brokenboytoy

my notebook

[me-nikish]

[isitnino]

Getting high cause my life don’t mean shit to me

[isitnino]

You think I’m stupid

well I am but I can see what’s really going on

[isitnino]

life is ok been clean off opiates for about 200 days, the reason I got clean is gone but who would I be if I let someone like that dictate whether I’m gonna keep ruining my life to ignore all my feelings for 5 minutes. It gets harder and harder and harder but not as bad as it was before.

[vacuiterror]

[isitnino]

dear diary i hate myself bye

[isitnino]

would u love me if it works

[achingdevotion]

unloved.

[isitnino]

guess something’s I should just keep to myself

[x-disruptxr]

i’m not sure what the fuck i’m waiting for but i keep waiting day after day for it to happen

[rebisobsessedwithyou]

so you really want a stalker bf? someone who is possessed and obsessed with you? watching all your steps and thinking about killing everyone who looks at you? sending people to hurt everyone who messages you, since he knows people all around the country? are you sure u want that?

[isitnino]

dis me

[isitnino]

[junckert]

[isitnino]

[isitnino]

it gets worse, it gets so much worse

[isitnino]

[desperatelosergirl]

Finally breaking out of ur shell and being able to be as possessive or weird as u wanna be with them is so freeing