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And just like that my trust issues have been reinforced yet again

#loner #loneliness #lonely #social anxiety

I wonder why do people pretend to care

Whoever put 'social' in 'social media' was a fucking liar. People constantly ignore you and shit especially if you're having problems, and I'm not talking about strangers

#loneliness #anxiety

Giving up looks like a mighty fine option right about now

Being ignored is my favorite activity

#loner #loneliness #lonely

toastymcmarshmallow

"Why do people watch youtubers play video games when they can just play the game themself?"

They can't afford the game or game system, but still wanna experience the game somehow

They're not good at the game because it's hard, scary, complicated, etc., but they wanna see what happens further in the game

They can't play video games for whatever reason (financial, physical, etc.), but still wanna see what the game is about

They like the person playing the game and like watching them

Fuck you, that's why.

(Add more if you like)

Uh oh looks like I made the age old mistake of assuming anybody cares. Woops. Silly me

Sometimes I feel like being kind isn't worth it. I have done and said so many kind things for strangers on the internet these past few months (when before I never said or done anything for anyone at all), only to never hear from them again. It feels nice in the moment to do these things, but I feel like it makes my sense of loneliness worsen when I give people reasons to befriend me and they just don't. Yeah, I get that nobody owes me anything no matter how much acts of kindness I give, but the dreadful feeling of sadness/loneliness is still there.

Anyway, to you reading this, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.

#loneliness #anxiety

Several people approached me about commissions in the past 3 weeks so when I finally opened them, all of those people disappeared. Sometimes I don't even know why I bother...

I started posting art to Twitter several months ago and I received a lot of attention which I appreciate. However, it all feels so empty since the only kind of attention I receive is on my artworks. No one really responds to my other tweets where I share an opinion or express an interest of mine. Again, I appreciate it when they like my art but I really am looking for genuine connections with people and I'm not getting it...

#lonely #loneliness

I forgot I had this account now I can vent again :))

highlandvalley

https://twitter.com/MAXK5551/status/1118792365660000256/photo/1

I spent 90% of my art practice on exaggerated female anatomy, I wish I spent more time on city scapes. I remember dedicating like one or two sessions to very simple city scape drawings and then never attempted it again...

I find that opening up to people about anxiety and lonliness pushes them away. what kind of shit is that

How the fuck do I have trouble making eye contact with people IN MY DREAMS LIKE WTF

#anxiety #anxious #social anxiety

Not sure if I should go back to my college text book to relearn all of the stuff I forgot or if I should just move on to jlpt materials

#langblr #japanese langblr #study japanese #japanese #japanese language #learn japanese #tobira #jlpt #jlptn3

Back in the game and already spending 2 hours on one paragraph 😎

再び日本語を練習し始めて、僕はもう最初の段落に問題がある😎

#langblr #language learning #language #learn japanese #japanese #japanese langblr #japanese language #study japanese

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