NEGAN JR.

JOHN-ROSS NELSON SON OF NEGAN An original character based in The Walking Dead universe. Please read information and rules before interacting with him. WRITTEN BY HOPE EST. APRIL 2018 TRACKING: IRONEDSON

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sexuality: that scene in phantom of the opera when the phantom belts out 'u will curse the day u did not do all that the phantom asked of u'

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Emmerdale Weekly Recap // Week 21

Best Chemistry of the week: Ross and Debbie // something between us.

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‘i die everyday when i wake up in pain. when i don’t see myself in the mirror anymore’ I HATE EVERYTHING GOODBYE

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“the last of us” inspired sentence starters

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change pronouns/ect if necessary

“we need help.”

“you’re gonna be okay.”

“believe in the fireflies.”

“got enough ration cards to last us a few months.”

“be careful.”

“i am the romantic type.”

“don’t leave me to turn.”

“it’s gettin’ close to curfew.”

“going outside the wall is suicide.”

“you mumble in your sleep.”

“i hate bad dreams.”

“it’s called luck—and it’s gonna run out.”

“are you still breathing?”

“we’re shitty people.”

“our luck had to run out sooner or later.”

“don’t touch me.”

“she’s infected.”

“just fucking go.”

“i can’t swim.”

“does it sound like i know how to whistle?”

“i’m a pretty good shot with that thing.”

“let’s get the hell outta here.”

“goddammit—i’m clean!”

“i owe you nothin’.”

“there’s one inside.”

“it’s the normal people that scare me.”

“you of all people should understand that.”

“i can handle myself.”

“once upon a time, i had somebody i had to look after.”

“you don’t need to worry about me.”

“fuckin’ hunters.”

“i’ve been on both sides.”

“so–you kill a lot of innocent people?”

“you sacrifice the few to save the many.”

“i don’t think they saw us.”

“trust me, it ain’t easy.”

“damn it—spores.”

“somethin’ on your mind?”

“you make every shot count.”

“just so we’re clear… it was either him or me.”

“how’d i do?”

“yeah, well, i was tryin’ to kill you.”

“you’re bleeding.”

“we can help each other.”

“i saved you!”

“you wanna hear a joke about pizza? …never mind, it was too cheesy.”

“how is it you’re never scared?”

“what are you scared of?”

“i’m scared of ending up alone.”

“it’s all your fault!”

“thanks for not blowin’ my head off.”

“you survived because of me.”

“you lay your hands on me again, it won’t end well for you.”

“you still remember how to kill, right?”

“hey, hey—are you hurt?”

“i guess we’re both disappointed with each other, then.”

“what do you want from me?”

“i can’t get infected!”

“you are treading on some mighty thin ice here.”

“i’ve lost people, too.”

“you have no idea what loss is.”

“everyone i’ve ever cared for has either died or left me.”

“sounds like runners.”

“can you walk?”

“stay the fuck back!”

“i think we’re safe.”

“you’re a better shot with that thing than i am.”

“don’t sound so disappointed.”

“you handled yourself pretty nice back there.”

“i believe that everything happens for a reason.”

“you’re just a kid.”

“i can protect you.”

“i’ll come back for you.”

“you’re a fucking animal.”

“you have no idea what i’m capable of.”

“i’m gonna teach you how to play guitar.”

“another city, another abandoned quarantine zone.”

“is this everything you were hoping for?”

“we don’t have to do this.”

“i ain’t leavin’ without you.”

“i guess you can’t escape your past.”

“hands in the fucking air!”

“i pretty much lost everything.”

“no matter what, you keep finding something to fight for.”

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various starters

❛  you’re a weapon and weapons don’t weep.  ❜

❛  hurt me once, I’ll kill you twice.  ❜

❛  never trust a survivor until you learn what they did to stay alive.  ❜

❛  death is the only god that comes when you call.  ❜

❛  I am teeth. I am royal. you are nothing to me.  ❜

❛  the sun will rise and we will try again.  ❜

❛  we’re just kids. we aren’t supposed to be heroes.  ❜

❛  I like my women like I like my Absinthe: bitter and intoxicating.  ❜

❛  what doesn’t kill me better run.  ❜

❛  she wasn’t looking for a knight. she was looking for a sword.  ❜

❛  don’t dehumanize bad people, because it’s their humanity which makes what they’ve done so terrifying.  ❜

❛  she isn’t just pretty. she is otherworldly and vaguely threatening.  ❜

❛  magic is not good or evil. is a knife evil? only if the wielder is.  ❜

❛  I don’t want your crown. see, I’ve come to burn your kingdom down.  ❜

❛  they broke my wings. they forgot I have claws.  ❜

❛  all that blood was never beautiful, it was just red.  ❜

❛  what do you do when there’s no hero in the story? simple. you kill the monster and crown yourself.  ❜

❛  how terrible it is, to love something that death can touch.  ❜

❛  you may not be interested in war, but it is interested in you.  ❜

❛  I feel divinity in my bones like aching. like fire.  ❜

❛  you make me feel and I don’t like it. I want it to stop. now.  ❜

❛  you are losing my interest and that is very dangerous.  ❜

❛  she will burn your kingdoms down, herself with it, if it means your ruin.  ❜

❛  it’s okay to be scared. it means your about to do something brave.  ❜

❛  she looks like divine absolution.  ❜

❛  I will not be another flower, picked for my beauty and left to die. I will be wild, difficult to find and impossible to forget.  ❜

❛  be careful with words. they can be forgive, but never forgotten.  ❜

❛  you not wanting me was the beginning of me wanting myself.  ❜

❛  I’m tired of fighting. for once, I want to be fought for.  ❜

❛  never run back to what broke you.  ❜

❛  I was quite, but not blind.  ❜

❛  your gut knows what’s up. trust that bitch.  ❜

❛  we all eat lies when our hearts are hungry.  ❜

❛  do not judge my story by the chapter you walked in on.  ❜

❛  I’m just a girl, standing in front of a salad, wishing it was a donut.  ❜

❛  you can miss something but not want it back.  ❜

❛  you can’t save people, you can only love them.  ❜

❛  I came, I saw, I made it awkward.  ❜

❛  we buy shite we don’t need, with money we don’t have, to impress people we don’t like.  ❜

❛  you’re always one decision away from a different life.  ❜

❛  my brain has too many tabs open.  ❜

❛  I’m not saying I hate you, just that you’re like the Monday of people.  ❜

❛  there’s no ‘we’ in fries.  ❜

❛  apology accepted, trust denied.  ❜

❛  death and I have been scandalously intimate for some time now.  ❜

❛  life happens. coffee helps.  ❜

❛  I am mine before I am ever anyone else’s.  ❜

❛  I rely a bit too heavily on alcohol and irony.  ❜

❛  very early in my life it was already too late.  ❜

❛  is that a threat or are you flirting with me.  ❜

❛  was the use of force necessary in completing your objectives?  ❜

❛  I’ll let you drag me to hell if it means you’ll hold my hand.  ❜

❛  I do bad things, and I do them very well.  ❜

❛  you drink too much, you cuss too much and you have questionable morals. you’re everything I ever wanted.  ❜

❛  they will kill you, but first they will have to catch you.  ❜

❛  drugs might kill you but they’ll never break your heart.  ❜

❛  good girls are just bad girls that haven’t been caught.  ❜

❛  a pretty face doesn’t guarantee a pretty heart.  ❜

❛  no airbag, we die like men.  ❜

❛  true evil is, above all, seductive.  ❜

❛  it takes more courage to suffer than to die.  ❜

❛  you must be lucky to avoid the wolf every time. but the wolf? he only needs enough luck to catch you once.  ❜

❛  justice is vengeance in prettier packaging.  ❜

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‘SHIT MY SISTER AND I SAY TO EACH OTHER’ SENTENCE STARTERS —   feel free to change pronouns / wording as necessary!

❛ Hey hon, you know what would be great? If you’d shut the fuck up. ❜ 

❛ Can I have some of those organic friends? ❜

❛ She’s such an annoying Cancer bitch. ❜

❛ I hate being a Gemini living with an Aquarius! I have to make so many sacrifices! ❜

❛ Wow, I love living with an elephant. ❜

❛ ‘Later’ for you means ‘never’. ❜

❛ Time to get sleepy up in this bitch. ❜

❛ We’re chicken potatoes. ❜

❛ I’m so wet over this pasta right now. ❜

❛ He’s not a snack, he’s a full course meal. ❜

❛ Not to be weird, but your boobs look great. ❜

❛ Are you done talking? ❜

❛ Why are you so extra? ❜

❛ I’m trying to do fight club, and you’re rick-rolling me. ❜

❛ What are we? ❜

❛ Looks like you’re gonna get real healed and healthy going there. ❜

❛ I forgot you had a name for some reason. ❜

❛ HOW ARE YOU CRUNCHING A SANDWICH? ❜

❛ My channel is going to be an ASMR channel of you crunching on soft foods. ❜

❛ I can’t wait to spontaneously combust. ❜

❛ Then perish. ❜

❛ That’s a big yikes. ❜

❛ *gasp* CONSPIRACY THEORY?? ❜

❛ Cries in broke bitch. ❜

❛ I feel like you need to go to bed. ❜

❛ One of these days, the FBI or the KGB are gonna come after us. ❜

❛ Move, I’m fat. ❜

❛ Do you wanna die? ❜

❛ Good heavens! ❜

❛ You’re a peach, bro.  ❜

❛ Why do you make it so steamy in here? ❜

❛ All we do together is quote memes, talk about our traumas, and lust over old men. ❜

❛ He’s trash, but I’d bang him. ❜

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james bay - electric light sentence meme

wasted on each other

i know you miss me too. is it a sane desire? is it insane to try? i don’t care, all i want is you. everybody calls us foolish. every time we try to fight it, we just end up wasted. since when was this thing so indecent? you nuild me up and in the same breath you knock me down. we might as well stay for another night.

pink lemonade

don’t suffocate my heart. i don’t know what i’m feeling. do you wanna talk it through? swear i ain’t got anything on my mind. i don’t wanna talk to you. i’ll only disappoint you. i’ll let you down. don’t go sounding the alarms when all i do is want you. i’m protecting you from what i don’t wanna have to say. i don’t wanna walk away.

wild love

we don’t have to think it through. we’ve got to let go. let our hearts be the only sound. i wanna go where the lights burn low and you’re only mine. i wanna give you wild love. there’s always something left to lose. let’s be reckless. let’s be hopeful. stay caught up in the moment.

us

is there a secret? is there a code? can we make it better? i’m losing hope. tell me how to breathe in and feel no hurt. i believe in us. we used to be kids living just for kicks. we never believed we’d grow up like this.

in my head

i don’t sleep. i get worn out by my words cause they sounded so good in my head. i’m confused and i’m lonely. where are you in this ocean of static and nothing else? i’ll speak up, i swear. i feel so lost in this city. as if we didn’t have enough of our own problems to fix. i’m gonna get you in my head whether i like it or not. i’m gonna get you in my head till i can’t forget.

just for tonight

now it’s like you don’t remember my name. let me in. go with me through the dark for tonight. what do you mean when you say you’re better now? i can’t give you this for nothing. help me out. just for tonight. make me believe that you need me most. be the real thing. i try to call but i can’t get a hold.

wanderlust

you’re the first thing on my mind. i know i was supposed to call. i wasn’t alone. i just need to see you. come on over and mend my heart. i don’t want to be here without you. i don’t wanna feel this mess. you’re still the best i loved. every one of us got wanderlust. i just wanna be in the light that surrounds you. we’re always out of time.

i found you

i found you. i can’t believe i get to know you. i had no-one till i found you. i’m slowly breaking down. i needed you more than i’ll ever know.

sugar drunk high

it’s a sentimental wasteland. we were just kids living young and naive. you were the light that i saw standing in front of the sun. you were the girl on the hill singing all night. we’ll be gone in the moment. we’re living on a sugar drunk high.

stand up

we were born to be wild and free. get me mission control. stand up and be counted. don’t ever doubt it. we were all desire. promise we’ll be side by side. say you’ll be there when the rest don’t show. we were heartbreak of the year. we were rollercoaster screams til our hearts bust at the seams. we’re not gonna let it all go up in smoke.

fade out

tell me what this is for you. i wanna just be done with you. come get me when your promises come true. you give me nothing. i could touch the moon. you try so hard to play this bullshit game. one night you even straight forgot my name. you only love me in the fade out. you only call me when no-one’s around. you only want me when the lights are down. it’s happened again. i let you play me.

slide

nobody teaches you how to reminisce. nobody teaches you to hurt like this. then we slide into the arms of someone else. do we know what we missed? nobody teaches you how to win big. nobody said there’s no reverse on this. we get a little better at controlling ourselves. nobody wants to wake up alone. the weight we carry is love.

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FOR THE SAKE OF CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT

send me asks, anon or not, asking questions about my muse.

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90S THINGS!!

BOLD WHICH APPLIES TO YOUR MUSE

「 TOYS 」

01.    Barbie  or  GI JOE 02.    Ninja Turtles  or  Power Rangers 03.    Tamogatchi  or  Beanie Babies 04.    Kitty in my Pocket  or  Monster in my Pocket 05.    Betty Spaghetti  or  Sky Dancers 06.    N64  or  Gameboy

「 FOOD 」

01.    Pizza Rolls  or  Bagel Bites 02.    Green Ketchup  or  Purple Ketchup 03.    Surge  or  Squeezits 04.    Dinosaur Egg Oatmeal  or  Sprinkle Spangles 05.    Pokemon Cards  or  Yu-Gi-Oh Cards 06.    Bubble Jug Powdered Gum  or  Ouch Bandaid Gum

「 MUSIC 」

01.    Backstreet Boys  or  NSYNC 02.    Gwen Stefani  or  Christina Aguilera 03.    Nirvana  or  Green Day 04.    Spice Girls  or  Destiny’s Child 05.    Whitney Huston  or  Celine Dion 06.    Smash Mouth  or  No Doubt

「 SHOWS 」

01.    Nickelodeon  or  Cartoon Network 02.    Dragon Ball  or  Sailor Moon 03.    Rugrats  or  Wild Thornberries 04.    Powerpuff Girls  or  Dexter’s Laboratory 05.    Scooby-Doo  or  Courage the Cowardly Dog 06.    Hey Arnold  or  Doug

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book meme / misc. stories, r. k. narayan content warning for blood and violence. 

swami and friends

my life depends on it.

can you show it to me?

i came on urgent business.

they are sometimes more dangerous than even tigers.

come here, little man.

then why not rush into his house and kick him?

it is a useless discussion.

get me a stone.

why do you stand staring at each other?

there is a rascal in this town who has robbed me.

you think so, do you?

he lives in the third house.

i have tried it.

who are you?

you son of a donkey.

i tremble whenever i go to see him.

i have no money, nobody gives me money.

did you come for that?

an astrologer’s day

you know my name!

count them.

tell me something worthwhile.

you look worried. what is wrong?

i thought i had the blood of a man on my hands all these years.

i hope he at least died as he deserved.

take the next train and be gone.

the swine has cheated me!

you were left for dead. am i right?

time to sleep.

i will speak to you tomorrow.

why should i leave home again?

you tried to kill!

i don’t want all that.

you can’t get out of it now.

the bachelor of arts

it happens.

none that i can think of.

there are all sorts of people here.

will you join it?

what are you doing?

by all means, if you’d like a change.

he passed on.

would you believe it?

oh, nothing. i am sorry.

try some other place.

never mind why.

did you get through?

forgive me.

it will take a whole day for me to tell you.

i promised to meet somebody.

why are you in bed?

i can’t stand her.

they are still with me.

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[sentinaels]

SENTENCE STARTERS → THE NAME OF THE WIND BY PATRICK ROTHFUSS.

feel free to edit to fit your muse !

❛ my name is [name]. you may have heard of me. ❜

❛ you should be dead. you should be dead twice. ❜ 

❛ it’s not the first time i should be dead. i’m a fair hand at avoiding it. ❜ 

❛ how odd to watch a mortal kindle then dwindle day by day, knowing their bright souls are tinder and the wind will have its way. ❜ 

❛ only priests and fools are fearless, and i’ve never been on the best of terms with god. ❜ 

❛ i am a myth. the very special kind of myth that creates itself. the best lies about me are the ones i told. ❜

❛ so this is the difference between telling a story and being in one, the fear. ❜

❛ nothing but the truth could break me. what is harder than the truth? ❜

❛ i’ve never told this story before, and i doubt i’ll ever tell it again. ❜

❛ if not for him, i would never have become the man i am today. i ask that you not hold it against him. he meant well. ❜

❛ if there is one thing i will not abide, it is the folly of a willful pride. ❜

❛ oh, [name]. i had no idea. ❜

❛ the saying ‘time heals all wounds’ is false. time heals most wounds. the rest are hidden behind this door. ❜

❛ may all your stories be glad ones, and your roads be smooth and short. ❜

❛ it’s not their fault that the world is full of hard choices and hunger and loneliness. what can you expect of people when demons are their neighbors? ❜ 

❛ there is no joy! any joy that grows here is quickly choked by weeds. i am not some monster who destroys out of a twisted pleasure. i sow salt because the choice is between weeds and nothing. ❜

❛ i’ll see you where the roads meet. ❜

❛ i’ve learned that the best way to stay safe is to make your enemies think you can’t be hurt. ❜ 

❛ there are three things all wise men fear: the sea in storm, a night with no moon, and the anger of a gentle man. ❜

❛ clean, quick, and easy as lying. we know how it ends practically before it starts. that’s why stories appeal to us. they give us the clarity and simplicity our real lives lack. ❜

❛ i loved it like a child, like breathing, like my own right hand. ❜

❛ i’m about to die of terminal curiosity, you know. ❜

❛ piss on etiquette. etiquette is a set of rules people use so they can be rude to each other in public. ❜ 

❛ you’re always so cautious. i’ve never known a man to step so carefully. ❜

❛ let the others tell whatever stories they wish, but between us let us share secrets. ❜

❛ you were a little wild around the eyes there. i don’t think i’ve ever seen you out of sorts before. ❜

❛ half a loaf is better than none, and i’m tired of having no loaf at all. ❜

❛ there’s nothing like the certain knowledge of your own death to tucker you out. ❜ 

❛ you always tell me the most beautiful lies. ❜

❛ you’re as safe as i can make you. ❜

❛ she’s obviously stupid for you. and you’re just plain stupid, so it’s a great match. ❜

❛ i love you, [name]. sometimes i think you’re the only honest person i know. ❜

❛ listen. you cannot hurt me. you cannot run or hide. in this i will not be defied. ❜