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body so fluid water inside and out

things are significantly better or i am in peak mania. one in the same. i love myself so much

i can’t get this new halsey song out of my head

hey.

i tried to scroll down to the inception of my tumblr reposting. i don’t remember ever posting an original post.

so here it goes

i can’t connect to anyone in my life. things are majorly wrong and i have no body to talk to about….anything real. i’m so fucking great at first impression. anything that lacks the depth of knowing another human being. and i’m broke and im kinda a loser. i mean i’ve worked kind hard over the years but i don’t have much to show for it. i’m still dependent on other people.

i don’t know i just have this massive self hatred inside of me. it’s been there for so long. i hope i can love myself one day

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‘Cause all of this is all that I can take And you could never understand the demons that I face So go ahead and bat your eyes and lie right to the world For with everything you are, You’re just a little girl.

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An unreleased demo by David Hodges called “Daylight.”

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please remember that in a healthy, adult relationship (romantic or not), you should be able to talk about things that are bothering you. if you are bottling up your emotions and holding it against someone when you haven’t told them what is wrong, you’re not engaging in healthy behaviour. but also, if your friend/significant other makes you feel as though you can’t talk about what bothers you- i.e. has made you feel guilty/gotten extraordinarily angry when things were brought up in the past- they are not engaging in healthy behaviour.