No matter what, I'm proud of you for being a girl

She/Her, In my twenties I will always be here.

[transmasc-goodra]

Important post - an apology

This post will be the last one I make on this account before I fully delete it, this blog purely caused me stress and @doyoulovethewayzeylily will be reblogging it and spreading it around, I mainly wanna remove my blog for the safety of keeping my other blogs and with this my support network to move out of my abusive household

When I made this blog I made it with pure rage for the way trans men were treated in the trans community, not caring for anyone else's feelings but purely my own, which was extremely selfish to do so, sadly i do hold of selfish beliefs due to personal issues I really won't go over, but either way they are not excuses, just reasons, and I apologize sincerely to the transfem community and anyone I affected with this blog bc of my selfish actions.

And specially most of all, I apologize to ISFF for the shit I spread around, for the fact I contributed to her harassment and lies spread about her, I do have my own criticism about her in other ways, but I wont go over them in this post, if anything, those would be way better to discuss privately.

Most of my actions were very emotionally driven, cathartic and that's because I am an actual abuse victim, victim of CSA and child rape for half of my life who irl never received any help and still receive no help, except monetary help from people in Tumblr.

I am sadly not very good at apologies but I hope you understand I am striving to become better, and with that includes acknowledging my faults, I encouraged harassment even non-explicitally, I spread lies, and many things.

From what I've learned, the infamous pedophilia post, while it definetly could've been worded a bit better, wasn't just about pedophilia but specially disordered paras, disordered paras I have, and sometimes to grow from them is recognizing you have them, and as long it doesn't get to real life, why would it care? I have a diagnosed zoophilia and necrophilia disorder, and I would never hurt an animal or get on with a corpse ever, and that's what the post was about. And I reacted badly because I've been hurt by pedophiles myself, I might feel uncomfy around them even now.

But NOBODY is a bad person, bad and good doesn't exist, we are all different shades of grey, nobody is perfect either and we are all striving to become the better version of ourselves, we all can change and become better, I am trying to pretty much learn this now, which btw, it was something i used to believe but because I got into this discourse I unlearned it, which is very telling of this discourse.

But going back to the point, again, what I did was absolutely horrible and the transfem community is not obligated to forgive, and neither forget, but if you do forgive, thank you.

I hope I can strive to become a better person in this 2026, we are just starting, but I have a long journey ahead <:)

[doyoulovethewayzeylily]

There are no evil people. This is a systemic issue.

He chose to post this because, in a very ugly moment, he decided to re-think what he was doing and try to de-escalate. I want everyone to think about how important it is that I gave it to him.

I am not going to tell you that you have to be nice to the people that try to hurt you. I was not nice to this young man when he was trying to hurt me.

I ask you to believe that forgiveness is powerful and that change is possible. I ask you to try to do better than the people who want to hurt you. Even when you don't feel like they deserve it.

I am very proud of him. I'm glad that we worked together to do that.

[im-suggesting-forcefem]

when you're definitely in the right and not a hateful creep who's dedicated her life to cyber-stalking a trans woman

[apas-99]

'suggesting someone transition and become a girl is inherently sexual, and furthermore, nonconsensual. saying this around minors is dangerous' holy shit miss you should call up turning point usa, I hear they have a job opening

[i-suggest-yuri]

to all the trans girls reading this: the world is a better place because you exist

[therewillbeforcefem]

Everyone should follow my awesome sisters!

@missstrogen

@forcefemisuggest

@we-will-forcefem-you

@ienactforcefem

@isuggestgirlforever

@estroggestion

@isuggestlove

@idemandforcefemme

@iadviseforcefem

@youwillbeforcefemmed

@iloveforcefem

@missgirlmaker

@secondestroggestion

@forcepluralstrogen

they are also here to help as many girls share the world with us as possible!

[isuggestlove]

Tell her that it's going to be okay. Be there to help her make it okay.

[therewillbeforcefem]

Everyone should follow my awesome sisters!

@missstrogen

@forcefemisuggest

@we-will-forcefem-you

@ienactforcefem

@isuggestgirlforever

@estroggestion

@isuggestlove

@idemandforcefemme

@iadviseforcefem

@youwillbeforcefemmed

@iloveforcefem

@missgirlmaker

@secondestroggestion

@forcepluralstrogen

they are also here to help as many girls share the world with us as possible!

[i-suggest-yuri]

to all the trans girls reading this: the world is a better place because you exist

[therewillbeforcefem]

Everyone should follow my awesome sisters!

@missstrogen

@forcefemisuggest

@we-will-forcefem-you

@ienactforcefem

@isuggestgirlforever

@estroggestion

@isuggestlove

@idemandforcefemme

@iadviseforcefem

@youwillbeforcefemmed

@iloveforcefem

@missgirlmaker

@secondestroggestion

@forcepluralstrogen

they are also here to help as many girls share the world with us as possible!

[iadviseforcefem]

In our experience, the secret to a happy, fulfilled life is being a girl. Everything got better when we transitioned, and it keeps getting better every day!

[therewillbeforcefem]

Everyone should follow my awesome sisters!

@missstrogen

@forcefemisuggest

@we-will-forcefem-you

@ienactforcefem

@isuggestgirlforever

@estroggestion

@isuggestlove

@idemandforcefemme

@iadviseforcefem

@youwillbeforcefemmed

@iloveforcefem

@missgirlmaker

@secondestroggestion

@forcepluralstrogen

they are also here to help as many girls share the world with us as possible!

[forcefulfemful]

Choose love!

Choose life!

Choose girl!

[therewillbeforcefem]

Everyone should follow my awesome sisters!

@missstrogen

@forcefemisuggest

@we-will-forcefem-you

@ienactforcefem

@isuggestgirlforever

@estroggestion

@isuggestlove

@idemandforcefemme

@iadviseforcefem

@youwillbeforcefemmed

@iloveforcefem

@missgirlmaker

@secondestroggestion

@forcepluralstrogen

they are also here to help as many girls share the world with us as possible!

[ienactforcefem]

the amount of people who have taken the 'isuggest[x]' gimmick while simultaneously stalking and harassing me is so disheartening. you all want what the tranny creates but the moment the tranny steps out of line, she isn't worth keeping around anymore. on a big picture scale its like, you want our culture and our humor and our love but not us.

[therewillbeforcefem]

Everyone should follow my awesome sisters!

@missstrogen

@forcefemisuggest

@we-will-forcefem-you

@ienactforcefem

@isuggestgirlforever

@estroggestion

@isuggestlove

@idemandforcefemme

@iadviseforcefem

@youwillbeforcefemmed

@iloveforcefem

@missgirlmaker

@secondestroggestion

@forcepluralstrogen

they are also here to help as many girls share the world with us as possible!

[missstrogen]

In the end, our grandpa didn't do what he did because he's an evil pervert he did it because violating the rights of children is normal. He isn't an evil pedophile, he's an adult with power over me. I don't think he did it for sexual pleasure, I just think that it was a way to assert power of his grandkid. Painting him as an Evil Pedo only hinders understanding why he did what he did, and stops us from fighting this system.

Ultimately, he has nothing in common with like, my friends who find lolis hot. To say he does is stupid and actively stops us from dismantling the problematic systems. The hurt my friends have done to children is not comparable to A Parent.

I don't have a pretty story to tell. I didn't get to "kill my local pedophile". I had to live with it, he did that and got away with it, because that's how these things work. Fantasies must sound so nice. In reality like many others he doesn't have a secret stash of CP or whatever yall like to imagine.

I don't want him to die. He's my grandpa. I hate what he did but he's still my grandpa. I internalized what he did as okay, as acceptable for a long time, because he didn't fit the specter of the Pedophile that we're taught about. He was just an adult with power.

So yeah. You can sit with that dream, and know that the only thing you do is make it worse for girls like me. The only way to fight CSA is to remove adults from power over children. "Pedophiles" are an obfuscation, and I hate what you people do to victims.

[bisforbutch]

Look man. *I'm speaking to my audience when I say man*

An alarming amount of these people are children who are encouraged to lie about their ages in this discourse. You don't need to engage or argue or grandstand with everyone.

I'm reblogging this to expose the number of notes (not that many when you about it) and to expose some logic.

You need to feel bad for these stuck people and not platform their voices.

How can I tell plenty of these people are children? Age regressing is not like, a skill. You still have to hone down the critical speech of an adult to simplicity. The more natural the simplicity, and the faultier and hastier the logic, I say the likelihood that the person is a kid higher.

Like. This post makes no sense and literally hate to side step a story about abuse to say its ethical conclusion is not bound in reality but its not. Its not.

Several testimonies in the notes are equally immature and uninformed. More isolationist than they are even capable of being communally accepted or damaging. People abuse each other for all kinds of reasons.

But adults get away with and are subsequently scrutinized and humiliated for the sex abuse of children because they cannot give informed consent. Ever.

I'd bet money OP is an actual child. I'd put every dollar in my accounts on it.

Free and completely ethical blocklist. They've blocked most of my friends already.

[doyoulovethewayzeylily]

let's break this down

open with "man" (but dw, I'm only classifying everyone in my audience as a man not you 🙄)

She can totally just tell when people are children. no bias, totally not a self-serving delusion, "we can always tell"

she doesn't hate to side step a story about abuse, that's an outright lie. they do it constantly. I've been rubbing their faces in it for days. not ONCE have any of them acknowledged the victims speaking EXCEPT to target Nyxie. here they are doing it again: only acknowledging victims when they can use it to hurt someone.

calling victims "immature". so so quick to insult and dismiss people for a lack of maturity, I'm sure that's really helpful to any children who might want to have their story taken seriously. horrible jackass.

"adults get away with it and are subsequently scrutinized" they know that they target people who have never hurt children, they have walked back allegations before. does that paragraph sound like she's speaking with that in mind, or are they implying they've Always Been Justified.

I'll take that bet, but only if you agree to it in writing. Do you want to take that bet, @mountpanthe0n? Please take the bet, you dumb fuck.

this is the degree of self-delusion that you have to operate under to keep this crusade going for months or years at a time. any reasonable person would be crushed by self-doubt, but they never doubt themselves at all.

and so it is easy for them to hurt people. it makes them feel good. identifying people and categorizing them as a Bad Person reaffirms their status as a Good Person. it's playground logic, they bully people to make themselves feel good about their own insecurities.

frankly, it's enough to make you wonder: how many children have these people hurt? they speak like they have a guilty conscience that they're desperately running from. is that really a fucking coincidence?

"free and completely ethical"

[missstrogen]

(I couldn't reblog mountpantheon's post. So I'm relobgging this.)

So first off. I'm an adult. This is me retelling my personal story of abuse. I skip details because these are mine to live with. You are not owed anything about this story beyond what I choose to tell. Beyond that, I do not allow you to criticize this story, to frame it as fake.

The reality of the story is that he abused me. The reality is also that he was otherwise a sweet kind man. He just didn't think of it as abuse. It was normal. It was normal.

Yall keep acting like he had to be a pedophile. Yall keep acting like I don't know what happened to me well enough. The argument that I have to be a kid is a painfully clear rhetorical tool. You act like you gotta protect children. But you show your hand here. You believe that I can't be trusted with how I understand my own story. You believe that I have to be wrong about the things that happened to me. And in turn, you believe I'm a kid.

You are not different from him. You are not different from all the adults in my youth who acted like I couldn't know what happened to myself, like I couldn't know myself.

You are not safe around children. By using "she's a kid" as an excuse to hand-wave as wrong any uncomfortable story, you show how you see children, and I know how you'd act if a kid told you about being abused.

You are doing it right now. You're seeing a story of abuse you think written by a kid. And what do you do? It's uncomfortable to you. But if it's written by a kid, you can just hand-wave that kid as unable to know what happened to herself.

But what if I was a kid. After all; you seem so determined to say that's the case.

Do you feel Proud? Targeting children? Talking about how bad and dangerous they are? Is it protecting children to talk about the evil dangerous kids?

If I'm a kid, you are protecting abuse. By denying me the right to define my own story of what happened to me, by refusing to listen to victims, to what you think of as kids, YOU ARE PROTECTING ABUSERS.

[isuggestlove]

girl who pretends to be a cis boy just because she wants to be taken care of..

Silly :) Come in, come in! We'll get you cared for, don't worry. Just promise you'll pitch in when you're ready, okay?