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Definetly a nightingale 🤍
GOOD OMENS S3 SPOILERS:
“it will start, as it will end, with a garden”
The first season vs ending in THEIR garden on the South Downs guys im sobbing
Am I the only one that liked the ending? Like, Aziraphael and Crowley would have never been happy if Heaven and Hell still existed. They would have gone to Alpha Centauri for what? A couple of years and then poof, no more universe. That was the point of the show. They vanished knowing that they loved each other and by giving other people a chance to... well... live, fall in love, be happy. And they did.
It was extremely rushed, it was supposed to be 6 episode and you can tell, but honestly? I'm quite happy with the ending, it was the best we could have gotten after you know who.
So yeah, am I really the only that thinks this? What's your opionion?
No but y'all do realise
that THIS:
(idk why Tumblr isn't showing it but the gif is from @crowley-anthony )
is what everything! THE WHOLE SERIES! every season and every episode boils down to!?!???!
The ending we got is the best ending we could have gotten. It's all they ever wanted. From the very beginning. From season 1 episode 1. From the beginning of time itself.
They only ever wanted each other and the universe. They wanted humans to have a chance of free will without influence from heaven or hell.
And they actually got it. They actually got what they wished for!
They got peace forever! They have each other. And that's everything they ever wanted and needed.
*raises hand*
*raises both of my hands”
Romeo + Juliet, 1996 | Supernatural, 13.06 “Tombstone”
Okay, apologies for hijacking your post OP but I couldn’t stop thinking about this to such an extent that I just went to rewatch the entire Baz Luhrmann Romeo and Juliet to remind myself at what point in the plot this scene was from because I needed to reassure myself that I wasn’t crazy for thinking this was probably intentional, because like, that’s batshit, right?
I am now 100% convinced this visual nod with the orange lighting and the blue cross in 13x06 was an intentional Romeo and Juliet parallel and here’s why:
The first thing to know if you, like me, didn’t remember, is that the blue neon crosses in the 1996 Romeo and Juliet are in the church at Juliet’s wake after she has faked her death. The first gif in this set is after Romeo has returned to Verona, and, fully believing that Juliet is dead for real, he has run and fought his way into the church where she lies. He is approaching her body here.
Another thing to note about the 1996 Baz Luhrmann Romeo and Juliet is there’s extremely heavyhanded angel imagery surrounding Juliet throughout like, the entire goddamn film. There’s angels everywhere in her room. She goes to the costume party where she first meets Romeo dressed as an angel, white fluffy strap on wings and all. It’s not subtle. It’s Baz Luhrmann, none of the imagery in this film is subtle. (for what it’s worth, Romeo attends that costume party dressed as a knight)
Okay so, angel, believed dead, reunion, yep that’s enough for one simple visual nod to this scene in romeo and juliet that most of the audience of supernatural won’t notice, just for the sake of queerbaiting the ones that do notice because it gives the scene a SIGNIFICANTLY more romantic connotation, yeah.
But. Y’all. Do you remember what Dean did in the last episode, 13x05? As part of his widower arc spiral, when he couldn’t save the kid the MOTW ghost got, he fucking injected himself with poison to (hopefully, probably temporarily) kill himself so he could talk to the trapped ghosts. Yeah he told sam to inject him with adrenaline after 5 minutes to bring him back but he did not have an absolute guarantee that would work. It was heavily implied if not stated outright that he wanted to die, while believing Cas to be dead, when he did that. Meanwhile we, the audience, already knew Jack had resurrected Cas.
They really brought Castiel back with a whole ass Romeo and Juliet parallel, with Dean as Romeo killing himself by poison and with the same dramatic irony, and then shot their reunion scene as a visual reference to the most iconic movie version of Romeo and Juliet.
But also of course in Romeo and Juliet, Romeo stays dead and then Juliet kills herself for real. Well, Billie brought Dean back saying he was needed for something big (killing God) — was this also foreshadowing of Cas’ confession in 15x18???
And then we never got textual confirmation that Dean reciprocates! After the fucking ROMEO AND JULIET parallel! This show is infuriating. I love it. I hate it.
TLDR: spn paralleled Romeo & Juliette by having their Romeo/Dean take poison hoping to die bc he believed his angel coded love to be dead, even as the audience knew the angel to be alive, and filming their reunion in the same orange lighting backed by an iconic neon blue cross as the movie.
Excuse me but I’m going to have to murder whoever cut Jensen tenderly cupping Cas’s face out of the shot
i hate it here
“i never see you at the club” ok well i never see you on ao3 at 2am reading about the same two bitches falling in love for the 1000th time in the 500th way
I know the love confession scene has been made into a meme and is often treated as a joke. Or even people still calling it one-sided — worst: platonic (at that point they are purposely being obtuse or flat out homophobic).
But it's still a very important part of the show, emotional, the pique of two of the characters developments over 12-15 seasons. It's important through the fact that it's treated as a joke.
And seeing this confession still talked about by the actors at cons over half a decade later. To see how important it still is, that an actor asked a crew member to record it on his phone so that he had access to it. Even though they are literally filming it!
It's an important part of not only the show (actors, characters, the audience) but part of queer media history too. It's very rare for a character's sexuality to "change/evolve" on television. Just like how relationships are written on sitcoms (you're either married at the beginning or you're single and your whole story is about finding love.) Buck on 9-1-1 coming out as bi so many seasons into the show or Bridgerton with Benedict and Francesca, could not have happened if Supernatural didn't help pave the way for this to happen on other medias. People may only view Destiel as queerbait (and it was, but it was also queer coded and queer censorship, the intersectionality of this show is far too complex for this post) but it is far more than that. It's about characters who spent their whole lives literally fighting from fitting into the mold of what the writer put them in (both in story with Chuck and meta with the WB). Character who fight to get out of these roles, to put the masks down, to "like who they are." And that includes confessing their romantic love and saving the person/people that they love. And it's a beautiful declaration that I won't let the status of annoying meme degrade.
Here's the thing though.
I have a deep abiding love for The Meme. It genuinely comforts me every time I see it. Because I'm queer. Because I am a diehard destiel shipper. Because I'm in my 40s and I'm starting to accept what it is to be a queer elder as an activist and an educator. I survived the 90s. I survived the Bush era. I was a young adult and dating and living in Massachisettes when marriage passed in 2003 and I felt conflicted about it. I'm surviving right now and it's awful and beautiful and how the fuck are we still here?
I didn't watch Supernatural during its original run even though I'm Sam's age and I love Buffy and the X-Files BECAUSE I thought it was a bullshit hetero dude wet dream with a car and women with zero personality... And I was right, and then wrong. So wrong. Because if I'd started watching in the beginning I would have seen Dean go through a lot of the shit I've gone through as a bisexual existing in this fucking country - what it is to pass sometimes because it's safe. What it is to not be completely honest with my family even though I'm totally comfortable with who and what I am. And yeah, grappling with gender and whether or not I really care all that much about being femme or butch or fucking anything at all.
I would have seen Cas navigating a world he doesn't understand or fit into because he doesn't know how to human - and I would have related to that as someone with ADHD and Autism.
And it's all there - it's subtext, or it's fanfic, or it's canon.
I am actually sad that I didn't watch it live. But I'm also really glad that I saw it all for the first time as the person I am now.
All of that is baked into the stupid fucking meme and I love that. I LOVE THAT. I love finding out about absurd and terrible things from that stupid meme because yeah. Existing as a queer in this fucking world right now just feels like that. I want to get all of my news from my best friend destiel.
Cas's confession - and yeah, even Dean's reaction to it - means so much to me.
In the end, that's why The Meme is so perfect. Here is this deeply felt, complicated, world-saving confession of gay love that is so intense and hard to quantify or react to - and also...
They found some previously missing Doctor Who recordings from the 1960s.
That's fucking beautiful.
Dean: I know. You didn’t, you didn’t think of it like that. ⤷ oblivious younger sibling Sam + not thinking before he speaks. 1.02 | 1.18 | 5.16
...and then Dean throws the Samulet away after Cas calls it "Worthless".
For Cas it represents faith in God, for Dean it represents his faith in Sam.
Chuck, you unrelenting dickbag.
I imagine young Dean loved riding shotgun, talking hunts and cars with his dad, feeling all grownup and whatnot. But some days he'd let Sammy have the front seat, would cramp himself into the back, listen to that Led Zeppelin album and watch nature go by :>
dean: how could you decide to do the bad thing without telling me?
cas: the bad thing has to be done
dean: if you go through with the bad thing I'll kill you *doesn't*
cas: *does the bad thing* I did the bad thing and I regret it now, I deserve punishment :/
dean: no you don't, you thought you were doing the right thing :(
Gonna add this to the Destiel presentation I'm doing for my friend to explain her why I'm so obsessed with this ship.
― Fisher Amelie
the more things change, the more they stay the same
we have omegaverse destiel at home | THE BOYS 5.05
bonus (likely thing for the world’s first omega to say):
Okay so I just took an edible and I get very chatty when I'm high so this post might become a commentary for Twist and Shout.
I've read it half way through years ago but I stopped after they break up. I know that Cas dies, I know more or less how it happens, but that's it.
The plan is to finish it tomorrow on the beach during the sunset. I just started chapter 4. Will I be able to do it? Who knows, I sure as well will try.
For munchies/dinner I have left over pizza, strawberries and a shit ton amount of bakery goods (thank you too good to go) I think I'm pretty set.
For background music I have a Playlist that someone made on Spotify for the fic (thank you whoever you are it's fire)
I technically have a meeting at 9 but shhhh they don't have to know
Seems fitting don't you think?
I'm super proud of it
People, if I'm teary eyed during chapter 4, The fuck am I supposed to be at the epilogue?
Reading about the island that Cas wants to buy Dean and I just came to the realization that this is going to destroy me, isn't?
The only other time I felt this type of dread is when I read the song of Achilles. And that one did destroy me.
Help.
Istg if, for my sake, don't make them talk about living on an island as bickering old man when Cas is on his death bad. Please, for the sake of everything.
Someone restrain me, I can't take it
Chapter 5 and the fluff is gone isn't it? It's just pain from here on right? Speachless
Fam if I'm fully crying by the end of chapter 5 tf am I supposed to do at the end?
Me irl
"Did you promise her you'd marry her when you got home, or what?"
Oh fuck me.
Times I got teary eye or shed a tear during chapter 6: 4
I feel like a car that's speeding, I can see a wall in the distance but I can't stop. I am going to crash against it. I know I am going to. The only way out is through. (Finished chapt 7)
HE HAS PNEUMONIA??????? I FUCKING CALLED IT. I FUCKING SAID THAT IT WAS GOING TO BE PNEUMONIA FUCK YOU FORESHADOWING AHHHHHHHH
Cas: "let's be happy"
Me, crying: "yeah, let's be happy"
I'm going through the five stages of grief. Currently at bargaining.
Kill me now
That "cas died on a Thursday" like that in the middle of the page in the middle of the chapter and in the middle of the sentence broke me. I'm broken.
The letter?? Can I catch a break? One. Please. Give something good please.
Oh good is this the bargaining phase?
I finished it. I am devastated. The whole beach is looking at me weirdly. I need a tooth rotting fic now
This devasted me. I love it. It was beautiful, but ffs did it kill me. I'm going to read a Fix It now :)
Okay so I just took an edible and I get very chatty when I'm high so this post might become a commentary for Twist and Shout.
I've read it half way through years ago but I stopped after they break up. I know that Cas dies, I know more or less how it happens, but that's it.
The plan is to finish it tomorrow on the beach during the sunset. I just started chapter 4. Will I be able to do it? Who knows, I sure as well will try.
For munchies/dinner I have left over pizza, strawberries and a shit ton amount of bakery goods (thank you too good to go) I think I'm pretty set.
For background music I have a Playlist that someone made on Spotify for the fic (thank you whoever you are it's fire)
I technically have a meeting at 9 but shhhh they don't have to know
Seems fitting don't you think?
I'm super proud of it
People, if I'm teary eyed during chapter 4, The fuck am I supposed to be at the epilogue?
Reading about the island that Cas wants to buy Dean and I just came to the realization that this is going to destroy me, isn't?
The only other time I felt this type of dread is when I read the song of Achilles. And that one did destroy me.
Help.
Istg if, for my sake, don't make them talk about living on an island as bickering old man when Cas is on his death bad. Please, for the sake of everything.
Someone restrain me, I can't take it
Chapter 5 and the fluff is gone isn't it? It's just pain from here on right? Speachless
Fam if I'm fully crying by the end of chapter 5 tf am I supposed to do at the end?
Me irl
"Did you promise her you'd marry her when you got home, or what?"
Oh fuck me.
Times I got teary eye or shed a tear during chapter 6: 4
I feel like a car that's speeding, I can see a wall in the distance but I can't stop. I am going to crash against it. I know I am going to. The only way out is through. (Finished chapt 7)
HE HAS PNEUMONIA??????? I FUCKING CALLED IT. I FUCKING SAID THAT IT WAS GOING TO BE PNEUMONIA FUCK YOU FORESHADOWING AHHHHHHHH
Cas: "let's be happy"
Me, crying: "yeah, let's be happy"
I'm going through the five stages of grief. Currently at bargaining.
Kill me now
That "cas died on a Thursday" like that in the middle of the page in the middle of the chapter and in the middle of the sentence broke me. I'm broken.
The letter?? Can I catch a break? One. Please. Give something good please.
Oh good is this the bargaining phase?
I finished it. I am devastated. The whole beach is looking at me weirdly. I need a tooth rotting fic now