Gems don’t grow unless they’re shapeshifting.  “What do you mean?”

[broadwaybound2016]

I have a legitimate fear that I am unlovable.

[ironbore]

Hematite       

 ind. private.  su gem oc. c1. c2.                     

[leememes]

FROZEN   II   OST   SENTENCE   STARTERS  .

“   this   will   all   make   sense   when   we   are   older  .   ” “   one   day ,   when   we’re   old   and   wise ,   we’ll   look   back   and   realise   that   these   were   all   completely   normal   events  !   ” “   we’ll   have   all   the   answers   when   we’re   older  …   like   why   we’re   in   this   dark   and   creepy   [  LOCATION  ]  .   ” “   in   a   couple   years ,   these   will   seem   like   childish   fears  !   ” “   this   isn’t   bad ,   it’s   good  !   ” “   growing   up   means   adapting  .   ” “   when   i’m   more   mature ,   i’ll   feel   totally   secure  …   being   watched   by   something  …   with   a   creepy ,   creepy   face   —   ?!   ” “   [   TERRIFIED   SCREAMING   ]   ” “   there’s   no   need   to   be   terrified   or   tense  !   ” “   when   you’re   older ,   absolutely   everything   will   make   sense  .   ” “   i   follow   you   around  .   i   always   have  .   ” “   i   don’t   know   anymore   what   is   true  .   ” “   i’m   all   alone  .   ” “   i   won’t   look   too   far   ahead ;   it’s   too   much   for   me   to   take  .   ” “   it’s   clear   that   nothing   will   ever   be   the   same   again  .   ” “   you   are   lost  .   hope   is   gone  .   but   you   must   go   on  .   ” “   people   will   beat   you   and   curse   you   and   cheat   you  !   every   one   of   them’s   bad  …   except   you  .   ” “   every   inch   of   me   is   trembling  .   ” “   something   is   familiar  …   ” “   i   can   sense   you   there  .   ” “   it   feels   like   i   am   home  .   ” “   you   have   secrets   too  .   ” “   you   don’t   have   to   hide  …   ” “   show   yourself  .   ” “   i’ve   been   dying   to   meet   you  .   ” “   are   you   the   one   i’ve   been   looking   for   all   of   my   life  ?   ” “   i’ve   never   felt   so   certain  .   ” “   all   my   life   i’ve   been   torn  .   ” “   i   have   always   been   so   different  .   ” “   i’m   no   longer   trembling  !   ” “   you   are   the   answer   i’ve   waited   for   all   of   my   life  .   ” “   come   to   me ,   now  .   ” “   don’t   make   me   wait   one   moment   more  !   ” “   come ,   my   darling  .   ” “   step   into   your   power  .   ” “   i’m   always   left   behind ,   wondering   if   i   should   follow  …   ” “   is   this   what   it   feels   like   to   be   growing   apart  ?   ” “   when   did   i   become   the   one   who’s   always   chasing   your   heart  ?   ” “   i’ll   wait   for   a   sign   that   i’m   your   path  …   ‘cause   you   are   mine  .   ” “   some   things   never   change  .   ” “   some   things   never   change ,   like   the   feel   of   your   hand   in   mine  !   ” “   some   things   stay   the   same  —   like   how   we   get   along   just   fine  !   ” “   some   things   never   change  …   like   how   i’m   holding   on   tight   to   you  .   ” “   i’m   really   bad   at   planning   these   things   out  .   ” “   maybe   you   should   leave   all   the   romantic   stuff   to   me  .   ” “   some   things   never   change ,   like   the   love   that   i   feel   for   you  .   ” “   but   if   i   commit ,   and   i   go   for   it ,   i’ll   know   what   to   say   and   do  !   ” “   is   something   coming  ?   ” “   i’m   not   sure   i   want   things   to   change   at   all  .   ” “   you   turn   around   and   the   time   has   flown  .   ” “   some   look   for   trouble ,   while   others   don’t  .   ” “   i’ve   had   my   adventure  .   i   don’t   need   something   new  .   ” “   there’s   part   of   me   that   longs   to   go   into   the   unknown  .   ” “   what   do   you   want  ?   ” “   every   day’s   a   little   harder  .   ” “   can   you   show   me  ?   ”

[ironbore]

yea I vanished n lost followers sorry

[ironbore]

guess who forgot their login

[ironbore]

  y’all where can I catch up on suf?

[rohie-deactivated20191102]

here comes the memory i thought i had successfully suppressed

[ironbore]

outofthisgxlaxy‌:

@ironbore​ liked for a Greg starter

“I’m sorry to disappoint you, but I haven’t seen Steven around recently,” he said. Maybe it was bad to assume that Hematite was looking for his son. However, he wasn’t sure what else he’d come to him about.

  “I’m not actually looking for Steven.”  He wasn’t exactly the small half diamond’s biggest fan.  His full human father was hopefully more useful with his enquiry.  “I was hoping you could help explain...family.  Pearl sent me to you.”

[ironbore]

wasdiamond‌:

❛ But I am a diamond, that means I took a toll on everyone too. Everything before the war hurt others, as did everything during and after. If I had never left, plenty of good things would have never happened. But, a lot of terrible things could have been avoided had I simply conformed to the norm. Things are different now, Steven changed things forever. Still, though, that does not mean all the pain just goes away. ❜  

  “Everyone keeps acting like it should just go away.  That since things are different now, everything should be fine.  I haven’t felt fine in thousands of years.  Your fellow diamonds...ruined everything.  They destroyed planets...White-White hurt me.  She hurt you.”

[ironbore]

  He’s sitting on the beach using a katar to pry open shells.  

[ironbore]

wasdiamond‌:

Regardless of her intention, the rebel still managed to do what she was trying to avoid. In an attempt to make things better for all, she hurt some. It was something she simply couldn’t run away from, no matter how hard she tried. ❛ I wish I had done things differently, truthfully speaking. The war took a toll on everyone and we lost so many good gems over the years. I wish I had been able to do more with less pain. ❜

  “The diamonds took a toll on everyone.”  She would know.  She’d tried to fix some things.  Ultimately nothing had changed, not really.  Earth still hurt, gems were still lost.  Hematite didn’t remember if he’d actually been on the ground during the rebellion.  The time after her supposed shattering was little more than a blur.  “Maybe if you never left...things could be different.  Steven says things are different now.”

[risentochallenge]

*wants to interact with all the cool people on my dash but afraid to bother them*

[musingmeme-blog]

beep beep how’s my portrayal ?

[ironbore]

me thinking of an au where hem got yeeted at pink cause he broke/got the crack during a polishing like the youngest diamond can have the broken gem and pink had to deal with one traumatized fool n that’s how he accidentally joins the crystal gems.