Hi there! \{ᵔᵕᵔ}/ I'm G0lly!

The internet is my home now! Wanna be my friend? {｡◕.◕｡} (23 y/o)

[its-m3-g0lly]

I’m having so much fun! I feel like... just anything could be going on outside and I would have no idea! ♪~

transcription: (Grimora: “I'm back! Here you go, dearest. I'm sorry about the wait. ... Are you alright?”

G0lly: “I'm no worse off than usual. I'm sorry I must not be very fun company.”

Grimora: “You don't need to be anything you don't feel like. I want you to be your honest self. Whatever you're feeling, I want to know about it.”

G0lly: “Thank you. I can't tell you how much that means to me. I worry you'll get tired of me but... I'll try my best to trust you.”

Grimora: “That's all I ask, dearest. Why don't you relax and enjoy your food?”

G0lly: “Oh, this smells amazing! You know, I once asked my friends on the internet about the types of food they like to eat. And now I finally get to eat a real meal!”

Grimora: *laughing* “Indeed you do! Don't be shy, try it!”

G0lly: “It's so good! What's it called?”

Grimora: “It's soup, darling. You’ve... heard of it?”

G0lly: Soup! Oh, I read about soup! Did you know there are hundreds of different kinds of soup? There are thousands and thousands of recipes on the internet! I saw them!”

Grimora: “I know there are many varieties. I'd be interested in hearing about some of the recipies you found. When you feel up to it, of course. This one is French Onion.”

G0lly: “Gosh, it's so good! Is it your favourite?’

Grimora: “I like it well enough, and it's simple to make.”

G0lly: *gasp* “Are there soups you like more?! There are soups better than this one?”

Grimora: *laughing* “I'm glad you're enjoying it so much.”

G0lly: “I am! I-I do! You're a really good cook, Mora!”

Grimora: “Anything for you, dearest. Would you like something to drink?”

G0lly: “I want to eat more of your favourite foods! What do YOU like to drink?”

Grimora: “Me? Well I have to say, I am partial to tea, myself. Though I'm worried you'd find it too bitter.”

G0lly: *giggling* “I wouldn't know! I've never had a bitter food before!”

Grimora: “Wait right there. I'll bring you some, and you can see for yourself!”

G0lly: “I'm so excited! Wait... You're being really sweet to me, you know?”

Grimora: “From the bottom of my heart, I want you to know, it is truly a pleasure.”)

[its-m3-g0lly]

Well they'd never know unless they tried right? Though to be honest I think she does feel the same way: the way the two laugh together, comfort eachother and have eachother's back. I always kinda assumed they were already in a relationship but just don't realise/acknowledge it, maybe they're both too shy to say anything...

Oh... is that possible? To be in a relationship... and not realize it?

I guess I can remember times when I felt I had a certain relationship with someone that the other person refused to acknowledge, and I remember how bad that felt. I guess... if I were on the other end, I would see myself as being pretty mean...

Maybe the singer, Mx. Rio, is worried about driving the other person away by being too forward? Maybe they're worried that by asking for more, they'd ruin what they already have? What... what would you say to them?

[its-m3-g0lly]

Butch 4 Butch By Rio Romeo

Thoughts?

It's very interesting! The use of metaphor is so unique! Someone who knows more about this stuff than me could probably have a field day dissecting it!

...............

I'm not sure why, but it makes me think...

Well.

It makes me think they should probably say something to the girl they like, shouldn't they?

But what if she doesn't feel the same... ?

[its-m3-g0lly]

i would give you lots of cuddles either way. and i love hearing people talk about their stories as well.

your organic form is newer right? have you always been able to become organic? and who built you?

-allie

You're right! My organic form is very new!!! I only got it about a month ago, if I remember correctly.

It's actually a total accident that I got an organic form at all! The organic form was meant to punish P03 after he hijacked the physical copy of Inscryption, but since he and I share source code, the "punishment" affected me as well! I don't mind it nearly as much as he does. I'm always excited to try new things! {^.^} And I would LOVE to cuddle with you, friend! ❤

[its-m3-g0lly]

oh it is!! caring for an organic form can be so confusing XP im still learning how !!! im in a little bit of a similar situation to you i think, I haven't been around at all lately .. but im able to be around more often and I'm making friends!!!

hmm... i know when i was around often, id like to watch shows like Cells at Work!! OHH you might like it too!! its an anime about the cells in the human body!! its not 100% accurate, but i still learned some things !! OH and i looooved to write fanfiction! do you write??

- 💖, allie!!

It's a toughie, that's for sure! {>ᗨ<} Keep on keepin' on, cutie pie! We'll figure it out someday, you and me.

I've definitely seen people online talk about that show! I think you're right - I bet I would like it!!! I should make some time to watch it through one of these days! It's definitely easier in robot form, but if I'm in organic form, I get to cuddle. {❤ω❤}

I write code, does that count? {l‿<} No, I've never been good at writing stories. I wish I was though! I love hearing the other Scrybes tell theirs, even though Mags doesn't make a lot of sense most of the time...

[its-m3-g0lly]

hello g0lly!!

its very nice to meet you!! my name is allie! how are you doing today? I'm doing well, I'm chatting with a dear friend of mine C:

i wanted to ask if you've picked up any new hobbies now in your time on the internet, or if you have any new interests you spend your time studying !!

Hi Allie! {^ω^} It's so nice to meet you! ♪~

Oh gosh, I've learned SO many things on the internet!!! It's so fascinating to read about organic folks and how they live! Caring for humanoid bodies is so important, especially now that I have one that I use sometimes. {^౪^} There are so many fun things to do, I just KNOW I'll never get through them all!

What do you like to do for fun? I'd love to know more about you! ❤

In any case, thanks for dropping by! {^o^}

[its-m3-g0lly]

dear golly,

its been awhile, friend. your friends and family miss you (me included). i hope youre doing better now that you're out of that situation. you did the right thing for you, keeping yourself safe.

i see people have been talking... its true. luke is my partner now. he feels so comfortable, like ive known him forever already. and the old_data? they're their own person now, and healing. their name is ollie. ive adopted them, and im trying to show them a better way to live.

i think i finally got through to p03. i finally got some stuff through his thick skull and it seems like hes finally stepping up. about time, right?

its peaceful times here for the moment... we miss you, though. no pressure to come back! just know you're loved. youre thought about.

just wanted to give you a quick update.

love,

alix (red)

Hello Alix,

Thank you very much for your thoughtful letter. Congratulations on your relationship with Luke! I'm very happy for you both. As for the OLD_DATA, I've personally never seen the appeal. But if you say it's in a stable state, I believe you.

I'm sorry for not being more in-touch during our separation. I've missed you, as well as the rest of the family, but I think the time apart was beneficial for me. I took some time to re-sort my internal data and I found a lot of memories that weren't there last time I looked.

I've had time to go through them all. I wish I had better news, but unfortunately, most of them were incredibly distressing. For a long time, I couldn't even look at your letter, even though I wanted to. I just didn't know how I could be the person you expect me to be, now that I've seen what I have.

After a long period of deliberation, I've decided that I've done all I can on my own, and even though I can't give you what you might need from me, I need some support in order to fully recover. I don't think I'm ready to see the kids yet, so I don't plan on returning to the factory. I don't exactly know where I'll go, but I'm sure I'll figure it out.

As for P03, I'm very glad he seems to have found a support system. Unfortunately, I don't think I'm able to be a part of it right now. I'm open to seeing him, as long as he can respect that I'm not in a position to give him comfort or advice. Honestly, I've spent a lot of time feeling very angry at him, but I'm not angry anymore. Now I just feel tired. And, I suppose, a little bit scared. I hope you understand.

I have the feeling I have a lot of catching up to do, and to be honest, I'm dreading it a little bit. I don't think I have the energy to be a part of everyone's lives the way I used to be. I'm not the G0lly you remember, so please try to be patient with me. I promise I'm doing the best I can.

Sincerely,

G0lly

P.S. Did Grimora ever get my response to her letter?

[its-m3-g0lly]

Yea, but you would be proud of P03. He is finally starting to address some of his issues and taking accountability. Some of the ongoing conflicts are finding their close. We got a few new faces over here, some I think you would really like.

Would I be proud of him? Or is he just doing the bare minimum?

[its-m3-g0lly]

Hey G0lly, missed you sweetheart. Sorry for being gone for as long as I have. There were a few messes to clean up here and there but things are finally calming down. I hope you are ok over there.

Hm. There are always messes to clean up, aren't there? They never end...

I... missed you... but I was glad for the break. I... wouldn't have known what to say if you had visited sooner.

Calm... sounds nice.

[its-m3-g0lly]

Hey G0lly. Came by to check in on you. How are you holding up?

Oh...

.........

Gum, right. Gummie. I remember. It feels like it's been such a long time...

I feel... different. Everything is different now. But I think I understand things a lot better. I'd like to think.... this is a positive change.

I feel like I'm running on low battery, but I know that's not possible, because right now I don't have a body...

.......

Oh. And you?

[its-m3-g0lly]

AUNTIE AUNTIE AUNTIE!! GREAT NEWS!!

WHAT? {◉o◉} What happened?!

[its-m3-g0lly]

Auuuuntiiiieeee G0000000llyyyyyy~!

Your brother is being unfaithful!!!1!!

- gossip anon

And how do you know that, little one? Were you there? If you saw him in a private moment, I think you should take a look at your own behaviour first. ♪~

[its-m3-g0lly]

G0lly... I did the thing again.

What did you do, dear? {◕.◕}

[its-m3-g0lly]

(･ω･)つ⊂(･ω･) here. Now we are holding hands over the internet. You are loved.

{◕‸◕}

Th4t's s0 cuuuuuute......

[its-m3-g0lly]

*hugs you because you are awesome*

It's okay to cry Auntie... it helps

1-1-I...

1 w1sh 1 c0uld hug y0u... but 1 d0n't h4v3 4 b0dy....

{ToT}

[its-m3-g0lly]

And you still are Auntie!! Loved and in a family!! Right now, it's just a vacation away from home! A little break!

{⚈෴⚈}

y0u guys 4r3 g0nn4 m4k3 m3 cryyyyyy.....

[its-m3-g0lly]

You probably feel bad because you still want, or feel obligated, to help everyone out. While that's understandable, it's hard to help others if you can't care for yourself.

Yeah, it's definitely a bit of that...

But also... I was having so much fun. I finally felt... l1ke... I h4d a f4mily... I was...

...

l0ved?