just jotting this down for later, feel free to do it better than i could, but i strongly believe we need more sph content for ftms
maybe it exists in spades and i've just never seen it but if not, consider the idea of it being known among your friendgroup that you grew the least after starting hormones and being teased about how small you are compared to them; pinning you down by the arms and starting to unbuckle your belt like they're going to check and see if you've gotten any bigger, laughing at you when you start squirming and getting visibly turned on as their hands pass up and down the insides of your thighs, running a finger right up along the middle seam of your pants so you can just barely feel it...
it's even more embarrassing when even though you're small, or maybe because of it, you're still too sensitive to last longer than a minute and it becomes a game when everyone's drunk to get you to finish as quickly as possible, all the while making comments to eachother about how much they'd hate to still be this small, asking if you're having an issue getting hard, mocking the way you have to spread your legs just so they can keep a finger on you...
i'd take that raw deal
