It had just turned 3am as you sat on the floor next to your bookshelf, you had been so absorbed in your new book all day you had pretty much neglected your poor boyfriend. Just before you flipped the next page you decided to steal a glance, San was laying on his stomach, wrapped up in your sheets wearing the jumper you had stolen the week prior, he complained endlessly for it back before he slept because “it smells like you” and he knew the chances of you coming to bed at a reasonable hour were long gone when he watched your face shift at every new line in your book.
His hair was at all crazy angles and one of his legs was hanging off the side of the bed as he let out soft snores. He had been tossing and turning all night causing you to let out little sighs. Putting your book down you made your way to his side and ran your fingers through his hair before resting it on his cheek and giving him a gentle kiss on the forehead. As you got up and turned around you felt his hand grab at your shirt pulling you back gently.
“Where are you going?” He mumbled into the pillow.
“I have to finish this book.”
He let out a loud groan and sighed heavily.
“Can you please pay attention to me for a little?”He looked up at you, his eyes almost seemed to be pleading you. “I can’t sleep properly without you. Just let me hold you. Come on, you can bring your book just come lay with me, please.”
“Okay, okay.” You giggled, you could never really ever say no to him even if you wanted to.
Slipping under the covers you were engulfed with the warmth he radiated, right here was where everything felt better and everything felt safe and he prided himself in that more than he wanted to admit. He grabbed his pillow and propped it up further so he was resting more on the headboard. You snuggled up next to him, laying your head on his chest and picked up straight where you left off. San ran his fingers up and down your spine ever so delicately as he littered the top of your head in soft kisses.
“It’s a really good job you’re cute because you are super distracting.” You said as you angled your head up to see him smirking down at you.
“Sorry, okay i’ll stop, I just can’t help myself, you look so beautiful when you’re lost in your own little world with these stupid things.” He taunted as he flicked the page of your book.
“They are not stupid, now be quiet.” Giving him a little smack on the chest you refocused yourself. The soft rise and fall of his chest soothing you making you melt back into his side.
“Read to me a little.” San interrupted, resting his hands behind his head and shutting his eyes.
“Okay fine.” You cleared your throat for dramatic effect and began to read aloud. “The day broke grey and dull. The clouds hung heavily, and there was a rawness in the air that suggested snow.”
Just as you opened your mouth ready to move to the next line San grabbed your book and gently threw it on the floor.
“I literally just started San!” you protested sitting up quickly.
“Baby, I promise I am much more interesting than whatever comes next.”
He slowly cupped your cheek and brought your lips to his, kissing you deeply and lazily.
“Hmm, maybe you are a little bit more interesting than the book after all.” You breathed as you both disconnected.
“I never do break my promises. I love you, I love you so much you actually drive me insane.” His eyes were glistening with tears that were threatening to spill as he held his forehead to yours.
For the rest of the night San held you in his arms, your back pressed up to his chest as you he trailed kisses along your shoulder. It was clear the boy was feeling insecure and was in need of all of your attention, you knew he had the habit of being easily upset if you weren’t focused on him at times.
“You know you mean the world to me San" You whispered into the dark. However, he was totally consumed by you, your body against his had completely lulled him to sleep, you were right where you needed to be and that was the most soothing thing for him. You gently scooped up his hand and intertwined your fingers with his, bringing it to your lips to leave a gentle kiss on his knuckles and wrapping his arm around you tighter. This was home.
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