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Tell me through a playlist

oh, be my once in a lifetime.

i never belong anywhere, i never have. and now i am old enough to accept i never will.

if you hold me without hurting me

you'll be the first who ever did.

i hope karma eats everybody who mistreated me when i had nothing but pure intentions.

"but you survived"

i dissociate , like, a lot.

my heart drops when someone raises their voice.

i shut down very easily.

i'm far too observant.

i always feel ike a burden.

i isolate often.

but yeah, sure. i guess i survived.

be patient with me. the last time I trusted someone I had to teach myself how to eat and smile again.

my favorite loser is me when i have so much potential, but i am so mentally and physically exhausted that i barely have the energy to survive.

as clingy as I can be, i'm also a master of detachment.

the silence after surviving a day that no one knew was hard.

my whole life has been a lesson of independence & detachment yet i'm still the most emotional & loving person I know.

you are so much more than what your mother has said about you.

failed to be loved but never failed at loving

does knowing me more lead to loving me less?

He never even scratched the surface of me. None of them did.