don't leave me plz

johnny - they/them - 24

[irritablejohnny]

"Deafening silence" is very fitting for my room rn. I'm so alone. No one would talk to me. No one cares. I can't meet up with the people i wanna meet up with. I'm so stuck. And alone.

[righthandarm-man]

can you remember the name of every person you’ve kissed?

yes, I remember all their names

I could name most of them but there are few I can’t remember

if you put all of them in a room I could put a name to at least half the faces

i’m not confident I could name a quarter of them, let alone half

I can’t remember more than one or two names

I’ve never kissed a soul and want to see the results

Remaining time: 1 day 17 hours

[woman-becomer]

imagine a goat with a hat

STOP-

what hat did you give the goat what is the instinctual hat you gave to this goat

[irritablejohnny]

I know I'm bitter about this and i know I don't want them to talk to me in the first place but for someone who's a master psychologist and has the best grades and wants to be a therapist she does not care a whole lot for someone who's showing very clear signs of "I'm going to kms soon", but whatever that's just my opinion am i right

[irritablejohnny]

They don't like me. All of them. They hate me. My whole family hates me.

[irritablejohnny]

I hate myself also...

[irritablejohnny]

They don't like me. All of them. They hate me. My whole family hates me.

[wretchedwomenblorbos]

Holding my blorbo up by the scruff of her neck to show her to you

[cigsandyaoi]

fyolai cake art redrawn by yours truly… lowkey first ever art post im nervous gulp

[irritablejohnny]

Well that was quite an abrupt ending to a horror story. And the house burned down the end lol okay goodbye then?

[irritablejohnny]

I don't think I'll ever enjoy life again. I know life is great and all but my brain is just too fucked ig. I'll never get better. No happy life for me. No "it gets better". Fuck all of that anyways.

[murgoten]

[murgoten]

more sun 🌞🌻☀️

and the moon I guess...

[irritablejohnny]

my cuticles are bloody

[irritablejohnny]

sorry i'm a corpse rather than a robot ig... sorry i exist and rot away.. sorry i exist in general. i don't want to either. just kill me.

[irritablejohnny]

mum complained that i didn't do enough today..... i want to shoot myself. genuinely. why am i here.

[childsacrifice]

(no beers in) So how do you perceive me in the privacy of your thoughts

[irritablejohnny]

You know what will help? A good spanking with a spiked paddle, I don't make the rules someone has to volunteer hmhm👀🙏

[future-crab]

I'm so incredibly charmed by this image. Look into the Face of the little brown bat and maybe you'll calm down.