J-ANN

Hellos. Goodbyes. And in-between.

[aidashakur]

[it-all-gets-better-love]

I love my job but since I deal with a looooot of creators/influencers and scroll and review hundreds or thousands of content daily, I began to lose the motivation to even post to my own socials.

I became even more private. I post stories and hide it to everybody lol, just for the sake of archiving them posts. Is this weird? Does anybody do this too?

But I loooove reviewing content of others and getting inspiration from them. I just get overwhelmed with so much content that I don’t find the point sometimes to even post my own. I just keep them private on my other socials or my gallery.

But I also want to create like an online diary or dump or whatever it’s called.

Pretty ironic. And weird…

[aidashakur]

[it-all-gets-better-love]

It’s been a long time since I checked this page. I was in tears last night (hormones) after reading some of my old posts.

We’ve come a long way. And we might still have a long way to go. But definitely learned a lot from a lot of people and experiences.

I’m glad your clean slate is finally getting a few colors, Ann.

[it-all-gets-better-love]

Overwhelmed with work but so much room for growth and learning ✨

Lord, I think this is your way of telling me that those years will not go to waste.

[lustingupon]

[daylightcreature]

coming back to the things you loved when you were younger feels so special 

[ursulaklegay]

actually i love growing older and learning how i work as a person like realizing what kinds of fabrics feel best on my skin or what brand of yogurt i like best or how I want to be touched. watching myself change, enjoying brussel sprouts when I used to hate them as a child, understanding why I got angry in that one conversation 10 years ago… there are so many mysteries inside me that i have yet to unravel and there will always be more and sometimes i think maybe its all worth it

[classycookiexo]

[it-all-gets-better-love]

Concert era but so far, no eras tour for me pa din 🥲

But I’ll be seeing Ed Sheeran in a few days and my heart can’t contain all the excitement teenage me must be feeling right now ✨❤️

And this deserves a post here in my oldie Tumblr.

[it-all-gets-better-love]

Manifesting good things for my Joe ✨❤️

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[yourlilbrunette]

[it-all-gets-better-love]

Good things will come to me this 2024 🍃

[it-all-gets-better-love]

Still makes me excited

Still wanna try

[it-all-gets-better-love]

Say your gratitudes.

Utter your goodbyes.

Speak out your sorry’s and appreciation.

Then look up ahead.

They’ve been a part of it.

Doesn’t matter if it didn’t end well.

They were a part of it.

They were there.

They used to be there.

Until you decided to be somewhere else.

Until you decided to be with someone else.

Until you decided to be someone else.

They used to be there… for you.

Wish them well. Always.

And don’t you ever forget.

Who used to be there.

For you.

That’s how you keep the memories alive within you.

That’s how you show your unexpressed sorrow, love, and most of all, gratitude.

[it-all-gets-better-love]

Learn to close a chapter without proper goodbyes.

Time speak for moments left behind.

Cherish what’s left within reach. Keep them close to heart.

[it-all-gets-better-love]

So flawed.

So imperfect.

So full of mistakes made.

Hurt a lot of people.

Got hurt by a lot as well.

Collected a lot of trauma.

Gave out trauma to a few.

Got left by some.

Left some in return.

When do you accept forgiveness and when will you forgive yourself.

Put a stop to this past cycle and learn to start anew.