Hi :)
It has been over a year since I last was active on here. Truth be told, I have lost the spark for tumblr. Last year, I went through a major - and I mean MAJOR! - relapse. I was in pain a lot, my mental health was all over the place, I was too exhausted to be dealing with life. While mostly tumblr was some kind of entertainment and tool to escape from the raging storm inside me, I felt less and less interested in coming here to reblog or engage in one way or another. On the contrary, I started feeling rather pressurized to be on here. It's not the same for me anymore as it used to be back in the day when my ass signed up on here. Some of my interests have also changed, some are still there. As it stands today, I am not sure if I will come back here, or if I will justremain on stand by. Or, maybe re-start all over and get an entirely new tumblr blog, URL, content whatsoever. Everything's in limbo right now, and that is not just my tumblr, but some significant parts of my real life as well. While I was keeping up with my other social media accounts and blogs, tumblr started to take the backseat more and more. This is NOT tumblr's fault at all, mind, I was just getting too overwhelmed with a lot of things that went down. Therefore, I went MIA and so far haven't really found back the aforementioned spark. I don't know what the future may hold in store for me, but who does? All I know is that I feel I have changed a bit in the past year, and even more so I found out more about myself, who I am. I do not want to elaborate on here about that, though. Those who know, know.
So long ...
