Social Anxiety Problems
this is truly a problem in my life. a huge problem. and it affects my everyday life.
people view it as cute. they think of shy, little girls with glasses a huge sweater to “hide herself”
i am literally the exact opposite. i am not little. at all. i am almost 5 foot 10 and it gives me problems all the time. and i definitely do not wear huge sweaters.
i sit there a shake to the point where i think people around me can see and then my mind starts working at trying to stop and i completely miss what happened in reality.
(lectures are the absolute worse without music dude)
many times i find myself wondering whether i need to get help for it or not. like if i have a serious problem with this. but every time my mother tells me i am just overreacting to stuff. that i need to calm down because it is nothing to worry about.
but how is worrying about something that happened years ago that came to my mind that literally have no affect on what i am doing now and i can not do anything about anymore to the point that i throw up? is that normal??
