Unwelcomed Thoughts Expressed Here

'Shaking hands with the dark parts of my thoughts' ~ TØP

[maigredoll]

I really want to know how much I weigh but I really don’t wanna know how much I weigh

[love]

via weheartit

[allleyezzonme]

You know what strength is? Forgiving a person who wasn’t even sorry.

[ismilesoimokayright]

Forgiving yourself for something that wasn’t your fault

[252life]

are you dominative or submissive?

im suicidal

[ismilesoimokayright]

My body is not only mine

My body is not only mine.

It is easy to tell a girl ‘just say no

Your body is yours alone’

Because it’s not.

My body belongs to me

But it also belongs to my first boyfriend

Who took my virginity while holding me down to a bench

Telling me that my body needed to be fucked

At fourteen years old.

My body belongs to me

But it also belongs to my best friend

Who pinned me to the floor while drunk

And ventured their hands inside me

Telling me that my body was just a bit of fun.

My body belongs to me

But it also belongs to a friend of a friend

While I am passed out at a party

And wake up without my bra or trousers on

in a random bed.

My body belongs to me

But it also belongs to the drunk men on a bus

Who couldn’t speak English and apparently didn’t understand me saying

No.

My body belongs to me

But it also belongs to society

As they tell me what to wear,

What to look like,

How to be more sexy,

How to be thinner,

But not how to protect myself.

My body is not only mine.

- a poem by an eighteen year old female

[bajn]

me: says literally anything me in my head: that was stupid and now everyone hates u. congrats

[stillawfullydepressed]

“Drunk me is a dangerous me, because drunk me doesn’t care about anything at all. Drunk me could kill herself without realising the consequences it brings…”

—

[greenteatextposts-blog]

does anyone else use this scale?

0-500kcal = low restriction

500-900kcal = high low restriction

1000-1300kcal = ‘normal’ day

1400+kcal = binge day

[obese-to-underweight]

I do

[dropovers]

maybe I’m a terrible person idk

[emanuelee]

[animalsnaps]

“I’m really scared of being happy, it never lasts.”

— @sexual-texts (via sexual-texts)

[myblissfulsuicide]

Do you ever get overwhelming urges to be devastatingly self-destructive? Because fuck.

[dankmemesreasonforliving]

[ismilesoimokayright]

My counsellor gave me these today, thought I would share ☀️👌🏼💗

[wnq-writers]

“I never knew how strong I was until I had to forgive someone who wasn’t sorry, and accept an apology I never received.”

— Anonymous (via wnq-anonymous)

[survivingwithoutsunshine]

i wish pain killers worked on emotional pain lol

[ismilesoimokayright]

Anti-depressants ennit

[ismilesoimokayright]

Recovery

It’s like taking two steps up then falling about 1000 steps down again

-Liz