Miel

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[itismiel]

ووعد الحُبِ فِي قَلبي

يعيشُ كصادقِ الميثَاق

تأججَ في... جَوانِحِنا

بنارِِ تلهبُ…… الأشواق ْ

عشقتُ غزالاَُ وهمتُ بِهِ

سَخياََ فِي الهَوي غَدَّاق

كريمُ القلبِ … ذَا فيضِِ

و منهُ الرحمة و الأَخلاق

أموتُ بالهوي عَطشا

و كَفك ْ كَأَنْهُرِِ. سَاق

عليلُُ ذا أنا…. في البُعد

و بسمك وحده الترياق

تزُولُ الروحُ مَن صَدري

و حُبكِ بعدَها……. باق ْ

أيتها البعيدة عن عيني

الحاضر بقلبي

اطمئن يا كل عمري

فمازلتي تقاسميني أوقاتي

تسكن نبضاتي

تشاركني لحظاتي

ممتلئه بك ذكرياتي

وكيف لا اعيشك

وحبك اغلا من حياتي

يا من نطق نبض قلبي بحبها

بآهاتي ..بألامي … بأحزاني

أيها البعيـــدة القريـــبة

أيها الحاضــــرة الغائــــبة

اطمئني … فأنتي نبض حياتي

[adoxo-graphy]

“I think the worst part about our failed friendship wasn’t that it didn’t work out. It’s all the time I wasted with you when I could have been with people who were my real friends all along. I was so caught up in trying to make our friendship be real that I overlooked the ones that were effortlessly real. But I also think everything happens for a reason. And while you may not have been the best friend ever, you were a lesson, and believe it or not, I learned a lot. And for that, thank you.”

— adoxo-graphy

[itismiel]

‏"لهفة البدايات ليست حبّ

‏ لا يُحب الإنسان بأسبُوع أو شهر، لا يُمكنك أن تُحب البحر وأنت تقف على الشّاطئ، يجب أن تغُوص في أعماقُه، تضْرِبُك أمواجُه، وترى قاعهُ المُظلم فتَلْمَس عُيُوبه، وتعْرف كيفَ يغضب، وبعدها فقط إما أن تُحبه كله أو تكرهه كله

‏ يبدأ الحبّ عنْدمَا ينْتهي الحَماس."

[itismiel]

"Boot, it’s true.

I was brought up to do what is expected of me rather than what might make me happy.

I’m afraid to love you.

I’m afraid that if I let myself go,

I’d love you so much it would consume me.

And I fear that once I cease to be a novelty, you might tire of me.

You have to understand that if I were to leave with you,

It’s not just my family and my security I would lose.

It’s my very peace of mind.

And it’s a risk I don’t think I’m strong enough to take.

I hope you understand

Yours always, J.”

[itismiel]

"Amiable? But?"

There is something wanting. He is too sedate.

Can he love her? Can the soul be really satisfied with such polite affections?

To love is to burn - to be on fire, like Juliet or Guinevere or Eloise...

[itismiel]

We are infinite ✨

[itismiel]

I choose to love you in silence...

In silence I find no rejection,

I choose to love you in loneliness...

In loneliness no one owns you but me,

I choose to adore you from a distance...

A distance will shield me from pain,

I choose to kiss you in the wind...

The wind is gentler than my lips,

I choose to hold you in my dreams...

In my dreams, you have no end.

[itismiel]

"Do you know the most interesting thing about art is not the actual art itself, obviously, but it's what's behind it."

What, like a safe?!

".. No."

"Have you ever heard of hotel graffiti?"

No

"This comedian started it when his TV didn't work in his hotel room."

"He just started doodling on, like, the back of paintings. And it caught on from there."

[itismiel]

"It is very beautiful.

It reminds me of waking up in the country.

First thing in the morning when I'm all alone and I have not yet spoken to a soul...I look outside the window, and it is...serene.

As if I could be the only person left in the world, and yet...somehow I am not lonely. I am comforted, at peace.

The others are certainly very grand and impressive, but this one.

This one is intimate."

[itismiel]

انّئ احبّكِ عندما تبكينَ
و احبّ وجهكِ غائماً و حزينا
الحزنُ يخمرنا معاً و يزيدُنا
من حيث لا أدري و لا تدرينَ
تلكَ الدموع الهاميات احبّها
و احبّ خلف سقوطها تشرينا
بعض النساء وجوههنَّ جميلة
و تصير اجمل عندما يبكينَ

- نزار قباني

[itismiel]

ماذا أقول له؟

[itismiel]

أيظن؟

أيظن أني لعبة بيديه؟

أنا لا أفكر في الرجوع إليه

اليوم عاد كأن شيئا لم يكن

وبراءة الأطفال في عينيه

ليقول لي : إني رفيقة دربه

وبأنني الحب الوحيد لديه

حمل الزهور إلي .. كيف أرده

وصباي مرسوم على شفتيه

ما عدت أذكر .. والحرائق في دمي

كيف التجأت أنا إلى زنديه

خبأت رأسي عنده .. وكأنني

طفل أعادوه إلى أبويه

حتى فساتيني التي أهملتها

فرحت به .. رقصت على قدميه

سامحته .. وسألت عن أخباره

وبكيت ساعات على كتفيه

وبدون أن أدري تركت له يدي

لتنام كالعصفور بين يديه ..

ونسيت حقدي كله في لحظة

من قال إني قد حقدت عليه؟

كم قلت إني غير عائدة له

ورجعت .. ما أحلى الرجوع إليه ..

- نزار قباني

[itismiel]

Valerie Abou Chacra in her Dior wedding dress🤍✨

[itismiel]

"Too many guys think I'm a concept, or I complete them, or I'm gonna make them alive. But I'm just a fucked-up girl who's lookin' for my own peace of mind; don't assign me yours."

Clementine Kruczynski, Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind

[itismiel]

One of my favorite scenes!

I always feel this pressure of being a strong and independent icon of womanhood, and without making it look my whole life is revolving around some guy.

But loving someone, and being loved means so much to me. We always make fun of it and stuff. But isn't everything we do in life a way to be loved a little more?

I believe if there's any kind of God it wouldn't be in any of us, not you or me but just this little space in between.

If there's any kind of magic in this world it must be in the attempt of understanding someone sharing something. I know, it's almost impossible to succeed but who cares really? The answer must be in the attempt.

[itismiel]

You know what I am going to say. I love you. What other men may mean when they use that expression, I cannot tell;

What I mean is, that I am under the influence of some tremendous attraction which I have resisted in vain, and which overmasters me.

You could draw me to fire,

you could draw me to water,

you could draw me to the gallows,

you could draw me to any death,

you could draw me to anything I have most avoided,

you could draw me to any exposure and disgrace.

This and the confusion of my thoughts, so that I am fit for nothing, is what I mean by your being the ruin of me.

Our mutual friend

[itismiel]