I try to avoid obsessions

as they tend to consume me wholly but sometimes I can't help myself and I am sucked into the wonderful bliss called "fandoms" until real-life gets in the way.

[naaaaaaaaaah-deactivated2020112]

Reasons are not automatically excuses

Reasons are not automatically excuses

Reasons are not automatically excuses

Correct:

“i’m so sorry I hurt you like that. I’m really struggling with my mental illness. That doesn’t make it okay, but that’s just the reason why I’m being like this. I’m sorry for being a dick.

Disgusting:

“um, well I have depression so you should stop hating on me and cut me a break. I can do whatever I want.”

Reasons are not automatically excuses.

Correct:

“sorry that I lashed out. My sister is in hospital and I’m really messed up about it. I’ve been pretending I’m fine about it and then I took everything out on you. I’m really sorry.”

Disgusting:

“lol um,, my sister is in HOSPITAL with CANCER so u should get off my back and stop being mean to me because im, like, so totally upset”

Reasons are not automatically excuses.

[itsjii-blog]

seriousy this so much.

I had someone tell me my anxiety due to past traumatic events were a “lame excuse.” Yeah okay bitch.

[nimueofthenorth]

[merlesgirl47]

😍

[itsjii-blog]

reblog cus rooker is rooker. omg

[rookerstash]

“Can neither confirm or deny….we might have had a few drinks today with @michael_rooker”

source

[itsjii-blog]

so, uh, why is he barefoot and why is that like... so cute... rofl. 

[rookerstash-after-dark]

All the liplicks in one four-minute video (x)

[dragonfairy1030]

How can something so inocous convey such erotic feelings.

[world-of-multi-imagines-deactiv]

One answer: Michael Rooker

[itsjii-blog]

Exactly, cus it’s Rooker. 

That man knew exactly what he was doin’ with that tongue of his...tryna be all nonchalant bout being sexy af lolol

[eesirachs]

“I loved you, always.”

[scp-469-blog]

going to comment a little on this game: the overseeing voice talks as if it owns you, and defies your free will. if you follow its orders, you are praised, and the worldview becomes sharper and more detailed. if you don’t, you are chastised, and the world becomes more vague and difficult to navigate, but also more colourful and loud. it’s odd, and sort of eerie, but definitely interesting. take it as you will.

[scarecrows-talk-deactivated2018]

This game really unsettles me. It unsttles me that my first choice to obey, and when I played again and disobeyed, I got really emotional really fast. Failure hurt me more the more I disobeyed. It was… interesting to experience.

[some-asshole-with-a-pony-icon-d]

i’ve always said we are trained to obey more than to think.

[bobateebrek]

holy shit. i reblogged this the first time without playing. then i played in and it is terrifying. i very much like this, but it will give you intense feelings. 

[inarticulate-spaghetti]

What’s the game??

[bobateebrek]

you obey everything the game tells you too, even jumping into barbs and basically killing yourself. if you dont youre chastised and even the scolding is terrifying

[theanimatedraccoon]

So, essentially, it’s a game that illustrates what it’s like to be in an abusive parents or an abusive relationship - and how it affects you emotionally. That is horrific and ingenious - the next time someone negates the affects of emotional abuse, I’ll take them to this game and let them come to their own conclusions.

[phiasmir]

This game absolutely gets it. The most solid and reliable degradation is a gendered insult. The more you obey and co-operate, the better understanding you seem to have of your word, and things seem easier. But what really gets me is the contradiction. You are not allowed to have the correct answer. Are you a boy or a girl? The answer is no, I will give you the answer. even towards the end, your “praise” is “no, I will give you the answer. You earned this answer, but it is given to you by me.” Disobeying makes the world frightening and confusing and difficult, but beautiful in a world devoid of flavour.

[codergf]

great that it’s made by a fellow australian too

[supersquire457-deactivated20200]

Reblogging this for later.

[thestrangedaffodil]

If anyone was looking for the name it’s called Loved

[qtplatypus]

@sam-keeper this might be of interest to you.

[adigitalmagician]

This game totally fucks with me every time I play it because it’s so damn real about what it’s conveying.

Let me tell you that the basic idea where obeying makes things easier, makes things clearer while disobeying makes things chaotic and ruins your sense of self: that shit is as real as it gets.

Obeying made life easy. The person you are isn’t, maybe, the person you want to be, but you have a sense of self. Making decisions is easier. You can at least predict how things will go, even when you hate it.

But once you start asserting yourself, that’s when it gets bad. Who you are gets questions and torn down time and time again. The process of getting out is so much harder as your ability to trust yourself wears to the point of being non-existence.

I had to have my abusive partner kick me out of the house twice before my ability to make the decision to crawl back was completely wiped.

It’s been almost 9 years since then. I have a sense of self again. But it was rough going for a long time.

[argentconflagration]

For anyone who’s confused, the first comment contains a link to the game.

[itsjii-blog]

reblogging cus... that’s amazing. 

[rookerstash]

“You ever been to Elwood. Nah, not a good city.” (x)

Michael Rooker in the short “Elwood” (2014). It was as a promo for a TV series that was never picked up.

[itsjii-blog]

ohmahgosh. Love the fedora chain print whatever top he’s got on. Like why does he rock the “i’m a badass don’t mess with me” vibe so casually. Like that’s just his default mode.

sigh.

[the-older-dixon-boy-deactivated]

The Morning After - Merle Dixon x Reader - NSFW

Pairing: Merle Dixon x Female Reader

Word Count: ~3,600 words

Summary: Request for something with Merle. So here is something with Merle. You and Merle wake up in your bed after a drunken night together and must deal with trying to get Merle out before your roommate knows he’s there.

Warnings: Language, mentioned smut.

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[itsjii-blog]

reblogged because... too many cute feels on a Sunday morning. THIS IS TOO CUTE OMG.

Gotta say, must love the part (well I love all of it) where he yells “I ain’t that old” but ya know, owns up to the drug dealin’ part. It just had me in giggles. 

Thank you for sharing such cute fluffiness...!!

[youremy-kindofman]

[itsjii-blog]

Hehehehehe. As he is acting his heart out, there is an element of silliness.

Cus, ya know... You’re decked out in blue pretending to catch and throw an arrow... FIghting a god... etc...

lol. BUT OMG ROOKER LOOKS MAJESTIC AGAINST THE BLUE SCREEN WITH HIS DUSTER FLUTTERING AROUND HIM

[world-of-multi-imagines-deactiv]

Michael Rooker | TWD NYCC Panel 2013

[itsjii-blog]

dayum. Rooker strikes again, and it’s still an early Saturday morning.

Where’s my water at, y’all. Extra thirsty. 

[itsjii-blog]

These boys, they were gonna eat you...!!

I was thinking back to that scene... Quotes aren’t entirely accurate, but I was just thinking...

Yondu: When I first picked you up on Terra, these boys, they wanted to eat you!! (first movie).

Yondu again: (in regards to the whole they wanted ta eat you) That was being funny...!!

So.. Like... As he threatened lil’ Peter that his boys wanted to eat him, were the Ravagers just standing behind their cap’n thinking 

“Gross, no one’s a cannibal here, cap’n. We may be Ravagers, but like, ew.” or even “Gross, I’m a vegetarian, cap’n.”

ROFL. Just wondering what was going on through their minds any time Yondu made that particular joke. Were they amused? Were they slightly offended? Were they grossed out because deep down they are hipsters and vegans/vegetarians? Just the thought of a vegetarian/vegan Ravager makes me laugh hardcore. lol. 

And truly, no offense to vegans/vegetarians or anyone that has special dietary needs for whatever the reason. Food intolerances/allergies are no joke. 

[girl-bye-ty-deactivated20190511]

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[loveisyondublue]

NOOOO the feels! This is so good though

[itsjii-blog]

I officially adopt this as the truth and nothing but the truth.

Like, not just headcanon, dammit. This is the truth. This is how much I agree with this. 

[allhailkingrooker51]

Rooker in The Dark Half (1993)

Gif set 2

[itsjii-blog]

oh mah gosh. his curly hair is just too darn cute

[normgasmic]

Merle Dixon nudging your shoulder with his, as his own odd form of comfort

Merle Dixon shoving you behind him and protecting you with his life

Merle Dixon telling you distasteful stories from his childhood

Merle Dixon confiding his darkest secrets to you.

Merle Dixon calling you sugar tits

Merle Dixon winking at you

meRLE DIxon

[itsjii-blog]

Too cute...!! Merle would have so many cute random odd forms of comfort...! Like yes, you need to hover over me cooking? do it Merle. 

[emilykinneys-deactivated2015090]

The Walking Dead Cast ⇉ Michael Rooker

“I grew up with women in my household and I have two girls of my own. But I tell you, everybody gets bullied, it doesn’t matter who you are, everybody’s experienced it in some way. Even in the workplace, as an adult you can be bullied. But somehow, someway, each individual person has to find support somewhere or find a way to fight back. You can’t give in to bullies and people of that kind, and they just have to understand. Hey, in my case, the bullies understood real quickly when they tried that crap. Shit happens, you know.”

[itsjii-blog]

beautiful message from a beautiful soul. 

[kurtzz]

Yondu <3

[marsinthecorner]

Love it when he does that!💙

[world-of-multi-imagines-deactiv]

Come over here and put that tongue on me

[loveisyondublue]

Holy crap. I love the tilt of his head when he draws his tongue back in. 😳

[itsjii-blog]

ROOKER AND HIS TONGUE JAW TILT HEAD THING.

ROOKER stahp it just STOP IT I already love you enough as is 

[xox-itsybitsy-xox-deactivated20]

[cinnamon-and-mey-deactivated201]

@xox-itsybitsy-xox are you trying to kill me? :P

[itsjii-blog]

Umm just stay down there Rooker I will join you down dar.

[allhailkingrooker51]

[itsjii-blog]

omg. what do i need to do to be that lady.

like do I need to volunteer 1000+ hrs or do I need to save the world or donate my life savings to an orphanage or what.

WHAT DO YOU NEED, WORLD, FOR ME TO BE IN THAT POSITION. IF I’M IN ROOKER’S ARMS LIKE THAT LIKE... DASSIT. I HAVE THE WHOLE WORLD RIGHT NEXT TO ME.

rofl.

I am a shameless fangirl. AND I AM PROUD.