Infinity

something tells me i'm going to love him forever.

[bisexualbellamyblakeinjail]

noah centineo’s nose scrunch when he smiles/laughs is a whole ass wholesome meal

[roanofazgeda]

Did I just watch the entirety of greenhouse academy in one day? Yes.

Do I regret it? No.

Do I somehow shhip Hayley and Daniel? Yes yes yes yes yes please god let it be him at the door or I riot

[roanofazgeda]

Hating on Israel's song, only because it's from Israel, is just racist. Yes, we all know that 'Israel's current situation' isn't great, not to say terrible, but a song has nothing to do with it! I'm glad you stand your ground and I really like the way you talk about your thoughts etc. You seem like a good and intelligent person :)

yes agreed agreed agreed, you can dislike a song but please don’t make it about the country. thank you so so much for this, it’s good to know not everyone completely hates me. keep doing you nonny

[jamiemactavish]

HAPPY PERALTIAGO DAY ❤️

[roanofazgeda]

Hi okay, so long message here and for that I apologise, but since Eurovision, I have had an astonishing amount of messages attacking me (many of which have been extremely aggressive and abusive) so rather than answer every single one I thought I should just address them all in one post. So hold on because here goes.

1. “How can you be happy about Israel winning Eurovision when they have committed genocide etc....?” - I’m sorry but this is the most ignorant statement. Firstly, as I have said previously, I do not see the connection between Eurovision and a country's political climate. My support of Israel was support for a song which I enjoyed listening, a song with which the message of body positivity and support for the #metoo movement resonated strongly with me. And I absolutely refuse to apologise for this. Secondly, as I have also said before, the majority of countries who take part in Eurovision have treated a group of individuals in a way which you could consider ‘genocide’. Germany and its government caused the death of over 17 million individuals, and pretty much all of eastern Europe supported Germany in this political campaign. Most  UK history involves colonisation and mistreatment of individuals. I could go on and on and on but I think you probably get the point. Does this mean as an audience we can’t enjoy the musical performances of someone from that country? Again, I just don’t really see the connection between politics and a singing contest.

2. “You supporting Israel is disgusting etc...” “As a Palestinian, you’re disrespecting me and my family etc....”  “your views surrounding Israel are ignorant etc...” - Firstly, I have never expressed any views saying I support the Israeli government nor have I expressed any saying I haven’t. My blog is a fandom blog, I have never engaged in political discourse on here, and furthermore, I do not wish to. Me supporting Israel in Eurovision does not mean I do not support Palestine and do not care about the Israeli/Palestinian conflict. Secondly, I have never set out to disrespect anyone or negate anyone's family history. if anything, I completely understand the struggles your family may have been through in the past and would never wish to deny that. I am constantly surrounded by people trying to deny my families past and have no wish to do that to you, so please don't start making statements about me for which you have no evidential standing. Thirdly, please don’t call me or my views ignorant. As I have said, I am a fandom blog and have never previously engaged in political discourse on Tumblr so do not understand how so many people feel they can make this assumption. I have actually been educated on the Israeli/Palestinian conflict since I was 10 and you will find I have a far greater knowledge base than most people on this topic. I also have never told anyone else their opinions are wrong or ignorant, so please show me the same respect. 

3. “How can you say you are buying a ticket to Israel to go watch it etc....?” “How can you support Israel by giving them money?” - Yes, I said “I’m going to be there for it” because as it happens I will be in Israel at that time of year anyway. I am Jewish, so I do visit Israel regularly. In the current climate, Israel IS ONE OF THE only countries in which my family and I feel we can openly and safely practice our religion. So yeah, I give money to Israel and yeah I support Israel by going on holiday there because when I am in Israel I don't get called ‘a f-ing jew’ or have my Star of David necklace ripped off my neck whilst walking home from school. So please please please don’t criticise me for going on holiday to Israel, because for one week of the year I actually feel safe and can forget that antisemitism exists and to attack me for that is completely ignorant. 

okay so that's it, I have addressed everything which I wish to address and I would be grateful if any messages you feel you need to send me in future are respectful of me, my religion and my opinions. I am happy to engage in civilised discourse but do not tolerate abuse or racism so if you have an issue take it somewhere else. 

I also want to say, thanks also for all the supportive messages, I will reply to them privately :) 

[sleaterskinney-deactivated20200]

hey guys here are some actually good gay or just generally wlw/ artists (that I have personally listened to, in case ur wondering why (x) isnt on here) that dont make shitty male gaze-y songs in case u want to clear ur pallette from the mess that is “girls”!!!

hayley kiyoko - probably the most well known, her songs are total bops and i personally find them so poignant and relatable to the lesbian experience™

PVRIS - lead singer is a gay girl, their first album is one of the best ive listened to and they defy genre so check em out

janelle monae - also pretty well known, dirty computer is absolutely amazing and ur missing out if ur not listening and watching it numerous times

kehlani - love her, great r&b singer with some beautifully sweet and catchy songs

the xx - haunting indie-ish unit with one of the main vocalists being a wlw

against me! - one of the most famous bands within this category and one of the best, of course. just classic, beautifully-done rock music all around, and laura jane grace is an amazing human being

the greeting committee - my personal favorite lesbian rock band, the lead singer is a girl who rights songs about her love for girls and it’s amazing and please listen to “she’s a gun”

snail mail - another indie rock project that deserves a listen, music is absolutely captivating

girlpool - a folk-punk band which is my favorite genre, brutally honest and raw music that’ll get stuck in your head

kera & the lesbians - self-explanatory (lol), another folk-punk band worth checking out

syd - rapper formerly associated with odd future, makes some awesome tunes

sälen - unique electro-pop unit with addicting songs

tash sultana - hot. makes hot songs. my ideal vibe.

pronoun - one-of-a-kind lofi pop that is both sad and beautiful and i love her music sm

girli - electronic cyber-pop-rap is about the best i can describe it, not for everybody but one of my personal likes

and there’s my two cents but really, there’s a whole amazing world of wlw music out there that’s worth a venture, so go do urself a favor and explore it!

[bob-belcher]

Leslie Jones is incredible.

[gulkanken]

my eurovision thoughts

[roanofazgeda]

// you guys are just antisemitic

[bob-belcher]

[charmanderdiyoza]

We’ve been through a lot together, you and I. I didn’t like you at first, and that’s no secret, but even then, every stupid thing you did, it was to protect your sister. She didn’t always see that, but I did. You’ve got such a big heart, Bellamy … People follow you. You inspire them because of this, but the only way to make sure we survive is if you use this, too.

I got you for that.

[roanofazgeda]

|| LISTEN || - “I’m just tired; I want the world to be quiet for a bit.” - - a mix for the delinquents, who deserve a lot more.

01. waves - dean lewis 02. eyes wider than before - scott matthews 03. youth - daughter 04. everywhere i go - lissie 05. fall - dotan 06. no rest for the wicked - lykke li 07. the fear - ben howard 08. all my friends - dermot kennedy 09. young blood - noah kahan 10. between the wars - allman brown

[magic-mess]

🐝 save the bees

🌳 save the trees

🌊 save the seas

[roanofazgeda]

As one of your palestinian followers I’m really upset you chose to be happy about israel winning, and not only that but ultimately booking a ticket to israel for next years Eurovision. I’m appalled at the lack of knowledge you seem to have and the fact that you’re dismissing centuries of violence and conflict for a fucking concert. You can be against the politics of a country but to say “why country hasn’t committed genocide” is erasing everything my family has been through. Truly appalled.

Okay so I want to address something so please listen up. I AM JEWISH, its something I usually try to hide for this reason exactly and because last year i got so brutally harassed online that I was genuinely scared to leave the house. as a result, I am now extremely hesitant to let people know I am Jewish, but I think it is extremely relevant to this conversation so here goes. FIRSTLY - ‘dismissing centuries of violence and conflict for a fucking concert’ - so are we instantly not allowed to like a song from a country because of their history? does that mean I should actively hate Austria’s act because the person who was responsible for me having hardly any family was born there??? or maybe I should hate Germany for their Nazi past? or how about Poland because that’s where my grandpas’ 6-year-old sister was murdered?????? I am sorry but I would still be happy for any of those countries to win!!! SECONDLY- ‘I’m appalled at the lack of knowledge you seem to have’ - how do you know what level of knowledge I possess regarding this topic? as far as I am aware, we have not previously engaged in discourse so that is not really something you can assess??? THIRDLY - ‘erasing everything my family has been through’ - please don't accuse me of this, because as someone whose family has an awful history (which is frequently denied) that is something I completely abhor. I completely empathise with you and your family, and I do not deny any Palestinian suffering, but please please please don’t try and turn my enjoying a song competition into a political agenda.

[roanofazgeda]

You make it sound like it’s silly for people to dislike Israel. You do realise that they’ve committed genocide right? Good to know what kind of person you are.

oh goody its that kind of day

okay so firstly I never said anything about people’s dislike of Israel being silly, my only opinion was regarding Eurovision and that I don't agree with the politicism of it, you can dislike a country’s politics and still enjoy their delegates act at Eurovision. 

secondly, I was supporting Israel and a song that was written in response to #metoo so yeah I was happy for her winning with something she was passionate about.

thirdly, you do realise that most countries have committed genocide right???? I mean I personally don’t see how that is relevant to anything I posted about Eurovision but okay just to say I really don’t fancy getting into the whole Israel debate so maybe just unfollow me and leave it at that 

[ruinedchildhood]

source

[purebeedf76]

The shows was garbage anyway. No minority. Just white wash.

[deejay]

i didn’t think I’d have to use this photo a second time.. yet here we are.

[my-halo-is-a-little-broken]

Doesn’t Brooklyn Nine Nine have a diverse cast? I could be thinking about another show

[deejay]

“No MiNoRiTiEs”

[saitamastamaticsoup]

Lmao y'all ain’t even watch the show

[ruinedchildhood]

[roanofazgeda]

Guys I drank the whole bottle and I’m very happy about it ~ and I’m super tipsy ~ also send me messages cos I’m bored

[roanofazgeda]

But you also gained followers (well, at least one xD) so who cares :p Great that you're being true to what you think!

oh wow thank u thank u, this means a lot!!!!!!!!!! I'm happy for Israel and I’m not gonna hide that because of their unpopularity! thanks for the nice message, pls pls send me a message not on anon cos u sound gr8!!!!! (and i always need gr8 mutuals)