-I do not care who interacts with my stuff as long as you're not mean.โจ๏ธ Do ya thing โจ๏ธ
- any pronouns are fine. Humans are humans.
- I draw/write mainly shipping material because I have a problem. I personally don't post nsfw on here but do so on my ao3, so keep that in mind if you check it out. I may post slight gore one day, but not atm.
- I have mental health issues (as most of us do) and will sometimes delete art when depressed. I may repost it later, so you're not losing it if you see a repeat on your dash.
Currently really into vocaloid and svsss. I love drawing and writing ship material. My favs atm are Kaito x Len and Luo Binghe x Shen Qingqiu.
I've thought up a superior fic idea: Kailen going to an onsen.
What kind of rating would you like? PG onsen or โจ๏ธspicyโจ๏ธ? I'm down for either and assume ppl want no spice unless specified, but, ya know, nudity and such... felt the need to ask for this one xD
Edit: ... or no nudity??? Maybe some don't? I'm not super knowledgeable on them but have heard they're typically nakey time
Thank you, @faeriephantomsy , for bringing up that your art program has a speedpaint recording option! I was already partway through for this one but will use it every time now xD
Extreme meta-fanfic idea: Kaito and Len read one of the fanfic you wrote. If that's too meta, it could be interesting for them to read a fanfic that doesn't actually exist too. I mean, all vocaloids have to get curious about what their fans are making at some point lol.
That sounds delightfully silly, and I am in. I will be using my own fics bc I hate/love myself.
Stumbling Upon Ao3
T-Rated KaiLen fic
Ao3 link
Heads up: some of the fics mentioned in this are Mature and Explicit rated. Nothing is described fully, so it is still tame, but just felt odd not saying something lol
It was a quiet, late evening. The vocaloids were finished with their training for the day and simply relaxing after long hours of choreography. The large home they shared still seemed alive, however. Music played in the downstairs dining room as Meiko and Luka sat chatting and laughing during a game of cards. The next room over held Miku and Rin. The girls were enthusiastically giggling at their phones next to one another. Going upstairs, Kaito's room was dark, the only light being two glowing screens.
Len clacked away at his keyboard. "Kaito, where are you at?" His yellow nails blurred across the keys as his character climbed up a large structure.
"Over here." The teasing voice had come just from across the room.
He shot a glare at the back of his head, made an exaggerated groan and looked back at the screen, "The map."
"Oh," he said innocently. "Yeah, Don't worry about it." His own typing at the game intensified.
"Huh?"
Kaito quietly giggled to himself.
Len gasped, "Kaito, I swear if you-" His character was suddenly shot from behind. He whipped around to see the bluenette with the biggest grin.
"You were getting too cocky earlier. I had to take you down a peg."
Len nearly yelled at him but huffed instead and mumbled with a pout while turning his back to him, "We were supposed to be on the same team. I could have won..."
"Apparently not."
Len jumped up from his seat and marched over to him at the other desk. Kaito's eyes grew in a playfully scared manner, and he grasped the arms of his chair in an exaggerated fashion. He was then grabbed. The taller boy made a high pitched yelp. Len had him locked in his chair and roughly ruffled his hair, "You're such a brat!"
Kaito flailed his arms, "I'll do it again!"
Len laughed heartily, "I know! That's the problem!"
The door to the room opened suddenly, and an excited Rin and Miku came in. "Guys!" Miku's face was red from laughing. "Did you know there are fanfics of us?!"
Len still had his arms around Kaito. He realized this and awkwardly straightened up. "Fanfics?"
Miku nodded enthusiastically, "Yeah! I had no idea! And they're hilarious!"
Len simply looked to Kaito, who laughed nervously and touched the back of his head, "Oh no, how mean are they?"
"No," Miku smiled, "The ones we've read so far are clearly made by fans."
Rin grinned in a devious manner and then held her hand up to her mouth, hiding from Miku. She whispered, "I saw one where I am absolutely giving it to M-"
"Rin!" Miku snapped. She sighed, "Okay, yeah, that stuff is there... but! There are some really funny and cool ones, too!"
Len made a disgusted face, "Yeah, I didn't need to imagine the first one mentioned."
"Hehehe," Rin turned and walked off. "I'm gonna go tell Luka. She does it to Miku too!"
"No!" Miku rushed out of the door after her, slamming it closed.
Len sighed, "God, she's weird."
Kaito chuckled but wasn't looking at him. Curious, Len peaked over his shoulder. "...ao3?"
"Mhm." Kaito was scrolling a bit. "This looks like a popular site for fanfiction. I'm just trying to figure it out."
Len gasped and bent down, "Ew! You're not looking for smut of Rin, are you?!"
Kaito did a partial cough when he laughed, "No no! I wanted to see what all was on here. I'll leave Rin out of the search, I promise."
Len sighed, "Phew... hmmm oh! Search your name. Maybe we'll find something neat."
Kaito nodded and typed it in.
"Whoa..." Len leaned in again. "There are so many..."
"Hey, here's one with both of us." Kaito hovered over one and read the description. "-Kaito is excited when he sees a text from Len asking him to come over after work. To his surprise, Len's made him his favorite treat for his birthday.-" Kaito turned to grin at Len behind him, "Awww, Len!"
Len met with his genuine smile, and his face grew warm, "Ah jeez, stop it."
Kaito turned back, "This sounds nice. I want to read this one."
Kaito couldn't see it, but Len made a small smile while he clicked on the short story. He'd actually considered making ice cream for Kaito before. He was scared now, though, that he'd just assume he got the idea from some stranger's fanfiction.
Kaito began reading the story aloud with a bright smile on his face. "Len, you're so nice in this." He turned his face to peak up at the other boy hovering over his shoulder. "And I do like your hair very much. I wouldn't make fun of it."
Len huffed, "Just keep reading." His cheeks grew warmer at his words, but he concentrated on the story. It was kind of silly, in a way. What was the conflict going to be? Kaito just seemed happy to go to his home in the story.
"...Len attacked him with a tight hug. His head was buried into his chest..." Kaito paused. He suddenly flung around, causing Len to hop backwards.
"Ah! What?"
Kaito put out his arms, "C'mere!"
Len's eyes grew. He laughed awkwardly, "No!"
Kaito's shoulders slumped, "Ah, fine..."
Len made a small smile and sighed. He bent down and wrapped his arms around him gently. He wasn't sure why, but his heart was fluttering suddenly. They'd hugged before, of course, but this felt... different? His face being close to him, even though he couldn't see it in the embrace, made him feel shy. He felt shy... around kaito. He then felt arms reciprocating the hug but nearly crushing!
"Kaito!" He couldn't bring himself to actually hit him, so he patted his head. "Okay okay!"
"Hehehe." Kaito turned back to the computer and scrolled a little. "Thank you, Len. That was lovely."
"Uh huh." Len's tone was sarcastic, but his stomach was fluttering. Perhaps it was the story. It seemed to be building up how much Kaito liked him, and the real Kaito was seemingly agreeing with it...
The story proceeded to showcase an embarrassed Len explaining that he made ice cream for Kaito and was scared he wouldn't like it.
"Len," Kaito said in a soft voice. "I think I would love anything you made me. I hope you're not self conscious about that kind of stuff."
Len was taken aback by this. The action he'd taken in the story, in fact, did sound like something he'd do... He imagined making Kaito something before, aside from the ice cream, but had bailed in fear of messing it up somehow. He'd even looked up how to crochet a scarf before but inevitably gave up after getting so far through the process. He spoke flatly, "This isn't reality, Silly."
"I know," he said sweetly. "But just so you know that I'd love whatever you did regardless."
The sincerity in his voice was too much. Len cleared his throat awkwardly. "Th-Thanks, Kaito..."
Kaito focused back on the story for a moment... "Oh my gosh, you're hiding your face! ....And I do agree!" Once again, he flipped around. He looked up at the red Len. "You really do have cute hair, Len..."
Len swallowed nervously. "Um... y-you have nice hair too..." He could have sworn he'd seen Kaito's expression falter a bit at his anxious words, but he'd went back to the text quickly. Len felt hot. What they were reading felt oddly... romantic in nature? They hadn't done anything necessarily yet, but the words were obviously building up how they saw one another. His character was so awkward and bashful, meanwhile Kaito seemed to find it sweet or something. He swallowed nervously. The description hadn't mentioned it being a love story, but... he was starting to worry.
The story then shifted. Kaito had asked Len to feed him the ice cream... "Uh um L-Let's read a different one!" Len had attempted to control his tone, but he still heard the anxiety slip out some.
"Oh... you sure?" Kaito had ceased scrolling. "There's only a little left."
"Y-yeah, it, um, isn't very eventful, haha."
Thankfully Kaito simply shrugged it off. "Good point." He proceeded to search again.
Len sighed internally. That had been close. 'Rin did mention romantic stories,' he thought. 'So it's not like I should be surprised or anything.' He looked at the back of Kaito's head as he browsed the site. 'What would his reaction be if we had...'
"The Love Song," Kaito had said suddenly.
"Huh?" Len's chest lurched.
"Yeah." Kaito leaned in a bit. He giggled. "This really does sound like you, Len. If we did a love song together, I could see you being really awkward at first."
Len was dumbfounded. He watched in a stunned silence as he opened a fic that was CLEARLY a love story.
Kaito began reading once again.
Len's face was burning. Did... Kaito really not realize??? He peaked at him again. Then he heard it...
"but the sheer intensity of longing he could see being directed towards HIM and not another singer was too much." Kaito had paused but only for a moment. He quickly grabbed his glass of water to take a sip before continuing, "He felt himself being lowered, and there was Kaito right above him. His dark, silky hair fell gracefully over his smooth face and gorgeous eyes. Those eyes full of passion... and he... was so close... to him..." His voice had trailed off slightly.
Len was an absolute mess. He had been holding his breath for a while now. He pursed his lips and glanced down at Kaito. He suddenly was very aware of how close they were. He'd been leaning over his chair slightly for the reading the entire time. He nervously peaked at the side of his face. He couldn't quite see it because of the angle and his hair... but his ear was red.
Len awkwardly cleared his throat, "I uh... I think this one is a love story, Kaito."
Kaito was still frozen. He took a few seconds before finally speaking. His voice was very small. "I, uh... I think so too." He saw him take an equally small breath. "Should we... find another, or..."
Len didn't answer right away. Something about Kaito's tone was off. He assumed that, even though HE was a mess, Kaito would have laughed off something like this. But here he was, acting... weird. He bit his lip before speaking softly, "Is it making you uncomfortable?"
Kaito then laughed in a slightly panicked fashion, "No no, it's not that! It's not like I find you gross or something. It's just a story haha, but is it making you uncomfortable? We can stop if you'd like." He took a series of small breaths and realized that Len wasn't speaking. He cautiously angled his head back to peak at his face.
Len couldn't help it. He looked into the other vocaloid's eyes just then. He could clearly see it. Kaito had obviously been freaked out by the story, and they hadn't even done anything in it yet. He swallowed nervously. Kaito was a wreck. He unconsciously glanced at his lips and met back with his gorgeous eyes. This didn't feel like Kaito was somehow turned off by the story like he'd been when hearing about Rin's. It felt more like...
Kaito stuttered, "Um, s-sorry, haha." He looked down and closed the tab. "I, uh, didn't mean to make you uncomfortable, Len. It's just a story... Maybe we should play more of the game, huh?"
Just then, he heard a very small voice from behind him. "Um..."
"..!" Kaito was too scared to turn. He ceased the movement of his mouse. He spoke in a forced calm tone, "...Yeah?"
"What if..." Kaito heard his feet shift a bit as though nervous. "What if I... did feel that way about you?"
Kaito was frozen in place. His head had seemingly shut down for a second
Len couldn't believe he was doing this, but he felt his hand reach out to touch Kaito. He watched the bluenette shiver when his fingers grazed over his cheek. He'd let out a gasp before shyly looking back to meet Len's gaze. His mouth opened slightly in disbelief.
Len was internally panicking. 'HOLY FUCK WHAT AM I DOING?!' He held his breath for a moment... and quickly bent down. He closed his eyes before capturing soft lips in a gentle kiss. Kaito had let out a muffled noise of shock but didn't push him away.
Len ended it after a few short seconds. Fear flooded him. What if he'd upset him? But then he realized the effect he'd had on Kaito. His face was nearly steaming from being so hot. He simply stared up at him with big eyes. His cheeks were somehow becoming redder by the second, but it clearly wasn't from anger. Len relaxed a bit and went in for another. He brushed his hair behind his ear and sighed when their lips met again.
Kaito, this time, allowed himself to fully experience his kiss. His lids closed, and he let a soft noise escape again as he moved his lips along Len's gingerly. He moved his hand up to touch him back.
The door flung open again.
"LEN! KAITO!"
"Ahh!" Kaito fell out of the chair and caused Len to tumble. They both looked up at Rin in shock. "Huh?!"
Rin's face was red with what looked like a combination of anger and disgust, "DON'T YOU FUCKING DARE READ ICE IGNITION! THAT FAN IS FUCKING WEIRD! IF THAT'S WHAT YOU'D EVEN CALL THEM!" She waved her arms, "I COULDN'T EVEN FINISH THAT SHIT! LEN!" She jabbed her finger in his direction, "YOU BETTER NOT HURT HIM! AND KAITO?!"
He met her eyes in confused horror.
She was fuming. "... DON'T BE SUCH A FREAK AROUND LEN!" The door slammed shut.
"...huh?" Len stammered, "Wh-What was that about..?"
Kaito carefully lifted himself up on all fours. His face flushed deeply when he met with green eyes. Len was laying directly beneath him. He took a moment to answer, "I-I don't know."
The confusing outburst from Rin had immediately been pushed in the back of Len's mind at the sight. He was staring up at that pretty, incredibly shy, face. Len also felt embarrassed, but he fought through it... He sprung up, grasped his face, and kissed him deeply.
An initial shock broke through him, "Mnn!" A moment later, though, and a switch had seemingly been activated in Kaito. He kissed back just as heated and found himself eagerly feeling those blonde locks between his fingers. Arms wrapped around his shoulders in appreciation. Kaito shuttered and made himself stop to meet with his eyes again. He panted softly between his words, "I...really-"
Len chuckled, "I know." He pulled him back down. "I somehow didn't notice before." The kissing started back up again.
...
Meiko entered the kitchen with a yawn. It was late, and she thought some herbal tea may help her sleep. She turned on the electric kettle and was about to open a drawer- "Ahh!" Meiko jumped when she felt arms fling around her waist from behind.
Len tightened his grasp on her. "DON'T READ FANFICTION OF US! I WOULDN'T DO THOSE HORRIBLE THINGS, I PROMISE!"
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