Who's with me?

[itsaninferno]

Rant

If I could only get out of my head long enough to just be, just do

These creative wonders often share the same struggle 

How does one get past the road block?

How does one begin to dive into a pool of their creative selves?

Or did I already dive without ever feeling the water...

Is it because they’re alone? I feel like I am.

Maybe its because I never share this part of myself, so it no longer exists

You ever watch something motivational; that makes you want to be more

It always comes with struggle

Something stops me, something, me

How does one stop themselves?

[itsaninferno]

Wasting time

Learn to enjoy the process they say

You aren’t wasting this Michigan day

Good, bad, happy, sad; its never a waste

Waste is a word that comes from worry, fear, and doubt

You’ve spent years in this process to come to this realization

Control; control is the one thing everyone of us has

Cherish the ability to decide

Don’t allow the word waste to control here and now

You’ve never wasted a day in your life

Been wasted? Not a question, but even that is no waste

Knowing and doing aren’t the same 

Do what you know, why else would you know it

Habits are what you are willing to continue

Good or bad can be comforting

Don’t forget. Do not forget. You won’t forget.

Do you remember? Will you remember?

Enjoy the process

[itsaninferno]

Twenty Two

The struggle never ends, but I’ll keep trying again

Gotta take control, can’t fill all these holes

Rose colored glasses cracking

Now my mind is attacking

I want it to be real, but where is the appeal

Its like I left myself behind

Its like I let myself die

Sometimes I show up for a night

Until my moon fades away, just to be another day

Make believe turns to drunk nights

Twenty two, don’t know whats right

Can’t be your own shrink 

Know matter what you think

One step forward, ten steps back

Why must I feel my life lacks

Its like I left myself behind

Its like I let myself die

Sometimes I show up for a night

Until my moon fades away, just to be another day

Surrounded by love, yet its never enough

Searching for myself in this pergatory

Will I ever find my heaven

Wishing I had never wished to grow up

Its like I left myself behind

Its like I let myself die

Sometimes I show up for a night

Until my moon fades away, just to be another day

Its like I left myself behind

Its like I let myself die

Sometimes I show up for a night

Until my moon fades away, just to be another day