full disclosure, i am a monster

robbie | it/he | 19 | white | undead otherkin

[irradiated-ghoul]

i won't delete my blog, but i think i will delete tumblr too. for the time being.

[irradiated-ghoul]

am i really about to walk 12 minutes to get alcohol at some fuck ass club

[irradiated-ghoul]

i'm a disgusting person and i need to disappear for good

[charl0ttan]

they used to do nothing to me back in the morally neutral lab. it sucked

[grymmdark]

you were the control

[charl0ttan]

fuuuuck what were they doing to the other folks #fomo

[irradiated-ghoul]

im just so tired. i dont want to be myself anymore

[irradiated-ghoul]

god i wish i was a real human person

[nineinchmales]

Did you know that um…. (remembers that words are very unnecessary, they can only do harm) …………

[woodwool]

severely deficient in whatever vitamin makes u a person

[kisseism]

undiagnosing myself. there is nothing wrong with me i am #normal

[deepinourengines]

oh sure blame the guy whose fault it is

[irradiated-ghoul]

but what if this small light of hope is only temporary. im afraid i might get worse than ever

[irradiated-ghoul]

bad start to the day better just go back to sleep and try again tomorrow

[irradiated-ghoul]

it feels like ive been possessed for months. i think back on how i was/have been thinking and acting and it scares me, especially since i was under the impression i wasnt even that ill. im still not entirely better, far from it, but compared to even a couple days ago i feel thankful to be alive. of course it was my fault i ever got that bad and i can't act like i'm suddenly well because i'm not, but thinking back with a slightly clearer head and noticing how unwell you were is so . weird. i hope i never feel like that again

[parking-lot-sunshine]

Me when I encounter difficulty

[irradiated-ghoul]

it just hit me that i spent the last 3 years in complete agony. heres to getting better

[lucy-vanpelts]

ohhh the only person that can save me is me

[doublelp]