Soon Enough ⚰️

(She/Her)🏳️‍🌈 Dolor de corazón

[existance-is-pain]

I know it’s been a couple years..

In my heart and soul you will always be my wife, the love of my life. I know you don’t love me anymore, I know your thoughts may be different.. but I will always love you my lil chef no matter what. I’d still do anything and everything for you if you wanted and asked ❤️‍🔥

[mournfulroses]

Fyodor Dostoevsky, from a letter featured in Letters of Fyodor Michailovitch Dostoevsky to his Family & Friends

[quoteastic]

I think we feel it the most at night because at the end of the day our hearts just want to be home, but our homes aren't always where we rest our heads.

[ss-writess]

“Even with all that distance out there, you’re still the place my thoughts return to.”

[existance-is-pain]

I don’t understand why I keep dreaming of you… but it makes me just want to sleep more, because that’s the only time I see you..

[ferrusly-deactivated20260812]

If you need me, I'm here. If you don't, I'm still here.

[t-hiswifey]

No revenge. I just hope one day you realize how genuine I was.

[uln]

one of the greatest skills you can learn is how to be alone.

[existance-is-pain]

I tried to move on like she did after she told me about it.. she did it so effortlessly.. I refused to sign the papers for a long time, I had hopes for a wile that I’d wake up from this terrible nightmare.. but I haven’t woken up.

Sadly my heart will forever be her’s whether I want that to be reality or not.. it just is & i accept it.. I just genuinely can’t love someone with my heart again after her.

So I accepted it was best for me to be alone.. Don’t get me wrong it’s depressing as f**k. I miss my wife, my life, & my dog so much it hurts no matter how long down the road I am..

But being alone VS trying to force yourself to fill a hole that can’t be filled.. is.. it’s just better, to be alone. Trust

[ss-writess]

“I don’t regret you. I regret thinking you would stay.”

[love]

[trainsandpaperplanes]

I cannot justify still being alive

[brutussposts]

I feel so done.

Not sad.

Not angry.

Just empty.

[angelicbabydolll]

Please can we cuddle until my mind is nice to me again?

[miseducatedmelanicmuse]

[thepumpkin-queenn]

[loveletters2myself]

[existance-is-pain]

Life is a crazy thing.. you have the person you want, you marry them. You have the life you want, then within a blink of an eye it all changes and they are gone. Happy with someone else and no matter how hard you try to move on too.. it’s just so hard. The days just keep going turns into years and time just keeps passing.

How can one person feel like the right one and only one for you.. when they don’t feel or think the same. I know it must mean we are not ment to be but why does my whole being feel like we are… idk I married her for a reason.