I don't know how it happened, but I can barely think about you. Because every time I do I can't stop crying. I'm living in this world in a bubble, where time has stopped while outside the bubble, it goes on. And I want to stay here, here where I don't forget you. Here where I can still see your smile. Here where I can still feel your hand holding mine. Here, because I cant move on. I don't want a life without you. I don't want to say those words, I don't want to think about what happens next. I can't live in the past, so I am stuck in the next best thing. Where I can take all that's left of you and hold on. Just hold on. But God it hurts







